The aunt's empty voice continued to shout unwillingly, as if as long as she stopped, she would lose her meaning.

Ignoring her, we went straight out of the hotel.

Auntie's last sentence has been running around in my mind, although I am curious, but I didn't ask anything, it must be the same as my past, bloody and sad!

On the way, none of us spoke. I didn't have the energy to pursue anything more, and I was tired.

Leaning back in his chair with his eyes closed, his head blank.

I don't know how long later, the car stopped, "Mu Zi, I always owe you a 'sorry', whether it is for the past or now, I am sorry for causing you so much pain." ”

Unbuckled his seat belt, didn't look at him, and replied: "Even if there is no you, there will be others, and the story will not necessarily change." This is my fate, no wonder anyone. ”

"I should apologize to you, for the suspicion and vacillation of the past, for the silent sacrifice and hurt for you. Huo Nanyi, we, so be it! Ordinary friends, may be more suitable for us. ”

Without waiting for him to answer, I opened the door, got out of the car, and walked home.

Maybe I'm really tired to the extreme, I really don't want to pay attention to feelings now, whether it's family affection, love, hate, love, I don't want to touch it anymore.

After so many years of indebtedness and pain, entanglement and helplessness, my mental strength has been exhausted.

Silently went home, didn't care if he was still downstairs, and ignored Su Tian's concerned inquiry, went back to the bedroom, locked the door, got into bed gently, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Let everything die tonight, and be buried in the night, and no one will see it, and no one will take it out and talk nonsense.

However, I still overestimate the goodwill of the gossip media for good things.

I don't know who did it, but I broke the truth of everything on the Internet. More media reporters came to Wutong Garden to block me, wanting me to talk about my mood at the moment.

Su Tian has also been scolded by her boss more than a hundred times, just because she doesn't want to make a big deal about me, and refuses to report everything related to me.

Seeing that she was forced to do nothing, I was unmoved.

If I were to sacrifice myself for her fame, I would not be that great.

And the situation of the aunt is not much better, from the online video, I can see that outside the door of the wooden house, surrounded by reporters, like ants who have been smashed and scurried around, it is full.

Her image has plummeted, similar to a rat crossing the street, and she has been scolded to the point of incompleteness.

Things continued to ferment, and in the evening, some reporters banged on the door in a rage, and Su Tian called the police, and it was not until the police came forward that we returned to peace.

"Mu Zi, otherwise, let's get out of here! If she goes abroad, or goes to other cities, she is still young as she likes, and if she goes on like this, it will leave her with a psychological shadow. ”

She persuaded me, but I didn't turn around, my head half against the windowpane, staring blankly at the bare plane trees outside.

Leave?

I've thought about it more than once, but there are still a lot of things that haven't ended, how can I get there?

Who was the person who called me that day?

Pushing my aunt into the abyss, do you really want to help me? Or is there something else going on?

Judging from Huo Nanyi's reaction that day, it was the first time he knew about those things, and it couldn't be him.

But besides him, who else will take revenge on the Mu family and his aunt?

I don't know when it started, my life is like a thriller and suspense film with no foreshadowing, and the next moment, something terrible will pop up, I can't guess at all.

Seeing that I didn't have the heart to take care of her, she thoughtfully left room for me and turned back to her own bedroom.

Buzz - the phone on the coffee table rings, but you don't want to pay attention to it, let it ring.

Suddenly, the hanging hand felt warm and soft, and when he lowered his head, he met his big eyes that were blinking freely.

"Mom, Dad's call, do you want to answer it?"

Glancing at the coffee table, trying to squeeze out a smile, touching her head, "Miss Dad?" You pick it up! Greet him on my behalf, just say we're all right, and tell him not to worry. ”

She understood, nodded, ran over with a little excitement, connected, and called "Dad" Tian Tian and went back to the bedroom.

But my heart hurts, she is so considerate and sensible, but I don't even have the heart to take care of myself, can I take care of her and give her a happy and warm growth environment?

I'm a little scared, afraid that one day I will turn her into a second me, with low self-esteem and humility.

I was thinking about sending her back to Huo Nanyi, but the little girl only went in for a while, and ran out again, her face was not very good, and she seemed to be frightened.

Nervously went over and hugged her, "What's wrong?" Did something happen to Dad? ”

Huo Nanyi's calm voice stabilized my already chaotic heart, "Mu Zi, I'm fine, it's just that Mu Xinyu may not be able to do it." It is said that a reporter broke into Mu's house, and in order to avoid it, she drove away in a panic, but fell off the overpass. Now in the hospital, you, better come and have a look! ”

After that, I hung up directly, but I held the phone and couldn't calm down for a long time.

Is she going to die?

After doing all the bad things to me and hurting me, she can actually get free?

So what do I do?

She was once unwilling to be ignored and could take revenge with half her life. What about me? Should I just settle things and endure all the injustices myself?

I'm not reconciled!

hurriedly put on his coat, didn't even say a word, rushed out of the apartment with his bag, and hurriedly ran on the road, just wanting to scold her.

When I rushed to the hospital, the operation was just over, and I saw Huo Nanxun anxiously tugging at the doctor's clothes, and asked with red eyes, "She, how is it?" ”

The doctor sighed heavily, "My life was saved, but because the vertebrae were almost shattered, causing the patient to be a high paraplegic, I'm afraid it ......."

"What do you say? You repeat! I want you to heal her, heal her, do you hear? Otherwise, I'll tear down your hospital......"

Huo Nanxun was emotional and roared wildly, if he hadn't been stopped by Huo Nanyi, I'm afraid that the hospital would have been demolished just by roaring.

My aunt was sent to the ward, except for Huo Nanxun who went in, we were both outside and didn't go in.

I never knew that Huo Nanxun, who was so indifferent and ruthless, actually had a heart, and would treat my aunt sincerely.

"Do you still feel unwilling?"

He spoke suddenly, startling me.

After a long pause, he barely opened his mouth, "What can I be unwilling?" If I really want to take revenge like her, I may not have that perseverance, I can wronged myself for so many years, and I am alone. ”

If Auntie puts this intention elsewhere, I'm afraid she will be so strong that no one can hurt herself.

However, she lived so fragile that in just one day, she ended up with a high paraplegia.

I thought that I would feel a trace of balance and pleasure when I saw her in pain, but I didn't, but I didn't think she was worthless, and even felt a little pity for her.

If you think about it, she is just a victim of other people's suffering. Originally, she didn't want to be like this, but she was so disappointed that she saw through the hypocritical reliability that she became like this.

If I choose revenge now, I'm just a wretch, no better than her.

I stood at the door for a long time, until my foot hurt a little, and then I looked at the time, and it was already two o'clock in the morning.

Turning around, he left silently, and he also came out.

There were almost no pedestrians on the road, and it was deserted and cold.

I couldn't get a taxi at all, so I thought about walking home, but he stuffed me in the car and drove me home.

When I opened the door to get out of the car, he finally spoke.

"Mu Zi, you said that we ended here, don't you really feel sorry? Isn't it a pity to finally get out of the thorn bushes, see hope, and give up like this? Come back! Let's start over, shall we? ”

"No, Huo Nanyi, my heart can't hold anything anymore. My feelings for you are the same, but I am tired of the pain, and I don't have the strength to manage it. ”

"But ......"

"Don't be busy denying me, listen to me, okay? Once, even though I was struggling, I wanted to be with you. But now, my heart is like water, and I don't have that hard work and enthusiasm. I just want to uncover all the secrets and find a place to heal. ”

I didn't rush to get out of the car, we just sat like that, and didn't say a word for a long time.

It's really unfair to him like this, after he has paid so much and sacrificed so much for me, I beat him off with a sentence of "I can't do it", which is really unkind.

But I don't want him to suffer any more. If we are together again, all I will get from me will be irritable and tormented.

"I don't know how to continue, you can take it away! I don't want to hurt her anymore. ”

got out of the car and closed the door, "Mu Zi, since she chose to be with you, it is your responsibility, don't want to leave her and throw her to me!" ”

This time, he seemed to be really angry, and without waiting for me to leave, he just turned around and left.

watched him disappear into the twilight and returned home indifferently.

My stomach was singing about the empty city plan, so I had no choice but to go to the kitchen, boil water, and prepare for some noodles.

Washing tomatoes in a daze, but suddenly there were extra hands around his waist.

"Whatever you want, why haven't you slept yet? Scared? ”

wiped her hands and squatted down, only to see her face full of tears and her eyes red and swollen.

"What's wrong? I'm sorry! I always can't protect you well and let you get hurt. I'm sorry! ”

Her face was buried in my arms, and she was crying in a muffled voice.

The tired heart was so guilty that it wrenched and hurt.

"Mom, don't drive me away! I don't want to leave you! Don't chase me away, okay? ”

I was stunned, because I saw that she was barefoot, and her feet were red from the cold.

She ran downstairs and waited for me!

Are you afraid that I won't come back and don't want her?

"Isn't it happier to be with my dad than with me? I'll send you back to Daddy, okay? He will play with you every day, take you to a big meal, and buy you treasured paintings. And he won't make you sad, I'll send you back. ”

Let go of her, stand up, and drag her to the door.

She controlled the volume, cried and begged me not to send her away, saying she wanted to be with me.

Sitting on the ground, afraid that I would really drag her out and send her away.

I cried so much that I didn't have the heart to care about anything else, so I hugged her, went back to the bedroom, and after warming her feet, she gradually slowed down her sobbing and choking.

"Don't cry, I'll send you back if you cry again. Would you like to eat noodles together? I'll give you the egg whites. ”

I nodded eagerly, as if I would regret it in the next second.

It's a little helpless, and it's a little sweet. The little girl was so stupid that I was at a loss.

After eating, I watched her fall asleep in my arms contentedly, but I didn't feel the slightest sleep.

Perhaps, she is an angel sent by Heaven to save me, and will help me find the light of my dim soul and help me get out.