Chapter 7
- Xiaoxing, I'm so happy now, I originally thought that no one in this world would want to be with me anymore except for you and Shao's mother, until he appeared. His eyes are so beautiful, just like Xiaoxing, and besides, he is different from other children, he won't hide from me, he will even play guitar with me, Xiaoxing, you must have brought him to me, right? So, he said his name was Little Star. My little star.
Fortunately, it was Shao's mother who returned the clothes to Feng Ze for Ruoli.
In fact, even if Shao Xinhua didn't take the initiative to return the clothes, she would ask her, because now she really doesn't have the courage to face Feng Ze alone, in front of him, she feels that she has no power to raise her head.
"Ruo Li?!"
"Ah, what's wrong?" Shallow Ruoli tilted her head sharply to look at the boy.
"Are you alright, what are you thinking?" The boy asked, looking at Ruoli worriedly
Ruoli smiled and shook his head, saying, "It's nothing." "It's a really amazing feeling, it'...... The feeling of being cared for.
"Oh, that's good, Ruoli, then let's play the guitar, what song do you like?" The boy picked up the guitar next to him and asked Ruoli
It was the guitar that Xiaoxing used before, it was given to the boy by Shallow Ruoli, and she liked this guitar as much as she liked Xiaoxing, because he was Xiaoxing, so she gave it to him.
"Can you sing any song?"
"Well, of course." The little boy said confidently
"Is it okay to 'Little Star'? My favorite. Ruoli asked
"Of course, I love this song too." Laughing, the little boy began to play intently.
The crisp and beautiful melody came with the plucking of the strings in his hand, the rhythm was a little slow, but it didn't feel weird, and even seemed to bring a strange emotional atmosphere to this children's song, which made people can't help but be attracted to it, lingering there for a long time.
Looking at the boy who was playing the guitar seriously under the shade of the tree, Ruoli heard his heartbeat for the first time, and it was very loud. She's never felt like this, never before.
"How's that, do you like it?" Before I knew it, the sound of the piano had stopped.
"I like it, listen to it." Ruoli clapped his hands and said excitedly
"Thanks, then I'll play another song, well...... 'Worm Fly', how about it?"
"Bugs fly? I haven't heard of it, but I'd love to hear it. Ruoli seems to like the sound of the little boy's piano, as if it has magical powers.
Lowering his head, his white fingers looked for the strings, and the pleasant sound of the piano came again, but this time it was mixed with the singing:
"The dark sky is low
Bright stars follow each other
Bugs fly, bugs fly
Who are you missing?
The stars in the sky weep
The roses on the ground withered
Cold Wind Blowing Cold Wind Blowing
As long as I have you with me
Insects fly and flowers sleep
One pair after another is beautiful
I'm not afraid of getting dark, I'm just afraid of heartbreak
It doesn't matter if you're tired or not
It doesn't matter what the southeast and the northwest
”
……
It's early spring, and there is still some chill everywhere, but in this song, it can magically make people feel a little warm, the piano sound is smooth and rhythmic, the singing voice is clear and full of emotion, and the combination of the two seems to be as if it is like the young grass that grows around here, full of vitality and vitality.
If you think about it, this is like an idiom that Xiaoxing taught her before - the sound of nature.
“…… Little star, you are really amazing, the voice is so good. Ruoli couldn't suppress his happy mood, surprised and delighted, "Little Star, you must have studied in a music school, right, otherwise how could you be so powerful, you are the only child I have heard of who is better than Little Star." ”
However, the little boy was not as happy as he imagined after being praised, but his eyes became a little low.
He shook his head slightly, clenched the acoustic guitar in his hand and said, "No." I didn't go there to learn music. ”
Ruoli was indeed surprised, because when Xiaoxing was still there, she often told Ruoli that she hoped that she could go to a formal music academy in the future, because the people who studied there would be people who were good at singing, and she wanted to be like that.
At this moment, in Ruoli's opinion, the little boy is the person who Xiaoxing said is good at singing, so she naturally thought of music school.
"Then who taught you this song "Bug Flying"?!" Shallow Ruoli suddenly had a strong sense of curiosity about the little boy.
After hesitating for a while, the little boy raised his head slightly and looked at the open space not far away: "My mother." ”
"You have a mother?!" Shallow Ruoli was surprised, "Then do you know where she is now?!" ”
The little boy's eyes were a little dodgy, as if he was running away: "I, my mother, don't know ......"
"Don't know? …… Where's—your dad—"
As soon as the words fell, I saw the little boy raise his head suddenly, and his eyes showed that he was full of determination and hatred: "I don't have a father!" He's not my dad! I don't have a dad!! "That look will definitely not be something that a seven or eight-year-old child can have.
It's like...... In front of him stood an enemy who was heinous to him
Shallow Ruoli was really frightened by the little boy's eyes, and looked at him blankly, a little overwhelmed.
Perhaps realizing his gaffe, he turned his head, the little boy slowly regained his composure, and after a while he slowly stood up, walked in front of Ruoli, lowered his head, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......"
Ruoli didn't reply, still looking at him.
"Ruoli, I don't have a father and I don't have a home, so just let me stay here, okay? I like to stay here, where I can do whatever I want, I can sing as much as I want, I can play the guitar as I want, and I can go anywhere I want...... But if you leave here...... I. Ruoli, I really, really want to stay here, and I want to be with you too...... I don't want to leave...... Didn't want to leave ......."
In his heart, it was as if he lived in a terrible place, very dark and very small. If you guess, it may be the place he calls "home".
He said he didn't have a father...... Perhaps, he really doesn't have a father.
Ruoli looked at the little boy's eyes, which were a little red, and there was a faint light under his eyes. It was as if she had grasped a life-saving straw at the edge of the cliff, and she had to climb up no matter what she tried to do, and she had never felt it before, but at this moment, she seemed to see it in the eyes of a little boy, and she saw it clearly......
Silently bowed his head.
She admits that she also wants him to stay in the home because she can play with him every day, and that he is the only child here who wants to play with her, and she doesn't want to lose.
She knows that she is very selfish like this.
But, even so, she wanted it, forever.
Raise your head and smile brightly:
"Don't worry, little star, we won't be separated."
The little boy smiled brightly, too. He thought he'd live here,
With her.