Chapter 119: Leave

I hurriedly rubbed my eyes, thinking that I was dazzled and read the wrong word.

But those big characters are impressively printed on it, and there is no doubt.

Hurriedly got out of bed, took the agreement and ran to the study, he was not there.

Hurried downstairs again, he was not there.

I ran back upstairs, hurriedly washed and changed clothes, rushed out of the house, and ran to the company at a speed racing speed.

I really don't think of a reason for him to do that.

Is it temptation? Or do you really believe me?

Whatever the reason, this move did not make me feel excited, but rather burdened and made me uncomfortable.

Furious, he burst into the conference room and threw the agreement in front of him.

"Huo Nanyi, take back your things, I don't want it!"

He glanced at me indifferently and stood up, "The meeting continues. Then he pulled me out of the conference room.

Back in the office, he locked the door and said seriously, "Give me a reason for your refusal." ”

"What do you mean by that? Except for your affection for your person, nothing else, I don't want! ”

I am ashamed to say that I have spent a lot of his money.

"Of course, it used to be spent, it doesn't count. From now on, I won't take another penny from you! ”

He opened his legs and wanted to go out, but his wrist was clasped in his hand.

"You're trying to draw a line with me? Mu Zi, don't forget, you are my wife. ”

He grabbed my hand, forced me to pick up my pen, and asked me to sign.

"You let go of me! I said I don't want your stuff! You let go! ”

"Don't make a fuss, sign it!"

He just transferred the shares in his hand to me, and he didn't force me to sign a divorce agreement, but I really felt very wronged.

I don't want it!

I was afraid that I would shake and push him into the abyss.

But he had already made up his mind that I would sign, and he would not give up.

Looking at the name of my capital outlined by the curvy lines, it was as if I had fallen into the bottom of a dark valley, and there was nothing but fear.

Breaking free of his hand, he ran out of the company crying.

It was a mountain for me, and it weighed on me, so that I couldn't breathe.

My aunt is so well-informed, she will definitely know soon, what should I do when the time comes?

Walking on the endless road, I have no return.

Stopped the car and went to the cemetery.

Perhaps, they will give me the answer.

I worshipped them one by one, but I became more and more chaotic, and it seemed that entanglement and embarrassment were my final destination.

Whether I am facing the living or the dead, I am always torn between two options.

When I got home, it was past ten o'clock, and he was waiting for me downstairs.

"Mu Zi, you ......"

Seeing that I was reluctant to deal with him with a cold face, he gradually let go of my hand.

I didn't talk to him, I went straight upstairs, covered my head with a quilt, hid in the quilt, and cried silently.

No matter how uncomfortable it was, at least he wouldn't force me. But now, even he wants to force me to make a choice, and I really have no way out.

Force me, in the end, am I not loving him enough?

The next morning, I packed my bags, officially resigned, and left home.

He didn't embarrass me and accepted my choice.

I really wanted to ask, "Why did you force me on that matter?" but I couldn't ask.

Perhaps, what he wants is for us to be emotionally related, related to interests, and to be a truly loving couple.

However, between us, it is not destined to be like this.

I moved back to my own small apartment, didn't look for a job, and focused on my design.

It's been more than two weeks, and he hasn't pestered me like before, and he hasn't even come to me, as if he's really let go.

I'm happy to have a little more at least not having to choose between two options that I can't choose.

After I parted tacitly with him, my aunt regained her previous smile and was very kind to me, and she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with intimacy after turning her face.

It's just that I'm very concerned and careful, so it's impossible to pretend to be indifferent.

Because my grandfather was alone and my aunt was busy, I would go back to see him every day, cook for him, and accompany him for a walk in the garden.

My grandfather, who was slurred and no longer moved flexibly, became extraordinarily warm, and I felt back to the way I was when I was a child, with no calculations, only sincere care.

But every time I looked into his eyes, he would unconsciously look away and dare not look at me.

Although I was stupid, I also knew that he was hiding something from me, and it was very likely that it had something to do with me.

I wanted to ask him several times, but I saw that he was like a child, smiling purely and cleanly, and I couldn't bear to break this tranquility.

Perhaps, some truths are really not that important. As long as everything you care about is fine, why cling to the truth that hurts people?

The longer I spent with my grandfather, the stronger this desire to let go.

It's just that I try not to pay attention to those hurtful pasts, but I refuse to die in the past, and I have to come out and disturb my peace.

In the evening, I received a call from the servant of the Huo family, saying that Mrs. Huo was awake and couldn't get through Huo Nanyi's phone, so she asked me to go over and have a look.

In the end, I didn't have a heart of iron, so I said goodbye to my grandfather and went to the hospital.

I didn't dare to visit her directly in the ward, for fear that she would get emotional when she saw me, and suddenly faint or have some other symptoms.

I went to her attending doctor, asked about the general situation, and knew that she was now confused, so I boldly went to the ward.

Sure enough, she couldn't recognize anyone, and she actually thought of me as her daughter, and a daughter who was no longer alive.

She couldn't say a few words, but she could spell out her daughter's name clearly.

"Nannan", I feel a little guilty when I hear it, after all, I am not her nannan.

Strange to say, she longed for me to die before, but now, she gave me the last of her love, although it was when she was confused, but she felt somewhat ridiculous.

People who hate it to the bone can also become a treasure in the palm of their hands. And people who originally loved each other can also become strangers in an instant.

Time is really unpredictable.

I stayed until about ten o'clock in the evening, and after Mrs. Huo finally fell asleep satisfactorily, I got up gently and left the hospital.

I dialed him to tell him the good news, but he surprised me by a big surprise.

At the moment when the phone was connected, it was not his voice, but theirs.

The delicate female voice whispered, combined with the heavy wheezing sound, composed a shameful tune, low and tactful, so unpleasant.

The weak hand could no longer hold the phone, and smashed to the ground, interrupting their Mandarin Duck Ensemble.

He would have betrayed me!

I'm proud of his love that won't spoil, but it's changed after all.

Squatted down, picked up the phone on the ground, wiped it on his pants, put it back in his bag, and strode down the dimly lit street.

When I finally got home, I felt like my face had been coated with a layer of cement, and it was as dry and spicy as it had been air-dried.

I thought I wasn't crying, but what I touched was the traces of tears being dried.

I don't remember how I spent that night, crying all night? Or cursed all night?

I'm no longer impressed.

I just remember that the next day, I was woken up by the shrill screams of my neighbors.

At that time, she called an ambulance for me and took me to the hospital.

Actually, I didn't have anything to do, I just accidentally fell in the bathroom, hit my head, and bleed a little, at most I had a high fever and nothing else.

When I finally came to my senses, it was Mrs. Huo who was sitting on the edge of my bed, holding my hand tightly.

She burst into tears with excitement, kissed the back of my hand, and gently called me "Nannan".

Originally, that gentleness was not for me, I clearly knew that it was something that could not be faker for me.

But even so, I was moved and burst into tears.

So, we "mothers" are in the hospital like this.

She took care of me when I was in a lot of pain. When I got better, she pestered me and asked me to walk with her and sing along with her......

Some people who don't read much gossip news see us and praise us for loving our grandparents and grandchildren, and they are envious.

If I'm stupid and forget everything, then maybe! After all, the real fool is pure.

But my companionship actually has a purpose, and I want to borrow her to avenge Huo Nanyi's betrayal of me.

It's just that I have been acting a lot and wearing a mask for a long time, and sometimes even I don't know what reality is and what acting is.

I was in the hospital for a week, and no one looked for me or came to see me, except for my neighbor's aunt.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Mrs. Huo was noisy, like a child playing tricks, sitting on the ground, kicking her legs and crying, saying that I don't want her anymore.

I didn't intend to compromise, but she got more and more troublesome, attracting some onlookers, and I was a little scared, so I took her back to my house.

Because she mistook me for her daughter, she was very obedient, no matter what she said, as long as she said and did it, she would do it obediently. As long as I don't allow it, even if she stays aggrieved, she won't touch half a point.

Every time I see her like this, I wonder if if she could give me that little respect when she was sober, if many things would not have come to this point.

These are all fantasies, though.

On the third day after she came to my house, I still called Huo Nanyi.

This time, he answered, and he did.

I didn't tell him, but Mrs. Huo confessed that I was wrong, only said that she was unconscious now and needed someone to take care of her, so she took her back.

He didn't say anything, he didn't ask anything, he just said that he would pay me according to the salary level of an average domestic care worker.

Seriously, when I heard this, my breath stagnated, and I felt that it hurt everywhere.

For the first time, he had to figure it out with me.

I didn't let him hear my frustration, so I just hung up after a few casual words.

Looking at his number, I was thinking, maybe one day, I will lose even the right to dial this number, and it will be clean.

I can't help but feel a little chilled, we are going to strange roads after all.

The sunset fell drunk on the horizon, lazily moving slowly.

Mrs. Huo leaned on the sofa, smiling and falling asleep.

While she was asleep and I happened to be inspired, I took out my pen and paper and started drawing.

Only halfway through the drawing, the doorbell rang impatiently, non-intermittently, very frequently.

It was not easy to coax her to fall asleep, and she had a little time of her own, but she was afraid that she would be full of energy after being woken up, so she ran over in a panic.

When I opened the door, I was slightly shocked to see what she was carrying.

"Little aunt, why are you here?"