Chapter 570: Winter Goes to Spring
Mu Yu, who was standing on the bed, didn't expect him to come in so soon, and he was stunned for a while, looking at him in a daze.
Messy hair, bloodshot eyes, pale eyes......
Inexplicably strange.
It seems like I haven't seen him for a long time.
"Whispering ......"
It was only after a while that he struggled to make a sound in his throat.
His voice was hoarse, a world away from the deep, round voice he once had.
Suddenly, her tears flowed.
"Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"
He hurriedly stepped forward.
But when he was about to walk in front of her, he suddenly paused again, a little overwhelmed.
He wasn't sure if she didn't want to see him.
"Ah Huan......" she sobbed and called his name.
"In, in!"
He took another step forward, but still didn't dare to get too close to her.
"I'm sorry."
She lowered her eyes and wept.
"Whisper."
"I'm sorry."
His hands froze in the air, and he closed his eyes and lamented, "Have you already decided?" ”
She knew what he meant, and shook her head at him with tears in her eyes.
It's just that he closed his eyes and didn't see her movements.
After waiting for a few seconds and not hearing her answer, he sighed deeply and slowly opened his eyes and turned around.
Only after taking two steps, he suddenly turned around again, stepped forward quickly, and hugged her tightly into his arms.
"I won't allow you to leave me! I can't live without you! ”
As if he was about to rub her into his body, his hoarse voice was entangled with incomparable pain, "Xiaoyu, I really can't live without you!" Don't leave me, okay? ”
His pleading tore at her heart, bringing her to tears.
"Xiaoyu, I love you!"
"Me too."
Qin Jinhuan suddenly let go of his hand and looked at her in disbelief: "You, what did you just say?" ”
"I'm sorry."
"Nope! Not that! It's ......"
"I'm sorry. Huan, I'm sorry. She threw herself into his arms and cried aloud.
He was stunned for a moment, and then realized that the meaning of "I'm sorry" she said should be different from what he thought, but because she didn't say it explicitly, he didn't dare to express his joy because he was uncertain, so he could only hug her lightly and wait for her to vent before making sure.
After a long time, she was tired of crying, and her body slowly softened in his arms.
He hurriedly carried her to the bed, exhausted.
"Ah Huan!"
When he put her down, she refused to lie down, just sat and quickly grabbed his hand and looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"I'm here."
He hurriedly bent down and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, his hoarse voice as gentle as his movements.
"Do you blame me?"
"Blame you?" He shook his head, "How could I blame you?" ”
"I've wronged you these days."
"Not aggrieved. As long as you're okay. ”
Mu Yucai's tears suddenly welled up again: "I feel really, really uncomfortable. ”
"I know. It's not just you who feel uncomfortable, everyone has mixed feelings. Qin Jinhuan spoke a little cautiously, "Although what he did caused great trouble to Qingtian, I didn't think about killing him. That day, I resolutely forbade you to cooperate with Yin Xiaotian's acting, because I was afraid that she would really hurt you if she couldn't control it for a while......"
"I understand, I understand," she cried and covered his mouth, "In those days of guarding Sister Xiao Tian, I actually thought a lot, but because I didn't know how to explain my inner thoughts, I never dared to face you properly." Ah Huan, I think for Brother Yihan, maybe this is his best home. But I just can't help but feel uncomfortable. I will never forget him, because he is the great man of my life. He used to be the embodiment of my youthful vision of happiness for the future. After Sister Xiao Tian appeared, she cut off my fantasy about Brother Yihan, and I sealed this beauty in my memories and slowly kept my distance from Brother Yihan. Later, I met you. Do you know? The feeling of being with you and being with Brother Yihan is completely different. ”
Qin Jinhuan didn't respond to her words, just looked at her, listened carefully, and waited for her to speak.
"With Brother Yihan, I am always careful, no matter what I say or do, I will think twice, I always want to show him the best side of myself, because his image in my heart is too perfect, I am always afraid that I am stupid and I am not worthy of standing with him. You don't believe it, no matter what he says, I hardly refute it, no, to be precise, never question it, I always think that what he says is always right. That's how I adored him, and I've been worshipping him for so many years. Wenwen asked me if I love Brother Yihan? Grandpa also asked this question today. They may all think that I love Brother Yihan, in fact, I have always thought that I love Brother Yihan, if there is no revenge, there is no Sister Xiaotian, there is no you, if Brother Yihan accepted me at the beginning, I was with him, I would also think that I really love him very much, but I was with you later.
"The feeling of being with you is really different from the feeling of being with Brother Yihan. I will be angry with you, quarrelsome, willful, coquettish, jealous, I will be long-winded when you are around, I will miss you when you are not around, I like to be greasy and crooked with you, and I also like you to work overtime in the bedroom at night, secretly look at you behind your back, prank you when you are in a good mood, and be angry with you when you are in a bad mood. In the eyes of others, you are the president of a large company with a high position, but in my heart you are just my husband, an ordinary person like me. You also have the ability and courage, I also think you are amazing from the bottom of my heart, and I am proud of you from the bottom of my heart, but this is completely different from my awe of Brother Yihan, I worship him, I regard worship as infatuation, and the people around me mistakenly think that I love him, and even I myself think I love him.
"After being with you, I slowly understood that the relationship between me and Brother Yihan is not love. But that day, when I heard that the person Yihan loved was actually me, I was completely confused. Because Brother Yihan's feelings have always been a regret in my heart, although it is in the past. My heart was also full of remorse, because I really didn't want to believe the fact that Brother Yihan was the murderer in front of me. If I could turn back the clock to the time when I was thinking about Brother Yihan, I would not have been so slow, and I would have keenly noticed that something was wrong with Brother Yihan, and tried my best to dissuade him from taking revenge with a self-destructive nature. I really don't want the regrets of my youth to end in this way, I would rather it never end, let me keep this beauty in my heart forever. ”
After saying so much in one breath, Mu Yu sighed again, "Am I incoherent?" During this time, my mind was as messy as my heart, so messy that I couldn't find the right words to express it. ”
"I know what you're saying, I understand." Qin Jinhuan gently cupped her face, and there was already brilliance in her originally distracted eyes.
For him, nothing else matters, only one thing matters: she loves him.
And she didn't blame him for Xin Yihan's death, which was enough to make him happy.
"From another point of view, you, Brother Yihan, and Sister Xiao Tian are all victims. Brother Xiaobing's family, KiKi and her father, Teacher Feng and Qiqi, and many others, they are all victims. Zhou Yitong and Xiao Yuran may also be considered victims. ”
"It's not just them, but also Xiao Changnian."
"Where's Xiao Changnian?" Mu Yu remembered Xiao Changnian at this time, and immediately pushed him away and asked.
"Don't worry, I have arranged for someone to take care of him."
"Has he been crying these days?"
"No, he's crying, he's quiet."
Mu Yu was relieved at this time, and let out a long sigh: "Poor child, you have no parents at such a young age. ”
"Isn't there still us?"
When Qin Jinhuan was called into the ward by his grandfather, he was extremely worried, he thought that Mu Yu would say something ruthless to him, but he didn't expect it to be such a big turn after coming in.
At this moment, he was ecstatic, and when he heard her mention Ling Changnian, even though he was not happy to raise this child in his heart, he still pretended to be happy on the surface.
She is emotionally unstable now, and she is not in a good state, so she has to coax, and he is willing to coax.
"Ah Huan."
"Huh?"
"Lie down with me for a while."
"Tired?" Qin Jinhuan hurriedly stepped forward to help her lie down.
"I want to lie down against you."
"Okay."
Qin Jinhuan immediately sat down next to her against the back of the bed, then gently hugged her over, stretched out his arm, and let her lie down half-leaning in his arms.
"Ah Huan, am I particularly annoying these days?"
"Nope."
"Don't coax me, I know my own. Repeatedly, cloudy, moody. ”
"The main thing is that you've been through so much during this time."
"We will definitely be happy. Is it? She touched her phone at the bedside.
There was a message on the phone that Ling Xiaodong sent to her when she was dying: "Xiaoyu, cherish the moment!" Be happy! ”
She will keep this message forever, just as she will always remember her brother Yihan and the blessings that Brother Yihan gave her.
It's just that no one will ever know that there is still an unsent message in Ling Xiaodong's mobile phone that was blown to pieces: "Xiaoyu, I hope that the road to the next life can take you by the hand and walk together." I love you. ”
"I will do my best to make you happy." Qin Jinhuan turned sideways, lowered his head, and gently kissed her on the forehead.
Xin Yihan was originally a knot in his heart, but now that the knot has been untied, although he goes around and around, the woman he loves the most still stays by his side, and for him, this is enough.
Even if Mu Yu didn't see his heart clearly, he still had patience to wait, after all, the rest of his life was long.
In fact, he never mentioned the divorce from beginning to end, it was said by his grandfather in order to test Mu Yu's heart, and he mentioned it to him before, but he was firmly against it, because he was afraid that Mu Yu would really separate from him.
So just now, when his grandfather went out to tell him that he had spoken this to Mu Yu, he heard Mu Yu call him in, and he was so worried in his heart, he had never faced a strong opponent like this.
"Can we and Xiao Changnian become a happy family of three?"
These words made Qin Jinhuan stunned for a moment, afraid that she would be unhappy, so he immediately responded: "Definitely can!" ”
"I want to go see Nian'er."
"Your body is too weak now, when you take care of your body, you can see him every day."
"I'm fine."
"Your face is so bad, and you still say it's good?"
"I'm just ......" Mu Yu's gaze suddenly fell on Qin Jinhuan's haggard face, and he stroked his face in distress for a while, "What about me, your face is not much better." You're completely dragged down by me. ”
"I'm willing to be dragged down by you. I'm afraid you don't want to drag me down. He covered her hand.
"Are you a masochist?"
"If I like you to abuse, I only allow you to abuse."
Mu Yu said a warm sentence, but her mood still didn't get better, she really couldn't laugh, she just leaned into his arms.
Knowing that she still needed time to get out of her inner predicament, he didn't say more, just touched her hand, interlocked his fingers with her, and quietly hugged her like this.
Outside the window, the snow was falling and the wind was cold, but people did not huddle in their houses because of the cold, but happily shuttled through the shopping malls and shops in the streets and alleys.
The entrances of the malls are full of red lanterns, and it turns out that the lively Spring Festival is coming.
It seems that the harsh winter is about to pass, and the warm spring is in sight......