Chapter 18

By the time Ruoli returned to the dormitory after finishing his library work, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.

The days of walking home in the middle of the night in the middle of the night are all too familiar.

- Even if there is no light, she can find her way safely.

I habitually took off my sneakers when I entered the door, put on comfortable slippers, put down my backpack, and walked into the bathroom.

I turned on the shower head that had been boiled in advance, and took off my sweat-soaked clothes in the steaming heat, revealing fair and attractive skin. The rubber band tied to the ponytail was ripped off happily, and the long black hair fell down like a waterfall, draped over his shoulders, and walked under the shower, hot water instantly flowed from the top of his head, and the originally smooth long hair was also wet.

After a comfortable shower, Ruoli dried herself, put on her cheap pajamas, and walked to the mirror. Slowly wiping away the water vapor from the mirror with his hands, a beautiful and moving face appeared on it, perhaps because of the hot water, the fair face was slightly red, and it was even more bewildering - if you ignore her extremely cold look at the moment.

Looking at himself in the mirror with a face that is enough to be the envy of all women, his shallow eyes are full of self-deprecation. I saw her slowly raise her hand and touch her eyes, and then you could see that a black colored pupil was removed, and as she raised her eye, what appeared on the mirror turned into an ice-colored pupil!

It's not something a normal human would have – but, it's really beautiful!

If Ruoli's pupils when she was a child were as clear as transparent water, then the current shallow Ruoli pupils can be said to have completely defeated it at that time - from a distance, the ice-colored pupils seem to have integrated into her body, completely showing the coldness in her heart, without any sense of disobedience. And up close, it is even more moving, not only rare and pure colors, but also patterns such as those on the color pupils, and it looks more natural. So even if you wear pure black color pupils, those who look at them up close can still see those patterns, and they are completely different from those of color pupils. Perhaps this is one of the reasons why Qi Luoxuan praised her for the beauty of her eyes......

Looking at such eyes, which are special but beautiful in the eyes of outsiders, Ruoli is full of hatred.

She never forgot the titles she had received when she was a child, and those eyes full of contempt and hostility towards her eyes had always been preserved in her heart—not why, just to be vigilant at all times.

Now she can no longer show people with such eyes, coupled with such beauty, of course, there are many people who take the initiative to come forward, although Ruoli accepts everyone's kindness on the surface, but in her heart, she is always on guard, and she has never put down the protective mask.

Although in her own opinion, it was a kind of hostility, and in essence, it was the fear in her heart......

I am afraid that I will go back to my childhood and be ostracized by everyone; Fear that when they see their true nature, they will flee in a hurry;

And among them, there is another one that she herself knows deeply - she is afraid of hurt, afraid that the title of broom star will work for the people she really treats.

Of course, it is not so much that she is afraid to reveal her true heart, but that she is afraid to fall into it, so that the day when the secret fire cannot be wrapped in paper, she will feel abandoned again.

The moving eyes glowed with a slight white light, which was illuminated by the ice-colored pupils. Shallow Ruoli reached out and turned off the light, and suddenly, the whole room fell into darkness. Because of the curtains, the faint moonlight and starlight could not shine through.

Under the darkness where you can't see your fingers, the shallow pupils seem to be emitting light, and they appear brighter.

After standing in place for half a minute, Shallow Ruoli walked out of the bathroom. Exactly as usual, there is not a trace of movement that is haunted by the lack of light.

She walked to the bedside and picked up her guitar, her hand lightly touched the strings, she looked up at the hanging photo behind the door, smiled faintly, and then melodious and comfortable music flowed from under her fingers. In this silent night, there is a strange harmony......

At this time, the children in the orphanage should have fallen asleep, but Qian Ruoli is not afraid of noisy them, the first reason is because she doesn't care about her concert noisy others, the second reason is that only the children who are asleep know, maybe they are still young, and they don't have much time to enter the home here, but whenever it comes to this late night time, they are especially looking forward to the music that sounds, which will make them feel very at ease inexplicably, and even some children can only fall asleep by listening to music.

Late-night guitar music or moving singing has been a companion to the orphanage for more than ten years, and here, there are children who have already fallen in love with it from the time they come in to the time they leave as adults.

However, few people know the origin of this music......

"Knock-" Suddenly, there was a faint knock on the old door. The music stopped abruptly.

"Who?!" Shallow Ruoli's voice was small, and it might sound very gentle, but her expression, which was hidden by the darkness at the moment, was full of vigilance and defense.

"It's me, Mother Shao......" the person outside the door replied softly.