This is the third day of coming to H City, and for three consecutive days, Lin Qingqing wandered in the city like a lonely ghost.

It's nice to be in a strange city, don't worry about someone knowing her, don't worry about a bunch of messy things that will come to your door at any time.

In addition to eating and sleeping, all she has to do every day is to wander the streets, or find a bubble tea shop to sit in a daze.

When he was in a daze, his mind would always involuntarily think of that tall figure, which was the most helpless point for Lin Qingqing. The human mind has an automatic memory function, and those who are stored in the depths of the mind cannot forget it no matter what.

The sunshine is really good today, Lin Qingqing sat on the second floor of a bubble tea shop, looking at the sunshine and traffic outside, and Ou Yuanlan's face appeared in his mind again.

In the past few days, she could always think for a while and restrain herself from thinking about other things, but today it seems that she can't. The name Ou Yuanlan and his figure appeared back and forth in her thoughts, and they couldn't dissipate at all.

In fact, if you think about it, he didn't do anything wrong. According to Jiang Nuan's words, he was just designed, and he didn't really want anything to happen with Lin Yu.

But what about the kiss? Lin Qingqing suddenly remembered the moment when he lowered his head and kissed Lin Yu in his office. That scene was engraved in her eyes and burned her heart.

Physical or mental derailment, which is more unbearable? This classic debate topic appeared in Lin Qingqing's mind.

But then, she denied the idea. How would she know if that person was willing or voluntary? Was she so sure that he didn't like Lin Yu at all?

I have to admit that Lin Yu does have a bit of a posture. has always been pampered, and she looks a little more charming and delicate than Lin Qingqing. So how many men can resist the temptation of a beautiful and graceful woman?

All the pain is just from Lin Qingqing's own inferiority, although she doesn't want to admit it, but this is indeed a fact.

Otherwise, go back and have a look. As soon as this thought popped up, it couldn't be suppressed. The spoon in Lin Qingqing's hand kept stirring the ice cubes in the cup, but he never drank a sip of milk tea in the cup.

Pulling her phone out of her pocket, she pressed the power button. In the past two days, in order not to be disturbed by everyone and let herself be quiet, she has almost cut off all contact.

As the main means of communication, the mobile phone was turned off by her and thrown into the bag she carried with her as early as when she was on the train.

In the past few days without a mobile phone, she has almost returned to a primitive society. In addition to a modern lifestyle, she is almost isolated.

After a slight vibration, the phone screen lights up. After restarting, the password needs to be re-entered, Lin Qingqing's fingers skillfully tapped on the keyboard, but he stopped unconsciously.

She already knew this password by heart, and it was almost melted into her blood. Ou Yuanlan's birthday plus Chenchen's birthday, the two most important men in her life.

But now? Did she abandon them, or did they not want her anymore? Facts and wrongs cannot all be black and white, and there is no one standard answer. It is precisely because of this that Lin Qingqing always doesn't know how to choose.

When she turned her phone back on, she had a bunch of missed calls. But this time, there was no more call from Ou Yuanlan.

I don't know why, Lin Qingqing actually felt a little lost. Shouldn't she breathe a sigh of relief without that person's missed call? It's rude not to go back to the past, and when you go back to the past, the two don't know what kind of dispute to have.

There was no call, although it was an avoidable dispute, but Lin Qingqing always felt empty in his heart, as if something was missing.

With a sigh, she dialed Xu Yanran's phone. When she left, Yanran was still sleeping sweetly, so she said goodbye. Now that I think about it, it's been five days since she left S City, and she should be dying of anxiety by now.

In fact, in this world, whether she exists or does not exist has little impact on others. The people who will really express sadness and sadness for her departure are the people who care about her. So now, how can she be so selfish.

"Yanran......" Before Lin Qingqing's words could be finished, he was interrupted by Xu Yanran's cry.

The person on the other end of the line sobbed quietly, sounding vulnerable and helpless. "Qingqing, what should I do? What the hell am I going to do......" Her cry grew clearer.

Lin Qingqing, who was scolded by Xu Yanran as soon as he answered the phone, became puzzled. "Yanran, don't worry, what's wrong?" She asked nervously.

In my memory, the last time Xu Yanran cried so much was at the airport when she came back from Iceland. She's not a crying girl, and sometimes even hard and not like words. But that day, Lin Qingqing watched the girl cry and couldn't help herself.

If tears are like blood, and if you lose blood if you flow too much, you will die of blood, then Xu Yanran will definitely die on the spot that day.

"My dad is sick...... Jiang Shang is also gone, they don't want me anymore......" Xu Yanran said intermittently. "What the hell am I going to do......" she kept muttering.

For these things that he had encountered before, Lin Qingqing would subconsciously ask Ou Yuanlan for help. That person always has a special idea, no matter how messy things are, they become orderly in his hands.

But now, Lin Qingqing looked around and realized that this was a strange city. There is no Ou Yuanlan here, and it is impossible to even appear by Xu Yanran's side immediately to comfort her.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Qingqing decided to stabilize her emotions first. "Yanran, you calm down first, I'll be back right now." She said firmly.

Maybe it's time to go back, whether it's for Xu Yanran, or for Jiang Nuan, or for herself. No matter how absurd and nonsensical those things are, no matter how they resemble a farce, there should be an explanation.

Hanging up the phone, Lin Qingqing walked straight out of the door. She raised her hand to hail a taxi, and then returned to the hotel as fast as she could, returned to her room and took her luggage.

In order to arrive quickly, Lin Qingqing chose to take a plane. She stood in the ticket hall of the airport, and she couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive.

What will happen to those things when I go back? Between her and Ou Yuanlan, will it end completely, or can it be reversed again? and Xu Yanran, how can she help her solve those things.

Life has played too many jokes on her, and now Lin Qingqing feels that she is calm enough. She squeezed the ticket in her hand, then lifted her leg and went straight to the security checkpoint without the slightest hesitation.