Chen Juan waited quietly for her answer.

Time is like an executioner, second by second, dividing everyone's proud worries, and the more afraid of something, the more something comes.

Sun Yingchen held the cup in front of her, she wanted to tell Chen Juan how much she wanted to tell her about Bai Siyuan, even if Chen Juan didn't come over to explain the farce between Bai Siyuan and Tao Xinyu to her, she never really blamed Bai Siyuan.

But she is really tired now, and she is really happy to get Bai Siyuan's care, but Bai Siyuan cares not only about Sun Yingchen, but also about his family, now Tao Xinyu is staring at Hailan with fierce eyes, Bai Siyuan will not ignore it, he can't let go, when he made a choice between feelings and family business, Bai Siyuan still chose the family, for her, although he has been making up for it, but the wound is still caused.

If Sun Yingchen still clung to the last trace of emotion as always, she didn't know what kind of monstrous waves she would face in the future, Bai Siyuan once said: "I never thought that I would be a weak person, and I would protect everything." "Yes, Sun Yingchen has also discovered now, even if she loves Bai Siyuan again, she is also afraid, afraid of what she will do after he suddenly lets go, like now? Wronged and sad, he hid at home, didn't dare to look and didn't dare to listen to the rumors outside.

Sun Yingchen took out her mobile phone from her bag, slid it on the screen a few times, and then handed it to Chen Juan, her face was still calm, and she said in a calm tone: "Auntie, you know that when I saw this, my emotions were broken, I washed my face with tears almost every day, even if I was blind from crying, I didn't want to see such a picture." Sun Yingchen smiled: "Now, I can face these pictures very calmly, although I know that they are fake, but it appears in my life in such a form, I can't be honored and disgraced." ”

Chen Juan looked at the text sent by Tao Xinyu in Sun Yingchen's hand and the photo with Bai Siyuan, and even Tao Xinyu dropped a kiss on Bai Siyuan's face, although Bai Siyuan was expressionless like a statue throughout the whole process, but Tao Xinyu sent such photos to her, it is not difficult to imagine how Sun Yingchen's emotions collapsed at that time.

"Siyuan and I have been in love from the beginning to the cold now, no matter how long it is, no matter what we are unfamiliar with in the end, my feelings for Bai Siyuan are true from beginning to end until now, because no matter how bitter it is now, I remember how sweet it was, I hope that one day we can meet each other calmly, I hope not to live up to the emotions of love we once had, if I can go back to the past, I will not choose to know him, not because I regret it, but I feel regretful." Sun Yingchen took out a card that Zhou Miao gave her before from her bag, which was a silk rabbit grass, Zhou Miao said that the meaning of this silk rabbit grass was: "Giving up does not mean letting go." ”

Sun Yingchen sandwiched the silk rabbit grass in Bai Siyuan's notebook, returned it to Chen Juan, and said, "Auntie, I'm sorry, I don't want to." ”

Chen Juan thought that it was possible to appear in such an ending, but she didn't expect Sun Yingchen to let go so completely, she nodded: "I respect you." ”

Christmas songs are still played, like a cycle, no matter how far you drink the water in the cup, that music follows you like a shadow, and does not give you any respite.

The reason why Sun Yingchen can calmly say that he is unwilling is because if she is Bai Siyuan's stumbling block, then there are too many shackles to Bai Siyuan, and he has no way to calm them down one by one, and naturally there is no way to take care of them one by one, just like himself, he has become the one he decisively let go.

In the bar, Zhou Miao sat quietly beside Lu Heng, and the current popular songs were playing on the big screen, and the sound was not loud.

Zhou Miao took a sip of wine from time to time, even if he didn't say a word, there was no embarrassment between them.

"I heard that you plan to let Sun Yingchen enter a sunny day." Zhou Miao reached out and turned off the music on the big screen.

Lu Heng smiled: "Rosen told you." He didn't get angry, but said in a calm tone: "I knew he was a big mouth." ”

"Xiao Chen's favorite thing is to do finance, she used to joke with me, saying that when she gets old in the future, she will take an abacus as an heirloom, but ......" Zhou Miao paused here for a while, thought about it, and continued: "Now she will never be able to do finance, Hailan such a big living signboard has taught her the most important lesson in her life." ”

"You don't necessarily get what you like, it's important to be suitable." Lu Heng smiled and said: "There is nothing bad about the magazine, and Qingtian is also well-known in the industry, she went, maybe it was another beginning of life." ”

"You take such good care of Sun Yingchen, it's not because she's just my friend." Zhou Miao's voice was a little lonely, but she still hid her emotions well.

Lu Heng looked at Zhou Miao for a long time, and suddenly flicked on her forehead, Zhou Miao frowned, but he was not angry, he just looked at him with a smile, and then said, "You may be serious." ”

Lu Heng didn't know if it was okay, smiled a little, and didn't deny it.

"Since you're serious, why don't you say it." Zhou Miao was actually quite sad when she said this, as if she had seen her previous self.

Lu Heng smiled bitterly and said: "I still remember when you told me that you had someone you liked, I don't know if I want to tell him, the answer I gave you is that if you say it, you may not even be able to be friends, but if you don't say it, you can still be friends." ”

Zhou Miao's heart is bitter, she has always understood that Lu Heng is actually a very insecure person, she doesn't know Lu Heng's emotional outlook, since he found out between the lines that he said a few more words to the girl who delivered food, she was flustered, for fear that Lu Heng would fall in love with others, really, what she was worried about happened after all, she couldn't tear her face with him openly, because the girl who delivered food was her best friend, and she was also the most missing true friend in the empty society now.

"So, Lu Heng, are you serious?" Zhou Miao asked him again, looking a little lonely, but also a little expectant.

"Yes, I like her." Lu Heng said without thinking, extremely serious: "I don't know when I fell in, she didn't even do anything, she just lived her life quietly, although she made herself embarrassed, her one by one has nothing to do with me, but she is holding my heart, strange to say, what do you say she Sun Yingchen is on." ”

Zhou Miao's body leaned back as if she had no support, it seemed to be a deflated ball, she smiled, in fact, she had given up a long time ago, didn't she, and now it was just confirmed from the results of her own imagination.

"She still has Bai Siyuan in her heart." Zhou Miao didn't know why she said this, but selfishness prompted her to say it, maybe there was a glimmer of hope, she wanted that pitiful hope.

Lu Heng sighed: "So what? ”

Indeed, so what, feelings are private for anyone, you love me, at least when the other party is reluctant, you can still have unrequited love, what he Lu Heng wants is not a justifiable one, he doesn't need such a compromised feeling, he doesn't need it.

Zhou Miao turned her head to the side and quietly wiped away a tear that slipped from the corner of her eye, this tear flowed strangely, after all, she had never cried because of anything, and the tears shed today seemed to confirm the maturity from childhood to now, she should let go.

"I don't need her to know that I like her, she just needs to live well, and when she occasionally has problems, I can show up and reach out to help her at the right time, that's great." Lu Heng seemed to be talking to himself, and it seemed to be comforting himself, after all, he knew that Sun Yingchen didn't like him.