Chapter 14: Hiding from the World (5)
Because of the erosion of the pain, I had no strength, and my voice was weak, sounding like a coquette.
He didn't reply to me for a long time, and I knew that my words and deeds must have angered him.
Afraid that he would misunderstand me and have bad thoughts about him, he hurriedly explained: "Mother Zhang has taken a leave of absence, hmm~ When will you come back?" Can you please help me ......?"
Before I finished speaking, I heard a cold voice coming: "Mu Zi, are you deliberately trying to win my sympathy?" Don't disgust me with your jokes! ”
Doodoo - damn it! After humiliating me, he hung up.
The stomach hurt even more, as if he had been brutally kicked, the pain was almost suffocating, and tears welled up in his eyes.
Holding his stomach, gritting his teeth, he lay on the bed like a corpse, his consciousness was blurred by pain, and only tears were like uncontrollable flowing water.
Anyway, it doesn't hurt to death, and the patience is over.
Gradually, my pain became numb and I didn't feel anything. I got up, put on my shoes, and got ready to go out and buy sanitary napkins.
As soon as he opened the door, he didn't even touch the ground with his front feet, and saw him come back, carrying a large black plastic bag in his hand, and his face was the same as the plastic bag, not only black, but also very cold.
I didn't dare to think about it, because he couldn't have been so kind as to buy it back for me.
He stepped out decisively, glanced at him, and was about to leave.
He slipped the big bag into my arms, gave me an unhappy look, and went straight home.
I touched the contents of the bag, which was the aunt's towel I desperately needed.
It turned out that he hadn't forgotten.
I hurried back to the house with my things and went upstairs to clean up.
When I cleaned myself up and went downstairs to boil some water to drink, I saw Huo Nanyi busy in the kitchen.
I stood on the final fifth staircase, forgetting my movements, staring at him.
Before I knew it, my eyes were blurred with tears and swelled and sore. It would be nice if I were still me!
Unfortunately, even though he was right in front of me, he was at a distance that I couldn't touch.
Wiping away my tears, pretending to be the same as before, I poured a glass of water, took it away from him when I wanted to drink it, and then stuffed a glass of brown sugar water in my hand.
The temperature is just right for your mouth.
I held the cup in both hands, and the rising BAIC covered my face and said, "Don't let me misunderstand, ignite my hope for you, and personally step on it." Huo Nanyi, please be cruel to me. I'm really scared of repeating the mistakes of five years ago! ”
This is my lowest request, and it is my last protection for myself.
"Cheap shake! Don't be self-inflicted, if there are still a lot of good shows that haven't appeared, the ghost will take care of you! ”
"So much the best!" With a bitter smile, he drank the sugar water.
It's so sweet and greasy, but it reacts to fatal bitterness in my mouth.
Like my love for him, after all, it will only leave a lonely bitterness.
Since that day, he hasn't been seen for the entire duration of my period.
I didn't ask Mama Zhang about his news, and Mama Zhang never mentioned his whereabouts, and the apartment finally showed a rare tranquility.
Just me and Zhang's mother, I once thought that I had been pardoned for my crimes and returned to my ordinary life.
On the fourth day, I asked Zhang's mother to go out and buy me a bunch of drag props, added a lot of freckles to my face, and glued a big long-haired black mole on my right cheek, coupled with a pair of round black-framed eyes, completely changed a person.
Even Zhang's mother almost didn't recognize me when she saw me.
Then I borrowed a little money from Zhang's mother, went out to take ID photos, and gave Sister Sun money by the way.
In the evening, I was in a good mood after doing everything, and when I went back, I couldn't hold back for a while and went to the wooden villa.
Standing outside the villa, looking at my former home, my heart was infinitely sour, and guilt welled up in my heart, forcing me to not even breathe smoothly.
Holding the carved iron door with one hand, I looked at the closed doorway, hoping that it would open and let me see my grandfather from afar.
Perhaps God has mercy on me, and the door is really open.
Grandpa Zhou pushed my grandfather out, and I was afraid of being seen, so I hurriedly leaned against the wall, cautiously poked out half of my head, and looked at my grandfather with all white hair.
He was in a wheelchair, pale, and looked much older, a round older than he really was.
Grandpa Zhou pushed his grandfather to the fountain platform in front of the court, and the cold wind blew over, making him shiver in the wind with white hair.
"Master, it's windy here, or I'll push you back to the house! The things in the company alone are enough for Miss to worry about, if you fall ill again, how can Miss support herself? ”
Grandpa Zhou's persuasion fell into my ears one by one, which aroused my curiosity even more, what happened to the Huo Mu family?
"Wait! Ah Zi must not be able to find her way home, I have to wait here, as long as she passes by here, I can take her home. ”
Bang Ta Bang Ta - I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and big ones fell down.
I couldn't stand anymore, and I slid against the wall, and sat down on the cold floor.
Grandpa, I'm sorry! Azi is sorry for you! Azi is guilty! Not worthy of your love! I'm sorry......
The silent apology couldn't soothe his old man's heartbroken by me after all.
I wanted to knock on the door and shout "Grandpa" loudly, and I wanted to go home and make amends to his old man.
But I can't!
Suddenly, I saw a Rolls-Royce driving in front of me, looked carefully, and recognized that it was Huo Nanyi's mount.
Hurriedly got up, ran to the other side of the curved wall, and dodged him.
After a while, his car stopped at the gate of Mu's house, and his aunt was also there.
My heart instantly panicked and broke out in a cold sweat, if my grandfather was endlessly guilty. That pair of aunts, I not only feel guilty, but also have an inexplicable fear, even if she is very good to me, I am still very afraid of her, it is the kind of fear that comes from my bones.
"Bang!" With a bang, my aunt slammed his car door and got out of the car and went home. But Huo Nanyi not only didn't get out of the car, but also turned around and left.
His reaction made me even more confused, he used to have a good attitude towards his grandfather, he visited him once a week, and often played chess with him. But now, he didn't even want to enter the door of the Mu family.
Instead of going home, I walked around the walls of Mu's house, round and round, as if trying to make up for the road that I had missed for the past five years.
It wasn't until half past seven in the evening, when it was completely dark, that I left the Mu family in a huff.
When I returned to the door of the apartment, I knocked N times, but no one opened the door for me.
I suddenly had a bad premonition that Huo Nanyi must have known something about me and deliberately punished me.
After waiting for half an hour, my patience ran out and I shouted: "Huo Nanyi, you open the door for me!" What do you mean? You are the one who put me under house arrest, and you are the one who will drive me out, are you squeezed in the head by the door? ”
However, he didn't pay attention to me at all.
"Huo Nanyi, you open the door for me first, what can you say well, what do you mean by this? I'll count to three, and if you don't open the door again, I'll dissolve our relationship with you by default. ”
Still no answer.
The temper that had been destroyed for a long time came out of nowhere, and anger rushed to the top of his head.
But it still didn't come out, after all, I can't afford the price of losing my temper.
"Huo Nanyi, you drove me away by yourself, don't pester me again! From now on, we will return to the bridge and return to the road, and I will go. ”
With that, I turned around and walked away, and suddenly, the door opened.
He grabbed me back like a gust of wind. Before I could react, the man had been pressed against the door panel, deprived of his breath, like a stranded fish, waiting for the fate of being sunburned.
His kisses were rude and domineering, and his hands that swam over me were presumptuous, punishing me vigorously.
After a long time, I almost drowned in his kiss. Feeling weak, leaning on him.
"Mu Zi, am I too kind to you, you get carried away, you don't remember what your identity is, huh? How dare you disobey me! ”
He pinched my neck with one hand, lifted my chin, bit my lip, and squeezed the anger out of his teeth.
"Ugh! You're hurting me. "The neck was held in his hand, and he would tighten it hard from time to time, and it hurt terribly.
"Pain? A heartless person like you can also hurt? Dare to go out on my back to find a job, do you know what the price will be? ”
Hearing him say this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and it turned out that he was just angry because of this incident, and nothing else.
"I need money!"
"What are you doing with all that money? Raising a little white face? ”
"No, atonement."
My answer made his eyes sink slightly, and he gradually let go of his hand, and unceremoniously ripped the mole off my face.
"Do you know that you are sinful? It's really rare. He then threw the mole in the trash.
"We're all guilty, aren't we?" I looked straight at him, and even when he ignored and ridiculed him, I didn't look away.
He glanced at me and said, "Don't get me involved with you, I'm dirty!" He turned around and went upstairs.
"Huo Nanyi! When you're angry and angry, can you let me go? I don't know how you're going to deal with the Mu family, and I don't know how you're going to kill me, but if I'm lucky enough to be alive in the end, can I ...... Can you please let me go and let me go! Even if I live in sin and suffering, I want to find true salvation. ”
I didn't want to cry, I didn't want him to think that I was trying to win his pity with my fake tears, but as soon as I said that, the tears fell, as naturally as raindrops on the leaves.
He didn't stop, and said as he walked, "Oh, it depends on how you behave!" Mu Zi, kindly advise you, don't fall in love with me again! ”
Then, there was a "Bang! The sound of the door closing shut us off.
What about living under the same roof and sharing the same bed, the distance between me and him has never been shortened, and it has been extended, even if I walk for a lifetime, I can't hug him.
The next morning, I had a casual bite to eat and went out with my well-crafted resume.
Although I changed my pretend, I couldn't fake my identity certificate or anything, and I was afraid of being recognized, so I didn't dare to go to the company after all. Instead, I picked the cake shops of the newly opened small restaurants.
In the end, a comprehensive teahouse called "Yuanxiangyuan" accepted me and asked me to do chores in the back kitchen and hired me on the spot.
Even though it's a rough job, I'm happy that someone is willing to ask for me.
When I finally finished it, I stepped out of the teahouse, stretched, took my mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, and there were more than N missed calls from Huo Nanyi.
Feeling in trouble again, he trotted to the bus stop in a panic.
accidentally bumped into a person, she fell to the ground, and began to cry and scream: "Oops~ My stomach hurts so much!" Come on, help! This bad woman knocked me into a miscarriage. Catch the bad guys! Help......"