At dinner that day, Zhan Moming suddenly said, "Qinqin, tell me about your hospitalization." ”

Although he read Cheng Qinqin's case information and went to the hospital to ask her attending doctor, he wanted to hear Cheng Qinqin say it herself.

"I don't want to say it." Cheng Qinqin refused without even thinking about it.

She never mentioned it to anyone during those days when she was on the verge of death, she would be afraid, and she didn't want others to sympathize with her and feel sorry for her.

"Qinqin, I want to hear it." Zhan Moming did not give up his thoughts.

"But I don't want to say." Cheng Qinqin said without emotion.

"Qinqin, just say it, I won't be pressured, you name it, I'll make you a barbecue tomorrow." Zhan Moming said affirmatively.

He will not be pressured, he will only feel distressed, he will only blame himself, he will only be afraid, he will only know more about what she has experienced, he will only be more kind to her, he will only understand more how difficult it is for her to return to his side, and he will only make himself love her more.

Cheng Qinqin pulled the corners of his lips, of course he won't have pressure, because he has never loved himself.

In order to barbecue, Cheng Qinqin compromised, and in the end she casually talked about what happened at that time.

"Smack!"

The chopsticks landed on the table, making a sound, and Zhan Moming stood up suddenly.

"What's ......" Cheng Qinqin was taken aback, but before she could finish speaking, she was already tightly held in Zhan Moming's arms.

The sudden move made Cheng Qinqin's brain a little shut.

"Qinqin, if God gives me another chance, I will definitely not let you go through those things alone." Zhan Moming said bitterly, his heart hurting like a setback.

It's his fault, if he had seen his heart earlier, if he had gone to her as soon as he heard about Cheng Qinqin's condition, he would definitely not have missed more than a year.

This is the punishment of God, which makes him miserable and makes him regret it.

When Cheng Qinqin and the Grim Reaper were struggling to fight, she was still thinking that she was playing tricks and trying to get away with it.

She is the daughter of the Cheng family, and she is Cheng Qinqin, who is loved by thousands of people, she should have been held in the palm of her hand for a lifetime, but because of him, she has experienced so much pain.

He couldn't forget the first time he saw Cheng Qinqin, her eyes, her smile, was so clean, so simple, like a piece of beautiful jade that had never been polluted by the world, thinking about it, Cheng Qinqin must have been carefully protected by her family in the first twelve years.

However, such a pure girl fell in love with herself, a person with a dark heart.

Not only did he defile her, he destroyed her.

Now, Cheng Qinqin rarely smiles, and even if she laughs, that smile is no longer as cheerful as before.

And the light in her eyes rarely lit up again.

That look of vicissitudes should not appear on her face.

This is all his sin, and he can only use the rest of his life to make up for it with all his might.

Zhan Moming's words fell into the ears of Cheng Qinqin, and the willingness in his heart suddenly faded.

She admitted that in the past two years, she occasionally wondered if Zhan Moming would feel a little guilty about her if she knew that she almost died on the operating table.

Will there be a little bit of regret, regret that he once treated her like that.

However, Cheng Qinqin also knew that all this was her own choice, no one forced her, but she had been persecuting Zhan Moming in a mess.

Zhan Moming's words, Cheng Qinqin didn't believe it, because if God gave her another chance, she would still choose the same life.

This is an obsession, you must go through it once, and when you are scarred, you will not give up and turn back.

Between them, there is no right or wrong, only right and wrong.

"That experience was an asset to me. It's all fateful catastrophe. Cheng Qinqin said lightly.

After experiencing those things, her mentality has also changed, she is no longer so paranoid, and she takes many things lightly.

Because, we have been alive since we can remember, so we have never faced life squarely, until she is really likely to leave herself, we will find out that she is the most important thing.

Zhan Moming shook his head and said even more distressedly: "That's also my calamity." Never again. ”

Cheng Qinqin's heart moved, she didn't expect Zhan Moming to say such a thing.

When she met again this time, Zhan Moming really gave her too many surprises and surprises.

Let her always uncontrollably want to open the frozen heart and fight for it again.

This thought slowly became clear, but Cheng Qinqin didn't say it, she just gently pushed forward Mo Ming and said, "Hurry up and eat, the dishes are going to be cold." ”

"I'll go warm up, you wait." Zhan Moming picked up the plate and walked into the kitchen.

That busy back made Cheng Qinqin want to rely on.

The hot dishes were served on the table again, and it has been quiet since then, but Cheng Qinqin always feels that there is a different feeling, flowing between the two, warm.