Sleeping with peace of mind and exhaustion every night, and waking up refreshed, calm and energetic every day, is the best life.

But now Sun Yingchen seems to be very close to such a life, but it is far away.

Qingtian has been very busy recently, because of Lu Heng's new book, so the poster about Lu Heng has to be remade, and the direction of many public relations has to be redefined, Sun Yingchen is naturally busy running and breaking her leg, she took the latest manuscript and compared it, the color of the latest book is too dim, although the design department has explained that this is about Lu Heng's previous setbacks, so such a paragraph was formulated.

The cover of the book is Lu Heng bowing his head and contemplating, with a large area of black and gray in the background interspersed back and forth, I don't know what the content is inside, but just looking at the cover makes me feel very depressed.

"Juanzi, give me a copy of the latest sample, I'm going out." Sun Yingchen said to Juanzi of the Enterprise Propaganda Department.

"The latest one is gone, I have one here, but you still have to remember to return me, because we only have this one in the entire enterprise publicity department."

"Don't worry, I'm just comparing it." With that, Sun Yingchen put the book in his bag and walked out.

Originally, Sun Yingchen could go directly to the elevator around the office, but she wanted to see if there was anything left in the office, so she went back to see that the door of the office was hidden, she remembered it clearly, obviously she had closed the door of the office before coming out, and only herself and Cindy had the key to the editor-in-chief's office.

Cindy stood with her back to her desk, I don't know what kind of mood she was in now, although she hadn't seen Cindy for a while, she had also gone to the hospital to look for her, but when she found her attending doctor, the doctor just said: "Regarding the patient's condition, you should go and ask the patient personally, we have the right to help the patient keep it confidential." ”

Since that time, Sun Yingchen has been firm that Cindy must have a hidden secret, although she doesn't know what disease she has, but now seeing her back, she thinks that this disease must not be simple.

Sun Yingchen still remembers the first time she saw the resolute Cindy, outsiders called her Cindy Zhou, saying that she was the female devil on a sunny day, but after contact, Sun Yingchen just felt that she was just a woman, with black and beautiful hair, no matter what clothes she wore today, her hair would always be so delicate, but now looking at Cindy Zhou's back, her hair ......

There was a black wig on the table, that wig made Sun Yingchen feel a chill down her spine, she silently closed the door of the office, and then she didn't know how long she worked hard before she reached out and knocked on the door of the editor's office, and soon Cindy Zhou's voice came from inside: "Come in." "She seemed to be very weak, and she said these two words extremely weak.

Sun Yingchen walked in and saw that she was arranging her hair in front of the mirror, she wanted to stagger her gaze and not pay attention to her, but she knew that the truth she had seen was not allowed to be questioned.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Sun Yingchen's voice was very crisp, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, without the slightest hesitation.

"How much do you know?" Cindy's voice was still very weak, she didn't go to her editor-in-chief's position, but sat on the sofa on the side, she smiled and said: "I heard that your recent work has been very good, even Lu Heng fell to the bottom before, and you tried your best to fight for him, so that he is today, so that Lu Heng is popular again, and the sunny sky also rises with the tide." ”

Sun Yingchen turned around and closed the door of the office, she walked quickly to Cindy's side, squatted down, and looked up at her: "Editor-in-chief, you know that I have a few pounds and a few taels, everything is nothing more than a decision made by the company, I am just an executor and communicator, but what about you?" I took such a long leave with the personnel department, and I disappeared so quietly, and now I ...... You okay? ”

Sun Yingchen tried her best to control every word she said, because she wouldn't believe anything if she didn't wait for Cindy to say it herself.

Sun Yingchen said with a smile: "You don't know, in the days when you took leave, it was rumored in the company that you went out to give birth, what nonsense, it's funny, I would rather believe that you are going to give birth." ”

"Xiao Chen, you are very smart, but your red eyes have betrayed you." Cindy took her hand and said, "I took two months off before, and now it's only half a month, I didn't come back this time to renew my vacation and end my vacation early, there is my resignation letter on the table, I hope you can help me put it in the personnel department." ”

"Why?" Sun Yingchen shook her head, not understanding what she meant.

"Because I have cancer." Cindy said it very easily.

Sun Yingchen felt that this was the most unbearable weight in the world, she got up and walked directly back to her seat, she lowered her head and pretended not to know what she was busy with.

Cindy Zhou smiled and said, "Don't be sad, I've accepted it, but no one knows about this matter except you, I hope you can still keep it a secret for me." ”

When Sun Yingchen raised his head, tears burst out of his eyes: "Now that medicine is so developed, you can do it." ”

Cindy smiled and said, "Is chemotherapy right, maybe you don't know, the pain of chemotherapy, I can tolerate the reaction after the end of chemotherapy, I hit my head against the wall several times because of the pain in my bones, the blood on the wall is like a joke, telling me that it is all in vain, I can only accept it, grit my teeth and persevere, I can survive the pain after chemotherapy again and again, but looking at the more and more hair falling out on the pillow every day, I know that I have to accept this life, but Xiao Chen, There are many things to go through in a person's life, some of them are the opposite, and some of them are extremely exciting. ”

"So you give up chemotherapy, you secretly leave the hospital, what do you want to do?" Sun Yingchen looked at her, sometimes she felt that Cindy was living very freely, and sometimes she felt that she was a willful woman.

"I don't want me to die in a cold hospital bed one day in the future, everything I have worked hard to get to today's position is won by strength, so I hope that I still give myself a dignity, I have worked in Qingtian for so many years, all the way from Liu Can to found Qingtian, and then watched Mr. Zhou ascend to the top, and then my fame is getting bigger and bigger, but in addition to getting so much money, I seem to owe myself an explanation forever, so I want to travel, no matter which country I go to, no matter what I experience, what I see, This is an explanation that I gave back to me, Xiao Chen, I hope you are the only one who smiled and blessed me, not the one who persuaded me to go back to the ward. ”

Sun Yingchen looked at her for a long time, nodded, and said, "Be yourself." ”

The words were said very hard, but Cindy smiled brightly, she reached out and took off the wig on the top of her head, there were still a few strands of hair on her smooth head, but Cindy smiled beautifully.

Today's scene is destined to become a lingering picture in Sun Yingchen's life.