Part 161: Sadness flows backwards
"Look at the diamond ring on Tao Xinyu's hand, do you know, it's custom-made, and you can't afford it for the rest of your life." A girl said in a coquettish tone to the boy on the side, but it was difficult to hide the sour taste of envy in her mouth.
The boy hugged her into his arms: "Yes, yes, although you can't bring it so expensive now, my feelings for you are stronger than Jin." ”
The girl's shy smile can be seen to be very happy.
It was that kind of smile that made Sun Yingchen look very familiar, once upon a time, she had smiled like this, but I don't know when it was.
Soon the camera switched to Lu Heng's latest Christmas compilation album, and he smiled very brightly at the camera, which made many girls scream.
"So handsome, so handsome, I don't know what kind of girl this handsome boy will want to match in the future."
"Yes, he's so talented, you will like him more when you see his work, not just because of his appearance."
For Lu Heng's praise and blessing to Bai Siyuan, the voice and frequency seemed to be the same, but Sun Yingchen didn't have any intention to listen to it.
The 'burning' bar is fully booked at the moment, it is said that it has reached the level of current restriction, Zhou Miao will naturally not appear until the most important time, if nothing else, she will come here at night, sure enough, Zhou Miao called Sun Yingchen to come to her bar at eight o'clock in the evening to have a Christmas party, she just said that she knew, and hung up the phone.
You don't need to ask where Zhou Miao is to know where she is, because Teacher Tonly's representative voice has already exposed where Zhou Miao is now.
At noon, she was not in the mood to eat at all, no matter where she went, she could see the scene of Bai Siyuan's engagement and the news, and the big screen every day was almost in the mode of swiping the screen, fortunately, Lu Heng could occasionally come out to wash her eyes, but such an explosive delivery made Sun Yingchen have nowhere to hide.
More and more people flocked to Nanjing Road, and the small trains around them also flashed by, and the familiar sound of the bells was so good, as if there was really Santa Claus dragging his bulky body and dragging a bag of gifts, asking you: "What is your wish this year, see if I have a gift you like here." ”
How dramatic, the excitement of the world is only lacking Sun Yingchen's.
She walked and soon came to the end of the shopping street, and under the busy bus stop signs, a bus happened to come, and maybe getting on the bus could take her away from the birthplace of such explosive news.
The station reported the name of the station all the way, and soon a familiar station name caught her attention, it was China Normal University, Sun Yingchen got off the bus and walked on the playground of the school, because of a special festival like today, so there was almost no one in the school, the whole campus seemed to be resting, she walked casually, and suddenly walked to the tree-lined path, and the rows of wooden benches.
The engraved bench in Sun Yingchen's memory, she still walked to the chair and sat down, there was no Bai Siyuan next to her, only endless memories and pain were left to her, forgive her for not being able to bless him at all, she once thought that those small happiness and long years of life were all brought to him by her, but now it has changed hands like this.
The back of the chair is engraved with the words 'Sun Yingchen loves Bai Siyuan', which she carved herself, for some reason, she wanted to squat down to see, but why was there an extra line of text like that.
'Bai Siyuan loves Sun Yingchen'
Sun Yingchen's fingers swiped over the text that I don't know when it was engraved, very nostalgic and very strange.
There are two lines of text behind the chair, one is relatively new, and the other is relatively old, like an inexplicable text born from the intersection of two time and space invisibly, and finally fell on the chair, Sun Yingchen suddenly smiled: "People are gone, why keep the words, what's the use of keeping them." ’
What's the use of keeping it!
A sad emotion attacked her, and she was completely skinless, and she crouched on the spot and cried, so unhindered.
"Know why I can eat well, sleep well, I live every day, you know why? Because I don't love you anymore. ”
Sun Yingchen can say ruthless things, but she can't make ruthless decisions, how can she not love him, what to do, how to do it.
She looked back at a stone on the side, she picked it up, and used the sharp side to scratch the words she used to smile and write, but now she can only cross it out with tears in her eyes, as if only the cross-out is gone, the evidence that they once loved each other is gone, and that brief relationship no longer exists, what a ridiculous self-deception.
The dense horizontal lines on the text crossed out everything that had been written, and sure enough, nothing was left, and no one knew what was written underneath, unless the person concerned, but even if it was crossed out, her heart still hurt so much.
"Sun Yingchen, I just want you to know that I still love you, I love you."
Bai Siyuan's words echoed in her ears over and over again like a spell, and she scratched hard, crossing out all the original brown-red colors on the chair, leaking out the original color of the wood, and the traces of the depiction were so deep, just as she was so deep now.
At eight o'clock in the evening, 'burn' the bar.
Sun Yingchen sat on the card seat, quiet as if it didn't exist, it was quite cold today, but the scarf around her neck was like a moving electric blanket, bringing her a steady stream of warmth and making her feel at ease.
Although the scarf was stained with the salty smell of tears.
Zhou Miao was dressed like a flower butterfly, not at all in line with her age, and her appearance became the focus of almost everyone at the scene, just because Zhou Miao shouted in the microphone: "Now as long as someone stands on the stage and says a word, Bai Siyuan Tao Xinyu, I wish you two will never have children!" I'll waive your on-site bill. ”
I don't know who the customers are, who doesn't care who Bai Siyuan and Tao Xinyu are, just listening to the boss's free order and being frenzied, and then, everyone rushed to the stage, competing for that Mike point, and shouted hysterically: "Bai Siyuan Tao Xinyu, I bless you two never have children!" ”
This sentence is like a single repetition, with different versions of the ridiculous absurdity.
Sun Yingchen sat on the card seat, neither crying nor laughing.
Zhou Miao stepped off the stage, sat next to Sun Yingchen, stretched out his hand to put his hand on her shoulder, and said, "How is it, are you happy?!" ”
Sun Yingchen suddenly laughed, with tears in her laughter, she shook her head, and finally hugged Zhou Miao and cried.
Sun Yingchen cried until she almost lost her voice, and Zhou Miao also cried with her, during which Sun Yingchen asked her: "I fell out of love, my boyfriend got married, the bride is not me, I'm sad, I just cried, why are you crying?" ”
Zhou Miao glanced at her with disdain, and said: "You are out of love and cry for two days at most with swollen eyes, I cry because, do you know how much everyone orders today for Christmas, I will be free of orders, you almost made me bankrupt!" What do you say I'm crying about? ”
Sun Yingchen listened to what she said, indeed, Zhou Miao's wine here is not cheap, she raised her arms and almost lost the coffin she had just earned, Sun Yingchen thought that her little love was really nothing, so she felt sorry for Zhou Miao's money, and cried even more sadly, shouting in her mouth: "Sad, sad!" ”
Zhou Miao looked at Sun Yingchen crying sadly, and she was also very involved, and shouted: "It's distressing, it's distressing!" ”
The bar was so lively that it was about to explode, no one paid attention to the two crying hysterical monsters on the side of the booth, Zhou Miao's delicate eye makeup was still so exquisite, it was waterproof, it was really waterproof, and tears couldn't be drowned.
No one knew why they were crying, but the bartender at the booth was so frightened when he saw them crying so devotedly, he didn't hold a bottle of beer, and fell with a click.
Zhou Miao also glanced up at him and said, "You have to accompany this bottle of wine." ”
When the bartender heard this, his face turned green and he wanted to cry too.