She drooped her head, her body trembled, and she wept silently.

Was she frightened by me?

"Come here, Mom."

After a moment's hesitation, he approached me.

Am I a failure that even my daughter doesn't want to believe me?

"Whatever you want, do you think your mother is sick?"

After a moment's hesitation, he slowly raised his head, his red and swollen eyes looking at me without blinking.

"Mom, you didn't push the little aunt, did you? The little aunt accidentally fell off herself, right? ”

Even if I really don't want her to be disappointed, I still can't give her the answer she wants, I really don't remember whether I pushed Huo Nanxi or not.

Looking at her in a panic, I saw the anticipation in her eyes slowly disappearing.

In the end, I still let her down.

Grudgingly, he said he was going back to his homework and trotted out of my room.

I was suffocating with a deep sense of frustration as I pinched my arm.

Am I always not good enough? My aunt was so disappointed, Huo Nanyi was so disappointed that she didn't show up, and even she avoided me in disappointment.

Is the betrayal of relatives a punishment for me, a shameless third party?

At about 5:40 in the evening, the door of my silent ward was finally pushed open, and Chen Ke walked in with a bouquet of gardenias.

greeted me with a smile, put the flower on the table, and said that Huo Nanyi was on a business trip and asked him to come and pick me up home, and the flower was an apology.

Looking at the bouquet of flowers, I blurted out, "Is he really going on a business trip?" It's not an excuse to hide from me! ”

"Don't think about it, Mrs., Mr. Huo did go on a business trip to Australia, and he will come back the day after tomorrow if he is fast. Madame, I'll send you home! ”

No more asking, holding the bouquet of flowers, walked straight out.

On the road, the air seemed to be condensed, quiet, and he didn't take the initiative to say anything to me, and I didn't bother to speak.

Several times, I wanted to ask him to tell me about the past, but I thought it was ridiculous.

He is Huo Nanyi's assistant, so naturally everything is subject to his arrangement, he doesn't want me to know, and Chen Ke naturally won't tell me on his own.

The car kept driving to the suburbs, and I didn't care, Huo Nanyi should have wanted to put me under house arrest.

After more than an hour, the car slowly stopped, and he opened the door for me and personally escorted me back to the villa.

Sister-in-law Gui and they were all there, busy packing up their things.

When he saw me coming back, he put down the work in his hand, came over, bowed and shouted, "Mrs. is back, are you hungry?" Do you want to take a shower first? Or do you eat first? ”

Jiang Yun hurriedly took the flowers in my hand and raised them in a vase.

"Sister-in-law Gui, why are you all here? And this is ......" pointed to the box that had not yet been packed.

"Mr. said that my wife has been in a bad mood lately and may like to see the sea, so he told us to move back to live."

With a wave of his hand, he sat down in the living room.

If I'm in a good mood or not, does he still care? Isn't he the culprit and wants me to be happy? I really don't know what he thinks.

Chen Ke walked over, handed me a key, and said, "Madam, this is what Mr. Huo asked me to hand over to you." You can open the cabinet in the far corner of the study, which contains what you want. ”

After taking it in a daze, he walked away.

"Wait, Assistant Chen, how is Huo Nanxi? She, is she okay? Did you fall badly? ”

He smiled lightly and replied to me, "Miss Nanxi is fine, Mrs. don't worry." He drove out of the southern suburbs.

I was relieved to hear that she was fine. Fall into the couch and close your eyes.

After Sister-in-law Gui and the others finished eating with me, I knew that she had actually lived in the school at will, and she proposed it herself.

My heart is inexplicably tight, my mother is so bad that she doesn't even want to see her.

smiled bitterly, pretended not to care, and slowly went upstairs.

I didn't have the slightest strength, I collapsed on the bed, and I didn't want to move.

After a whole night of tossing and turning, the sky was slightly bright, so I bounced up, took a shower and changed my clothes, hurried out, and drove back to the city.

No matter how disappointed she was in me, I didn't feel comfortable with her living outside alone.

quickly rushed to the gate of her school, and just saw her alone holding a cup of soy milk, eating steamed buns while returning to school.

Hurriedly got out of the car and ran over.

"Whatever you want."

Turning his head to look at me, his cheeks bulging like a little frog with a bulging belly.

There was crumbs on her face, and she reached out to wipe it off for her, but fortunately she didn't dodge, otherwise I don't know if it would have collapsed.

Slurred and asked, "Mom, are you swollen?" ”

"I just missed you, so I came to see you. Whatever you want, you, are you afraid of me? I was afraid that I was really sick and would hurt you, so I deliberately hid in school. ”

"No, I'm not afraid of Mom. It's because my father said that my mother was in a bad mood and asked me not to make trouble, so I ......"

lowered his head aggrievedly, and even his tone was dyed with crying.

hugged her, stroked her head, and finally let go of the stone in her heart.

Thankfully, she didn't abandon me.

"Thank you for not giving up Mom."

I found a breakfast shop and had breakfast with her. In fact, I watched her eat, just because she didn't give up on me, and I was infinitely grateful.

I don't know when I started to be more and more afraid of being alone, afraid of being abandoned.

When she eats well and is about to go to class, send her back to school, and help her go through the procedures for leaving the dormitory by the way.

After finishing it, he was reluctant to leave and ran to the teaching building. found their class, quietly stood in the corridor, and looked through the window at her serious class.

Hanging his head slightly, thinking about something, that serious and affectionate face, like Huo Nanyi.

I smiled happily from the bottom of my heart, in fact, this is very good, although I will be scolded and hated for some mistakes in the past, but I still have their father and daughter.

Afraid of disturbing her, he stayed for a while and left the school.

went to the magazine where Su Tian worked to look for her, but unfortunately, she went out for an interview and was not there.

left in a huff, but bumped into a person at the door, dressed in light blue sportswear, looking like a student, clean.

"I'm sorry, I didn't just look at the road and bumped into you, I'm sorry, sir." Bow and apologize.

But he remained silent for a while, as if he did not want to forgive me for my carelessness.

Straightened up, but met his scrutinizing gaze.

Feeling a little uncomfortable, he smiled and strode away.

But I could feel that his gaze had been on me, as if he wanted to see through me.

I drove away from the place at a fast pace, and I had nothing to do and nowhere to go, so I simply went to the mall.

But when you're unlucky, you can hit the muzzle of the gun at will.

I parked the car and took the elevator up to the second floor, just got out of the elevator, but I happened to meet my aunt.

She took the arm of a man who was carrying a bunch of things.

The moment she saw me, her smile disappeared and she looked at me with a slightly cold face.

She looked very uneasy, unconsciously grabbed her pants, and still shouted: "Little, auntie." ”

He pulled out his hand and approached me, "Mrs. Huo, happy newlywed!" ”

"Auntie, I ......"

"Don't be nervous, I won't eat you again. Mu Zi, after all, you still choose to completely oppose the Mu family. Very good! My heel, the wings are finally stiff. ”

She suddenly hugged me and warned in my ear: "Ah Zi, my aunt kindly reminds you that stolen things will always fly away." He deliberately pulled my collar on the line, "So, hold on tight!" If it suddenly flies one day, it won't look good. ”

clapped his hands in disgust, turned back, held the man intimately, and swaggered out of the mall.

Looking at their backs, my heart was in turmoil.

Yes, no matter how much I wrap my identity, I am always a shameless thief.

The mood that finally eased down collapsed in an instant, and he angrily bought a lot of things, used what he couldn't use, didn't like it, bought a lot, and used his card.

The so-called slap does not make a sound, I am reduced to a third party, he must have an unshirkable responsibility, and it is very reasonable to vent his anger with his money.

After shopping all day, at half past four, sitting in the car, my mood did not improve, and it was still heavy.

I had no choice but to lean on the steering wheel, so I didn't think about anything.

But it can't be done.

I was depressed for more than half an hour before driving to the school I wanted.

I don't want her to feel a burden in my heart, so I have been pretending to be relaxed and happy to listen to her tell today's interesting things, and from time to time I get carried away and sing loudly with her.

Seeing that the smile never faded from her face for a moment, although she forced herself to disguise, she also felt very meaningful.

After dinner, I accompanied her to do her homework and practiced the piano. After lulling her to sleep, I gently left her bedroom.

I went back to the bedroom, picked up the key that Chen Ke gave me, and went to the study.

I don't know what I want, but I decided to open it up.

There were only some document-like things lying inside, pick them up, open them, and the first page, but it was a picture of me and him, with the seaside in the background.

There is also a transcript next to the photo, like a story, which records the details of me and him, as well as some of my own things that I have always wanted to know.

The story, fifty pages. I read it word for word, and although I couldn't remember those pictures in my mind, I also got a rough idea of my past self.

Putting those papers back in place was sour and unpleasant.

It turns out that I was so stupid in the past. Greedy and cowardly, they love him but dare not come to him. But he's always behind me, no matter what hurtful choices I make.

There was also a brown paper diary inside, which I thought was his, but when I opened it, I realized that it was my own handwriting.

It's all about recording the mood, just a sentence or two. Thinking of what I just watched, I slowly restored the mood at that time.

struggled, gave up, but they all came back and couldn't let him go.

Touching the diary, I burst into tears.

Perhaps, we are really destined to be entangled, even if there are mountains and seas in between, and grudges in between.

Lay down on the desk, pillow the diary, close your eyes, and let the tears fall.

"Huo Nanyi, thank you for not giving up on me! Thank you for always being behind me and not leaving me alone. ”