Part 259 The Past Him
It's just that it's too late, too late, and she's already decided to let it go.
Zhou Yao and Zhou Miao looked at each other, all this happened too suddenly, they didn't expect it at all.
Sun Yingchen sat on the sofa, she was like a schoolboy who had done something wrong, sitting quietly on the sofa, not even participating in any remarks between them, but a pair of trembling hands betrayed her who was uneasy.
Sun Yingchen only knew now that he was afraid, it turned out that he loved her so much now, she couldn't make up her mind to separate them no matter what, she didn't think about using force, but Sun Yingchen also knew that once she did that, then she would lose him forever.
"Bai Siyuan, you take Shen Ping back to China." Sun Yingchen got up, walked to their side, and said, "Regarding our past, I can let go, but you can't be so selfish, after all, there are still your parents in the country, and they all need you, Bai Siyuan, go back." ”
The afternoon sun is always so hot.
Under the huge parasol, Sun Yingchen and Bai Siyuan sat quietly.
The sea in front of them was rough, and many young people were playing beach ball on the beach, and both teams were evenly matched, and it was impossible to tell which pair was more ahead.
"You didn't come out of me just to sit with me and catch up." Sun Yingchen was the first to break the silence.
Bai Siyuan was a little embarrassed, facing that his lover was so strange now, he also felt that he should be sorry for her, but for Sun Yingchen, apart from being sorry, he didn't know what else to say to her.
"I hope you don't hate me." Bai Siyuan's voice is still like this, a beautiful voice has always appeared in Sun Yingchen's dreams, and this time, it is so realistic, she doesn't have to recall him through the dream that is difficult to distinguish between true and false, at this moment, he is really back.
Sun Yingchen smiled and said: "How can I hate you, I just hate myself, I have always been more fragile, now calm down and think about it, if I hadn't been so weak at that time and didn't let you protect it all the time, maybe, our future will really be different, maybe there will be no such thing." ”
It was difficult to see his true thoughts under Bai Siyuan's calm and unwavering skin: "Can you tell me about my past me." ”
Sun Yingchen turned his head to look at him, I don't know why, the heartbreaking feelings before are gradually healing now, maybe because he is back, so even if all uncertain factors still exist, as long as he lives, everything is not important, even if he can never remember, even if outsiders watch him go to other people's lives, but she doesn't care, after all, he is back, isn't it.
"Bai Siyuan, maybe you won't believe it, but I want you to know that I love you very much, I love you very much, from everyone who says that you are dead, I still feel that you are still alive in this world, it feels so good, so, Bai Siyuan, don't have too much pressure, even if you don't remember me, even if your love for me has disappeared, you can still be with Shen Ping and follow your true emotions, this is the Bai Siyuan I know, so, it's still that sentence, I'm willing to let go, whether you believe it or not."
Bai Siyuan was stunned, for the person who suddenly appeared outside his world, he couldn't firmly tell himself that for this person who had no emotional ties, the person in front of him was his former beloved.
But Bai Siyuan still felt that his chest was stuffy, like a big stone pressed down from above, looking at her who was still smiling but smiling, Bai Siyuan couldn't say how distressed, he wanted to hug her more, but reason finally overcame.
"You really want to know about your past." Sun Yingchen turned his head to look at him.
Bai Siyuan nodded firmly: "I think you have heard." ”
Sun Yingchen nodded and smiled: "The story is very long, you have the patience to listen to it." ”
"Tell me about it."
Sun Yingchen was stunned for a moment, she didn't know how to talk about it at this moment, they seemed to have experienced a lot about Bai Siyuan, but from the beginning, she felt that there was no way to talk about the things between them.
"Why don't you say it? What was I like in the past? Bai Siyuan looked at Sun Yingchen's side face, but saw the moistness in her eyes, was she crying? I still held back my tears.
Sun Yingchen turned her head to the other side, so that people couldn't see any expression on her face at all.
"I was just thinking about where I should start." Sun Yingchen was really thinking, but in her memories, there were too few sweet parts about them, so she could only pick and choose: "My wine is not good, it's just a legendary cup of pouring, about drinking, you once gave me a clear order that I am not allowed to drink alcohol without you by my side." ”
Bai Siyuan thought about it carefully, but there was still no trace, maybe he was really domineering to her in the past, but now he doesn't have any emotions that can make waves for her in the depths of his heart, maybe only when he has no amnesia, will he resonate with her.
"You once wanted to go abroad for further study, but because of me, you gave up the opportunity to study and stayed in China, I have always owed you a lot, but you told me that as long as you are with me, it is your ultimate dream." Sun Yingchen suddenly smiled, her good-looking eyes smiled into a crooked shape, she turned her head to look at Bai Siyuan, looking at the still calm and unwavering expression on his face: "Is it hard to believe that you once said such a sensual thing." ”
Bai Siyuan also smiled, although Sun Yingchen said that he owed him, but now Bai Siyuan felt that he had always owed her.
"Actually, I forgot to tell you that you used to have more important things than me." When Sun Yingchen said this, the smile on her face gradually disappeared, replaced by a sad bitterness: "Heilan Hotel is one of the most famous hotels in China, Heilan is indeed full of disasters and difficulties, and also wants to surpass, competitors want to replace it, but you are using your life to escort Heilan, once I was very angry, once things appear between me and Heilan and let you make a decision, you will always choose Heilan, now I think about it, in fact, I am still quite stingy, isn't it." ”
Bai Siyuan doesn't remember anything now, and he can only listen to what she said about the family business, after all, he doesn't know how he should respond at all, but listening to her about her past, her past self is really not good to her.
"We have also been separated and combined, you are engaged to someone else in order to protect Heilan, on the big day, you say the engagement vows in front of all the media, and I can only ...... to the TV" Sun Yingchen was a little choked up when she said this, she suddenly laughed and said: "Am I particularly uncompetitive." ”
"I'm sorry." Bai Siyuan opened his mouth and said, "I apologize for being who I used to be and you." ”
Sun Yingchen shook his head: "There's no need, if you're still the previous Bai Siyuan, you'll understand that you won't apologize to me, and what I want is never sorry." ”
Bai Siyuan naturally understood what she wanted, but now he couldn't give it, he really couldn't give it, and the guilt was getting deeper and deeper.
After two months of calm, Heilan Group has returned to the public's field of vision, and the news of the return of Bai Siyuan, the only son of Heilan Group, has caused a sensation again.
White Family Villa.
Bai Zhentian lifted his glasses and confirmed once again that it was his son who he saw, and his eyes couldn't help but moisten slightly.
Chen Juan couldn't calm down, and tears fell: "Son, it's really you, it's really you, it's really you who you're back, it's really good." ”