Chapter 40: Forgiveness
Free seat selection, the level of performance determines the degree of freedom, and Yu Luo is fortunate to be the first.
So no one grabbed her, she put on the book and walked straight to the fourth row by the window, which was a very good location, with good light and good vision.
Xu Lu chose the fifteenth seat, and originally wanted to sit next to Luo, but Jiang Lu chose first, so he could only stare at Jiang Lu and sit in the row in front of her. However, this did not affect her from time to time to turn her head to look at Yu Luo and smirk.
Xu Lu has a dream since childhood, to be an angel in white, and this ambition is even more necessary after high school, and she is determined to cut off half of Yu Luo's stomach.
Because of stomach problems.
Then the cerebral blood supply is insufficient, and a head has to be removed? No, Yu Luo has to stand farther away from Xu Lu, my head is smart.
Speaking of cleverness, Yu Luo's stomach rumbled twice at the right time.
Sitting on the steps and watching the playground finish eating bread, Yu Luo turned and went upstairs. It's good to be young, those lively lives in the first year of high school, even if it's such a cold day, they can't resist their vitality, it's so good, it's warmer than the summer morning sun.
Pushing open the door, I saw Zhang Xu sitting in her place, Zhang Xu was holding her water cup in her hand, Lin Yuejin took a picture of him with her mobile phone, he had a stinky face, but he still "obeyed" Lin Yuejin's request. Seeing Yu Luo push open the door, he suddenly lowered his head and raised the corners of his mouth, Jiang Lu didn't know where to go when he was not in his seat, it was estimated that Yu Luo had good lighting, Lin Yuejin, a photo maniac, looked for every corner of the class, and especially loved Yu Luo's position.
It's Zhang Xu, I really didn't see that he could still promise to take pictures with others, or with girls. It's funny, Yu Luo walked slowly to the window and looked down, it's so funny, probably I've never really known this person.
Xu Lu didn't know when he stood next to Yu Luo, pouting, and Gai Yan kept saying good things next to him.
Yu Luo turned around and leaned against the wall, Chu Jie also went to eat, and Luo Duo slept in his place. Everything is normal and terrible, the terrible Yu Luo feels like he doesn't exist, the world would have walked like this, more Yu Luo, just one more person.
Waiting for the class bell to ring, Zhang Xu got up and stood to look at Yu Luo, Yu Luo also stood in place with his head bowed, and when the second bell rang, he turned around and went back, and Yu Luo also sat back in his seat slowly.
Lin Yuejin sat in the back row, she seemed to be very excited to pat Yu Luo's back, Yu Luo turned her head, she showed the photo to Yu Luo as if she was offering a treasure, Yu Luo turned her head directly, took out the physics "Big Trouble" from the desk, and ignored her.
Physics class is also hypnotic, and after class, Yu Luo couldn't support it and lay on the desk, "Xu Lu, hurry, help me up, I can still learn." ”
"Don't, Your Majesty, you'd better sleep, otherwise what will you do in the next class."
Yu Luo reached out and picked up the water glass, stared at it for a long time and put it back, buried his head in the crook of his arm and fell asleep.
Zhang Xu has complained many times about this water cup, it is big and ugly, only its owner is quite confident in himself, and now the person who dislikes it is still holding it in a convex shape.
Feng Shui takes turns, and the water cup also turns over.
The mobile phone vibrated suddenly, and Yu Luo squinted and opened the Penguin, which was Zhang Xu's avatar that had not lit up during the holiday.
Yu Luo, can you still forgive me?
Forgive? Yu Luo closed his eyes and thought about it, he was so tired that he didn't want to forgive.
In the afternoon, after the students on duty cleaned up, Yu Luo came to the classroom early and changed his desk and stools with Lin Yuejin.
There should be no taste left at all, and the cup should be washed.
After the evening self-study class, Yu Luo deliberately slowed down, looked sideways and looked at it, Zhang Xu sat in his seat and lowered his head and didn't know what he was doing. Yu Luo quickly waved his hand to Jiang Lu and quickly slipped out of the classroom.
When he was unlucky, he really drank cold water and stuffed his teeth, Yu Luo just walked to the staircase, and suddenly remembered that the mobile phone was still on the table, and he was really happy and terrifying, and he still sighed and had to turn back again.
It took three times to raise my hand and put it down again, and then I mustered up the courage to push open the back door.
"Huh." The deep voice was particularly familiar, and Yu Luo came to his senses and quickly said, "I'm sorry." ”
Zhang Xu, who pulled the door, obviously had a bad face, raised his hand to cover his nose, and Yu Luo felt that he might be scolding in the next second. Who knew that the boy looked up and saw that it was Yu Luo, and then paused and said, "It's okay." ”
Yu Luo just thought that he still had to be angry, and he had to go over him to get his mobile phone extremely coldly, and then he saw Zhang Xu looking up at her, a lot of liquid oozed from his fingers, red, and he had a nosebleed.
……
The atmosphere was a little weird, Zhang Xu's nosebleed had stopped, Yu Luo was walking on his right at the moment, and he didn't know how to walk more naturally, and what should he say to alleviate it.
"Yuluo, I have a nosebleed." Zhang Xu said suddenly, and his tone was full of the meaning of asking Yu Luo to exchange his life.
"I'm sorry." Yu Luo didn't look at him, and bowed to him sideways. "I didn't mean to."
"Maybe stewing two chickens won't make up for the blood shed today." Zhang Xu spoke again.
"I'm sorry." Yu Luo turned sideways and bowed to him again with great seriousness.
"If I can't make up for my body, I may not be able to marry a wife in the future." Zhang Xu stopped suddenly.
"I'm sorry." Yu Luo gritted his teeth and bowed again, not intending to raise his hand to look at him.
"I'm not going to forgive you." Zhang Xu's voice sounded faintly above his head.
Yu Luo wanted to give him a very indifferent and handsome look, but after looking up at him, he couldn't put on the posture he should have. Spineless, probably all the crushes, all the people who say love first are spineless, she had to look away, and her vision was a little blurry.
"I'm the one who should apologize." Zhang Xu looked at her and bent down and bowed, "I'm sorry, Yu Luo, please forgive me." ”
At this moment, there were only a few people passing by on this road, and he just bent over and waited for her to speak. The cold air of winter invaded in bursts, Yu Luo opened his mouth, and he didn't know what words to say, and the air formed a white mist in the air.
"I don't forgive you." Yu Luo also wanted to say, I will never forgive you, I hate you. But she couldn't say it, she was always afraid that there would be no way out if she said this, and she and Zhang Xu would have no way out.
Zhang Xu didn't raise his head, as if he could fall asleep bending over like this, like a sculpture full of youthful atmosphere, waiting for forgiveness from the person he owed.
Yu Luo pulled the strap of his schoolbag, turned around and left, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly squatted down and cried.
Zhang Xu hurriedly ran over, he pulled Yu Luo behind the big tree, Yu Luo was still crying, tears dripping onto Zhang Xu's hands were cold and cold.
He touched Yu Luo's head, but she didn't react, crying with all her attention, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances since the New Year's Day holiday.
He couldn't wait for Yu Luo to look up, so he had to gently take her into his arms, and he asked her softly in the same tone as his movements: "What's wrong?" Why did you cry all of a sudden? ”
Yu Luo cried a little hard, and was a little out of breath at the moment, Zhang Xu heard her answer intermittently: "It's uncomfortable." ”
Zhang Xu was suddenly a little scared in his heart, and when he heard her say these two words, it was like a thunderbolt from the sky, he quickly let go of her and bent down to look at her face, he asked, "Where is it uncomfortable?" Yu Luo? Is it dizzy? ”
Yu Luo put down her hand to hide her face and cry, her face was full of undried tears, she sobbed and replied to him: "It's uncomfortable anywhere, Zhang Xu, you're not a good person, why do you always make me so uncomfortable?" I don't want to forgive you, the road is facing the sky, in the future, we will not conspire with each other, you have your sunshine, I will take my sewer. Then she suddenly cried loudly, tears fell down, and she scolded him while crying: "Zhang Xu, you bastard beast two hundred and five." ”
Zhang Xu suddenly smiled, he leaned over against her head, and looked at her with a smile in his eyes. Yu Luo was even more sad when he saw him laughing and crying, "You are still laughing, you don't know how much milk without a straw I drank because of you." ”
Zhang Xu......
After crying, Yu Luo pushed him away, and then stepped on the cement road by himself, without saying anything, and consciously walked in front with a lonely heart.
Zhang Xu pulled her schoolbag and walked behind, and when she arrived at the intersection, she had no intention of letting go.
Yu Luo glared back at him, raised his hand and made a gesture to hit him, Zhang Xu looked at the street lamp and said he didn't see it.
Yu Luo looked back at her way home, there was no one on the road at this moment, it was empty, and it looked a little scary, so she cried again.
Zhang Xu suddenly encircled her whole person in his arms from behind, he leaned his head on her shoulder and said, "Don't cry, Yu Luo, you are uncomfortable and I am very uncomfortable." ”
"You're a fart." Yu Luo cried and said, "You liar, I don't forgive you." ”
Zhang Xu raised his hand to gently wipe away her tears, leaned on her ear and whispered, "Yu Luo, forgive me, okay?" ”
When he spoke, a little anger reached Yu Luo's ears, and her heart suddenly softened a lot, but she still pouted stubbornly, and she didn't have much confidence to say: "This kind of forgiveness is not really forgive, you forced me." ”
Zhang Xu laughed out loud, he said: "Without you, everything is meaningless." So it's okay to forgive fakely, I'm afraid I won't hear you say forgive me personally. ”
Yu Luo struggled to break free from Zhang Xu's embrace and scolded him: "Don't forgive, don't forgive, you pervert." Then as soon as his hand was lifted up, he touched Zhang Xu's nose again, and when he saw Zhang Xu squatting down with his hand covering his nose, Yu Luo cried even louder, crying and yelling: "I'm sorry." ”
Zhang Xu let go of the hand covering his nose, sighed and looked up at her and said, "If you don't forgive, don't forgive, Yu Luo, don't cry, seeing you cry is more uncomfortable than if you don't forgive me." ”
The street lights were dim, Zhang Xu was squatting on the ground, Yu Luo looked down at him, he didn't know what to say for a while, Yu Luo even forgot to cry.
Forgive? Want to forgive? Yu Luo thought of the sentences he had written word by word in his diary.
Forgive, will this happen again in the future? Once, twice, three times, how many more? She didn't know if she was too physical or if she and Zhang Xu had no fate, it was all up to her.
With such a stubborn fate and such a humble like, is there any need to continue?