Everyone thinks that you are doing well, and many friends speculate that you have countless ambiguous relationships, but only you understand that when you are alone at home with the lights on and insomnia all night, you don't speak, and there is no sound in the room at all.

At the welcome ball, Bai Siyuan and Sun Yingchen danced together, which originally made many spectators who ate melons speculate whether these two people were real, but after this dance, everyone confirmed the identity of the two as a couple.

"Sun Yingchen, do you think you know everything? It's like you know a lot. Bai Siyuan pulled Sun Yingchen to the balcony on the side.

The air conditioning in the house is very cool, but the outside of the balcony is unusually hot, this is summer, bringing you not only the despair of heat, but also the sweat that keeps flowing.

"Bai Siyuan, you seem to have a lot of words today, how can you see your ex-girlfriend and current girlfriend, you are a little sad today." Sun Yingchen was in an inexplicably good mood, after all, Bai Siyuan had bullied her too much before, and she was angry when she thought about it again and again.

"Enthusiasm is actually a fragile thing, it consumes patience, accumulates enough disappointment, and all that remains is exhaustion and apathy." What Bai Siyuan said has a lot of deep meaning.

Sun Yingchen looked at him so lonely, his chest was inexplicably uncomfortable as if he had pressed a boulder, it turned out that Bai Siyuan was not as strong as he looked on the outside, he also had a fragile side.

"I understand your hardships, I understand your difficulties, and I respect the reasons and ambiguous relationships that you have to do this, it really doesn't matter, I understand everything." Sun Yingchen blinked his peach blossom eyes.

Bai Siyuan suddenly flicked on her forehead, Sun Yingchen was in pain and frowned, but Bai Siyuan smiled happily, and then rubbed her forehead for her.

The inexplicable Sun Yingchen looked at him and smiled, and laughed along, stupidly, as if he was drowning in his laughing eyes, and the inexplicable ripples in his heart were agitated.

Sun Yingchen didn't seem to hate Bai Siyuan so much that day, although he still didn't agree to her to enter the student union and didn't give him any chance, but she didn't blame him.

Later, I found out that not all likes will have results, after all, you have to understand that it is rare to hate when you meet, you make me feel that our relationship is more than this, and it can only be like this.

After the orientation dance, the school library sent Sun Yingchen a letter of employment, a librarian, in fact, this job was not what Sun Yingchen wanted, but she did not refuse, except for the classes that must be attended, she spent the rest of her time in the library, and in the file drawer of the borrowing and returning card, she saw a name that appeared frequently - Bai Siyuan.

The identity of the librarian is not tired, just tidy up the books on weekdays, put the books back back, very simple work, one day the librarian because of the water at home, can only go back early, handed over the key to the library to Sun Yingchen, and then left in a hurry.

The first time Sun Yingchen was on duty alone, she wandered around the huge library, flipping through a few pages, but she couldn't read any of the books, when she wanted to take out the next book, she found that the book seemed to be adsorbed on the magnet, she forced, the other party also forced, the next second she let go, from the gap in the bookcase, she saw him.

The two men looked at each other and smiled in the gap.

on the deck.

Sun Yingchen poured him a glass of water and said, "I didn't expect the president of the student union to come over to borrow books in person, it's really close to the people." ”

"You don't choke on me." Bai Siyuan looked down at the book, he read things quickly.

This library was already boring, and there was an acquaintance here, and Sun Yingchen was also very happy, otherwise she would definitely suffocate to death.

"Are you in class today?"

Bai Siyuan closed the book and said, "Today I rest, I have a holiday." ”

Sun Yingchen was particularly surprised: "You can't go out to play, you actually come to make a book, Bai Siyuan, if you say that you are not alone, I don't believe it." ”

Bai Siyuan said disapprerovingly: "The meaning of the holiday is that it is a morning that you can't afford to say, a late night when you don't sleep if you say you don't sleep, and a day when you don't go out if you don't go out, and of course there are books that appear as you want." ”

Sun Yingchen nodded, pretending to understand his behavior as a lonely person.

"Sun Yingchen, you're a junior."

Sun Yingchen suddenly couldn't catch up with the content of his changing chat, thought for a moment and nodded: "Yes." ”

"Have you ever thought about a year from now?" Bai Siyuan seemed to be curious about her.

Sun Yingchen thought about it carefully and said: "I will graduate in a year, just find a safe and stable job, I don't need to like my job, but definitely don't hate it, the work content can be heavy, but I need to give me time to breathe, I'm a person, I usually don't have any big achievements, I am a girl from a small family, naturally I don't have any ambitions, just be happy." ”

Bai Siyuan played with her hair like a puppy, Bai Siyuan laughed, as if his eyes were full of sunshine, which was extraordinarily dazzling, making you reluctant to take your eyes off and willingly fall into it, Sun Yingchen also laughed unconsciously, not caring at all, he messed up her hair.

"Sun Yingchen, you're actually quite annoying." Bai Siyuan suddenly said such a sentence, which caused Sun Yingchen to be stunned for a while, and the next second, Sun Yingchen said very seriously: "Sometimes, I also hate myself, I can't speak, I'm too kind, I don't have any heart, and I'm so cute." ”

Bai Siyuan smiled even wider, and his entire eyebrows and eyes were bent into crescents. He stretched out his hand and stroked his hand on the top of her head, as if he was appeased, more like he was reluctant to leave, but his inner monologue was: "Sun Yingchen, in fact, you are really annoying, you suddenly appeared, and you actually ...... Let me like it so much, like it so much. ”

We have different troubles at different ages, you can't understand my sorrows, I can't understand your suffering. People should be bold and only live once anyway. Why not make yourself happier.

For the next period of time, Bai Siyuan did not appear in the school, and in another half a year, he would completely graduate.

Bai Siyuan sat in the back seat, looking at a white envelope containing a foreign admission notice, which was a school he had in mind when he was a child, but he didn't expect that the strongest dream when he was a child was not important now.

Bai Siyuan's beautiful fingers tore the envelope to shreds, and threw it out of the car window.

The driver of the car was puzzled: "Young master......"

Bai Siyuan smiled inadvertently: "I've already decided." ”

"Madame won't agree."

Bai Siyuan's thoughts drifted away, as if he was thinking a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything: "I just like the current state, if I can't even protect the state I like, then what else can I protect." When he said this, he couldn't help but think of the image of Sun Yingchen appearing in front of him from time to time, shaking a few movie tickets in his hand, happy like a child.

"Bai Siyuan, do you know, this movie is very good, you say it's a coincidence, I just have four movie tickets, and I will give them to your bedroom to watch together."

Bai Siyuan didn't go that time, not because he didn't want to go, but because he was delayed by other things.

Tao Xinyu came to him that day, she cried sadly, and asked Bai Siyuan over and over again why, why she liked others so quickly.

Bai Siyuan didn't reply to her, but just said: "If one day you find out that I care so much, it's not understanding, it's giving up." ”

Tao Xinyu looked at him with tears in her eyes and asked, "Am I a failure, am I a complete failure?" ”

"Xinyu, you are a good person, treat everyone around you with your heart, you know, we have never been together, I didn't explain our relationship, it's not like you think, it's just that I hope you can be bold, and I won't say much about the rest." Bai Siyuan looked at Tao Xinyu very seriously, he really pitied her.

Tao Xinyu is very good, but her excellence is too individual, he can't accept it, and Tao Xinyu is not a girl he will like.

"I can change it for you, you believe me, I can really change, I work hard, I will let you see a sound me." Tao Xinyu roared hysterically: "You know that I don't like Lu Weiwei, I was with him, laughed happily, took his hand and ran on the playground, and instigated him to suspend school and go to Tibet with me, not because I really like him, but to be with him and force me to find myself back the feeling of being a woman." Tao Xinyu took Bai Siyuan's hand and said, "You believe me, I can really can, I can really be, I can be a woman again, I have really worked hard." ”

Bai Siyuan didn't shake off her hand: "Xinyu, don't hurt anyone, I know you're very kind." ”

Tao Xinyu has always been a person with mental illness, in fact, it is not fair to say that she is sick, Tao Xinyu can be well-behaved and cute, or full of personality, she can swim back and forth on the basis of both sexes, and she can control it very well, but why is Bai Siyuan not good, she likes Bai Siyuan, but Bai Siyuan's heart has never opened to her.

Bai Siyuan has been protecting her, but this kind of protection has made everyone dance, Bai Siyuan is the kind of person who can't explain, how can he explain such a thing, explain and return his innocence, but it hurt Tao Xinyu, so he would rather not say anything.

Sun Yingchen is still studying and managing work, since the last time she saw Bai Siyuan, she has never seen him again, it is strange to say, people who are wandering around under your nose every day, you always can't help but appear by someone's side, suddenly stop all your behavior, but you seem to have lost your soul, this feeling makes Sun Yingchen very incomprehensible.

When Sun Yingchen returned to the bedroom, he looked at the familiar road, and he was the only memory of Helu here, I don't know when it started, all the memories that appeared here were memories of Bai Siyuan.

In a short period of time, the memories have become a sea of memories, and she has collapsed.

The roses here, in rows, look at the original green trees, fiery red, very eye-catching.

I remember that when Sun Yingchen took a unique photo of Bai Siyuan in the student union column, she climbed a big tree and let the photographer hide in the grass, this road is Bai Siyuan's favorite road, she knows all Bai Siyuan's itinerary, and this is thanks to those brothers in Bai Siyuan's dormitory, and those information are told to Sun Yingchen by those roommates.

That day, Bai Siyuan came from afar, Sun Yingchen shook the branches vigorously on the big tree, so that the fiery red rose petals fell one by one, Bai Siyuan was wearing a white shirt, blue jeans, white sneakers, capable and handsome hair, handsome and unstoppable. The pink petals became his ornament, which was unusually beautiful.

Then Sun Yingchen also knew, what is the icing on the cake, Bai Siyuan was originally very handsome, but when he looked up at himself, she was completely drowned in his eyes, her feet slipped, and she fell from the trunk of the tree, she thought that she would be thrown to death, but she was caught by Bai Siyuan steadily.

The first princess hug was exchanged for a big punishment from the Academic Affairs Office, but Sun Yingchen felt that a big hug for a princess hug from a handsome guy was worth it.

In fact, Sun Yingchen herself also got the wrong direction, she originally just wanted to enter the student union, but slowly, everything she seemed to do was just to attract Bai Siyuan's attention, which Sun Yingchen herself hadn't realized until now, she was in this direction, and she was never tired of it.