After reading this letter, Yang Xiucai felt both painful and worried.

The pain is that the beloved woman has endured all the way to the present for his future, and the worry is that she can't do anything for her who is suffering in the palace.

In this relationship, she has been silently giving, and she doesn't seem to have done anything for her.

Thinking of this, Yang Xiu was so sad.

His fingers clutched the envelope, and he scratched the folds on the envelope.

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and Yang Xiucai opened his mouth and said to the palace maid in a deep voice: "I am always bringing a message to you for me, I originally wanted to be a businessman, but I was willing to enter the court as an official just for her, and I wanted to protect her with my own strength in this life." So, in the future, whether I live or die, I want to be with her. ”

The palace maid responded silently, and when she left, she sighed deeply, as if she was full of emotion for the mutual forbearance between Liu Changzai and Yang Xiucai.

From a very early age, she knew that there was always a person in her mother's heart, and even if she married into the palace later, the shadow of that person had never been erased in her heart.

In the past, she always felt that Liu Changzai was not worth it, she was suffering in the palace, but that man only relied on her, entered the court as an official, and rose step by step, but he never even came to see her, and she was still waiting for the relationship between them, which was really not worth it.

But now, when she came to send such a letter, she realized in her heart that Yang Xiucai didn't love her, but loved her too deeply......

In the palace.

Liu Changzai saw that his personal palace maid was back, and asked lightly, "The letter has been delivered to him?" ”

In his letter, he made it so clear to him that he was now a person in the palace, and it was impossible for either of them in any aspect, not to mention that he was now appreciated by the emperor, and he should focus on his career.

When he saw this, he should be dead, right?

Thinking of this, Liu Changzai couldn't help but sigh deeply in his heart.

At this time, the palace maid respectfully returned: "Yu Niangniang, the letter has been safely delivered to Lord Yang, it's just ...... Just ......"

Liu Changzai saw her stumbling appearance, and couldn't help but hurriedly say, "Just what?" ”

"It's just that Lord Yang dragged me to bring a sentence to Chang Zaiyou."

"What?" Liu Changzai hurriedly asked.

"Lord Yang said that his original intention was to become a businessman, but he was willing to enter the court as an official only for you, saying that you are alone in the palace, so even if the two of you can't be together, he wants to be by your side with another identity. That way, you won't feel lonely. He also said that even if he died, he wanted to be with you. ”

"Do you really want to be with me even if you die?" Liu Chang was muttering, his heart was in pain.

This big fool......

She burst out laughing, tears streaming down her face.

"In the past, he used to call me stupid, but in fact, I think the biggest fool in the world is himself!" She looked fixedly at the maid.

The palace maid kept silent, looking at Liu Changzai with sad eyes.

She has served countless masters, some of whom are infatuated with the emperor but never see the face of the heavens all day long, and finally died depressed in the palace.

Some are infatuated with lovers outside the palace, but they finally get the news that the lover married another woman, and finally hanged themselves.

even eloped with the guards, but was captured by the emperor and beheaded.

Therefore, now seeing that Liu Changzai and Yang Xiucai are so dead and alive in love, she doesn't know what to say, she is moved, she is also worried, and all kinds of emotions linger in her heart, and she can't be relieved.

"Always!" Now, even if she called Liu Changzai so softly, her heart was already in pain.

"Why, why does my heart hurt so much?" Liu Changzai covered his chest violently, dying in pain, tears like pearls the size of beans, constantly flowing out.

The palace maid couldn't stand it anymore, so she immediately stepped forward to support Liu Changzai, and patiently comforted: "Always here, always there, cheer up, Lord Yang won't want to see you like this!" ”

"But I can't stop my heartache!"

Liu Chang was muttering, suddenly grabbed her clothes violently, and said bitterly: "You say, why does God want to treat the two of us like this, why do people who love each other always can't be together safely and worry-free all their lives, you know that you have to go through so many setbacks." ”

As she spoke, she burst into tears: "You know what? How I hate this palace, she is like a birdcage, breaking my wings and trapping me inside, not free, let alone seeing the light of day. Why, why was I elected to the palace, I just want to be with him, I don't want to be a concubine in the palace, I don't want any glory and wealth, I just want to be with him! ”

"Slaves and maids all understand, they all understand, always there, don't do this again!" The palace maid's voice at this moment had a touch of crying in her voice.

"If I don't, what else can I do. In this opulent palace, which is actually dark, I am already driven insane. I hate the palace, and I hate this life even more. "Liu Chang is in hysteria.

This is the first time that the palace maid has seen Liu Changzai, who was originally like a weak willow supporting the wind, so out of shape, and she was very shocked.

Liu Chang roared: "God knows how much I want to be with him in my heart now, but unfortunately I can't, I can't be so selfish." Since ancient times, the majesty of the emperor has never allowed anyone to betray him. This time, if I left everything and went with him, I would not only kill him, but everyone around me. By the way, there is also my brother, my brother who is so good to me, how can I easily let go of his business. ”

The palace maid understands Liu Chang's longing in her heart at this moment, and the sadness that the world can never have both, but now that she is in the palace, what can she do?

At this time, Liu Changzai said again, but his attitude finally eased a little. "It's just that why did he drag you to bring me such a sentence. That letter was obviously because it was a farewell letter I wrote to him, and I had already made up my mind that I would live in the palace for the rest of my life, and I would have nothing to do with him, and it would be strange to see him again. But...... He even said that even if he died, he wanted to be with me. This time, I still want to believe him, just like I did so many years ago. ”

Liu Chang was talking, silently closing his eyes, and a line of cold tears quietly slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Because of the words of the man she loved, she finally decided to go away with him after investigating her brother's affairs, even if she was caught by the emperor and ordered to be executed, she was willing to go to Huangquan with him.

Just because ...... She loves him, and she loves him very much since so long and so long......

Perhaps, she should be brave for such a time!

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