I got the scalpel and was about to stab myself in the neck with my backhand, one arm was in front of me, blood flowed down the scalpel, and I turned my head in horror to see Lin Qiuyang's wrinkled face.

He snatched my knife and pulled me back to the chair with one hand.

"Stop doing stupid things, I'm not going to let you hurt yourself."

"Am I so worthy of your salvation? Lin Qiuyang, you once said that feelings need to be paid and reciprocated, I have never paid for you, why do you still do so much? ”

He smiled and didn't answer.

There was a fierce gunfire outside the operating room, Zhigang was alone under the fire of the police, and the doctors on the operating table were all ready.

The old ghost walked quickly to us and said, "Xiaoyang, this person can't do it, he has anesthesia allergy symptoms, and he must be replaced." ”

Lin Qiuyang glanced at it and said, "What about the three doctors?" With their hearts. ”

"No, I have no problem with the technique of extraction, but they are needed for transplantation."

With a few loud explosions outside, the door to the operating room was opened, and Zhigang looked at us with a gun covered in blood.

"Boss, it won't last long, the police are rushing up."

"Now it's time to let go." I reached out and touched Lin Qiuyang's face to calm him down and come to his senses.

He walked over to the operating table, looked at the unusable man, pushed it down hard, and pulled another doctor in front of him, and before he knew what to say, the doctor pointed to the syringe on the table.

Lin Qiuyang came to me with a prepared syringe, his eyes bloodshot red, like a madman.

"Don't scare me with this, I'm not afraid." I said weakly as I nestled in my chair.

He put the syringe in his mouth and rolled up my sleeve, but I was still afraid, and I trembled at the slender tip of the needle.

"What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to take a gamble."

"Bet on what?"

"Bet with our lives." He injected the potion into my body, pulled out the needle, and wiped the tears from his face.

"Actually, we're all fools, aren't we?"

He nodded in agreement with me, "Yes." Then he took out two things from his pocket and put them in front of me, and said, "This is the little doll you gave me, I have always kept it well, this is my card, if Cheng Cheng can see the sunrise tomorrow, put them away, the 'king' will not dare to come to you for trouble." If... If you don't make it, I'll be waiting for you over there and take you along. ”

"Don't... I don't want your heart..."

"There's no way back, so let me be selfish for once." Lin Qiuyang said and approached my face and kissed my lips gently.

I cried and felt his love for me.

finally understood that everything he did had nothing to do with others, it was the purest feelings.

His hand wiped my tears, slowly left, and said: "Live, I will accompany you through this life, let me watch you smile, watch you happy, although I can't cook what you love to eat, I can't buy you beautiful clothes, but those things surnamed Lu can also be done." He can't give anything, I can, don't say I'm a demon anymore, then others should say that you have a demonic heart. ”

My vision became more and more blurred, my heart felt like it was about to be torn apart, and I wanted to cry but the tears could not flow.

Watching Lin Qiuyang carry me to another operating table, he walked to the side.

I was so lucky to have two men in my life who gave me infinite love.

What will happen next, no one knows, will it come tomorrow?

My heart gradually stopped beating...

It's so warm, a ray of sunlight shining on my cheeks, it smells of the sun.

I opened my eyes and looked out the window, the dark red leaves were on the window, and the fresh air was blowing through the cracks on the white curtains.

It's like having a long, long dream, but the people and events in the story are not forgotten when you wake up from the dream.

Feeling my hand being pulled, I turned my face sideways to see familiar faces.

"Orange, you're finally awake."

"Did I sleep for a long time?"

"It's September, what do you say?"

"It's fall?"

"Hmm." He nodded.

Tears ran down my cheeks and I said, "He's waking me up." ”

Lu Lingyun wiped my face with a handkerchief and said, "Yes, I think so too." ”

I left the hospital a month later, and although I had not fully recovered, I was able to move around on my own.

Lin Qiuyang's assets were all taken away and sold, and Yan Huan and I moved back to Lu Lingyun's house.

I lost a man who loved me during a serious illness, but he will always live in my heart, but this sentence has become a reality.

Lu Lingyun drove an off-road vehicle to take Yanhuan and me to a cemetery in the suburbs to pay respects.

Lin Qiuyang's tombstone stood there, and I didn't know what I should say.

Whether it was thanks or apologies, guilt or forgiveness, he was really selfish and never asked for my opinion.

It doesn't seem to be much use talking about this now, but one day I will go there and ask him for my own guilt.

Maybe he didn't think that the ending would be like this from the first time he saw me, we deviated from the direction, and the relationship surpassed friendship, love, and even family affection, Lin Qiuyang is a person who values affection, does he realize this?

Take the gift he gave me, keep going, and live a better life.

A woman came to us on the path of the cemetery, holding a black umbrella.

I could see her face as the umbrella was raised.

"Secretary Wang?"

"Yancheng, I have a few words I want to say to you alone."

I followed her to a pine tree, away from Lu Lingyun and Yan Huan, and she took out an envelope from the leather bag she was carrying on her arm and handed it to me.

"This is the overseas account that Mr. Lin told me to open before he died, and he said that all the money in it was left to you."

I looked at the envelope in confusion and didn't dare to take it, she continued: "Although Shunde has a new boss, he has always been a man I admire, I believe that he made a deliberate decision, the funds in this account can only be withdrawn, and he also asked me to tell you that the money was earned back by his hard work, and there is no other way, so you can rest assured." ”

"When did he tell you?"

"A week before your accident, he seemed to have some bad premonitions, so he set out to let me handle it."

I looked at the woman in front of me and wondered if she was also related to the organization.

"Do you know the cards?"

Wang Li frowned and shook her head.

"Why did you never ask Wang Yu where he was?"

"You say him? I've heard about him, but the police didn't find his body in Luer Mountain, I have no reason to blame you, if he is really a heinous bad guy, I want him to be punished by the law. ”

"You're such a person who doesn't panic."

"Thank you. I'm leaving, and hopefully there's a chance to meet. Wang Li said and was about to turn around and leave, I called her and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"Shanghai, where there is more room for development." She smiled, picked up her umbrella and walked away.

On the way back, Lu Lingyun and Yan Huan talked about what happened when I was unconscious.

During the operation, the police arrested the old ghosts Guan Qunying and Zhigang, they were all sent to prison, Wang Yu's case was not prosecuted by the police, Xing Ye handed over a few reports to the higher authorities to prove my identity.

Gong Mi was also successfully rescued, and had already left Mukden for other cities.

My new ID card has been completed, and my name has been changed: Yan Cheng, gender: female.

This is my story, but it is not over, four years later, I officially graduated from the Northern Criminal Police Academy and became a real people's policeman, that is another story.

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