Chapter 446: Looking forward to it every day
The days passed so peacefully, and soon, the child in Xie Wanqing's belly was about to turn ten months, which made his life different every day. She is full of expectations every day, but her heart is very worried.
The expectation is naturally because of this little life that is about to be born, and the apprehension is because of the unknown, after all, she is also a mother for the first time, and she doesn't know many things very well, and she doesn't know what to do if she encounters some tricky situations during childbirth.
Because she attached too much importance to this child, she was very worried, for fear that there would be some unexpected problems at that time, and she looked worried all day long, which made Han Hao feel that she was about to lose it.
"You don't have to worry too much, just let it flow when the time comes." Han Hao was really worried when he saw her, and couldn't help but comfort her. She couldn't even eat much at meal time, how could her body stand it if she went on like this.
So Han Hao stretched out his hand to caress her shoulder, and comforted her in a low voice: "Don't worry, when the time comes, I will invite you to invite the best stable woman in the entire capital, and I will definitely be able to keep your mother and son safe." ”
Xie Wanqing listened to Han Hao's words, shook her head slightly, put down her chopsticks, reached out to stroke her stomach, and said, "It doesn't matter if I'm safe or not, the key is that this child must be born safely." ”
All kinds of past experiences have made Xie Wanqing understand how important it is for a person to live in the present. Because if you blindly immerse yourself in the past, or look forward to the future too much, it will only make you feel sad in your own heart.
Rather than this, it is better to live seriously, firmly believe that the current time is the best time, so that you can live happily and not be depressed all day long, if so, life will not be interesting.
Xie Wanqing has gone through so many years of wind and rain, and she has already taken everything lightly, including life and death, so she smiled lightly and said to Han Hao: "In case something really happens at that time, you must remember to protect the child, not me." ”
Her eyes flashed with a very soft light, staring at her bulging belly quietly, and said softly: "I really don't care, I've been walking in this world for so many years, and I've seen enough of the scenery in this world." ”
"But our children are different, in case something happens, I must always let him come to this world to take a look, otherwise he will not fail my duty as a mother." When Xie Wanqing said this, there was no hesitation in her eyes, only firmness.
"What are you talking nonsense? Don't let you think about it!" Han Hao pretended to be angry and glared at Xie Wanqing, and said to her in a didactic tone: "I don't allow you to talk like this, and you don't want to think nonsense, think of something good." ”
He looked at Xie Wanqing's moving face seriously, and enlightened her: "You must know, this is a very common thing, so many people have to have children, and there are few people who have accidents, don't worry about it, okay?" ”
Seeing that Xie Wanqing was silent, Han Hao knew that she was still uneasy in her heart, so she took out a killer weapon and comforted her with her child and said: "You can only give birth to our child peacefully if you are born in An An and don't think nonsense, you know?" ”
"Hmm." Xie Wanqing didn't say much, just smiled and nodded, and then didn't say anything more.
She didn't want Han Hao to worry about this, these were just thoughts in her own heart, and there was no need to let these unpositive thoughts affect Han Hao.
So she picked up the chopsticks and pretended to be relaxed and hurriedly took a few bites of food, and Han Hao saw her like this, so she relaxed a little.
The woman Han Hao is about to give birth will inevitably have some uneasiness and irritability in her heart, so he also understands Xie Wanqing's bad mood recently, and he is not angry with her because of this, but has been inseparable from her in the past few miles.
Fortunately, the two of them are idle now, so they spend a lot more time together all day.
Xie Wanqing recalled that in the past, just a few months ago, they still lived the kind of days when the two of them could wait for months to see each other.
Now such a day is really what they have dreamed of for a long time, and only by losing it can they understand the preciousness of companionship, so both of them cherish this time very much.
The two of them have gone through so much, and it is not in vain that they have suffered, but in the end, they understand some principles of life, and they can see things more freely and clearly.
Especially Xie Wanqing, she has relived a life, so she has to see things much more freely than in her previous life, she understands in her heart that this kind of life has been given to her by God's special kindness, if others are not good in their lives, they will not have the opportunity to live again in the future.
Therefore, she is very grateful to God, she is also very satisfied with her life, and now she has nothing to ask for except for the child in her belly to be born safely.
She only hoped that God would favor her one more time and not think that she was greedy, so that it would already be good.
For her, even if she is going to die tomorrow, she will no longer feel regretful, after all, she doesn't want anything, she just wants the years to be quiet.
She just thought so, looking at the setting sun in the sky from afar, and suddenly felt a great satisfaction in her heart.
Compared to the previous life, when she finally lay alone in a dilapidated room and waited for death to come, now for her, it is already what she is looking forward to.
She will never forget that feeling, desperate and calm, that kind of peace that sees through the red dust and the peaceful peace she has now are two completely different states of mind, the former is life forcing her to be calm, and the latter is the peace from the heart.
Although Han Hao no longer holds an official position and is idle at home, there are still some things that he needs to deal with in the court.
The reasons for this are complex, but the most important point is that he has been an official for many years and is a general of the imperial court, and he is still good at many military things, such as the way of conquest, if he speaks, others will not be able to say anything.
Although peace has just been restored today, there should be no more wars in a short period of time, but the emperors of the world like to take precautions, so the emperor will sometimes announce him to the palace.
It happened that on this day, Han Hao was announced to the palace by the emperor, it is said that the emperor wanted to choose the next general, but he couldn't make up his mind, so he called Han Hao to discuss together, wanting to see if there was no suitable person for Han Hao to elect him.
Therefore, this morning, after receiving the emperor's will to let him enter the palace, Han Hao finished his breakfast at a fast speed, and then hurried out of the palace to enter the palace.
As soon as he left, only Xie Wanqing and the people in the family were left.
Xie Wanqing has been forbidden to work by Han Hao for many days, and only let her raise her baby with peace of mind. But she is not a person who can do nothing at ease, she is actually very idle, so she feels that she is about to grow hair.
Taking advantage of Han Hao's absence, she felt idle and bored, and she didn't know what to do after thinking about it, she was really bored, so she asked Xiao Nian to bring herself two embroideries and wanted to make a handkerchief.
It's been a long time since she's done anything like that. Today, I suddenly remembered it and was interested in doing it. After all, in the past, she was also a female general who needed to put on armor to go into battle, and she was to drill the role of the enemy camp, so where would she have the leisure to do these things that only the little daughter's family would do?
Fortunately, now that she is finally free, she can take this opportunity to practice her hands, so that she can also find the feeling of life of a woman in the boudoir, otherwise she will always look like a female Zhang Fei, and even she will feel a little embarrassed, how can she do it not like a daughter's family at all?
In fact, Xiao Nian rarely saw his wife so gentle and demure, sitting there upright and embroidery, and felt very strange for a while, and joked with a smile: "I really didn't think that Mrs. would also be a female red or something!" I thought you would only hold a sword, ma'am. ”
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