Chapter 452: Self-blame and guilt
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Zhang Fengmei couldn't help crying loudly, "I'm just distressed, I almost died last time, and it was less than two months after I came out of the county hospital, so I entered the hospital in the provincial capital again." ”
"I'm useless as a person, it's so useless!" Zhang Fengmei was distressed and blamed herself.
Nanfei has changed her previous problems and has become sensible and caring. She was sick and couldn't see with her eyes, she was brought to the provincial capital by Nanfei, and the family's money was also earned by Nanfei when she went to the provincial capital.
Even the business of soy products was thought of by Nanfei.
Not to mention that her brother and sister fell into the river, she also jumped down desperately, and almost gave up her own life.
Although Nanfei usually doesn't say it, she smiles every day, but she and her husband know it in their hearts. Because of this, the two of them worked hard and worked hard to make money to support the family and let the three children live a good life.
Obviously, they are the parents, the parents, and the elders, and the burden of this family should be their adult business. You can't ask Nanfei to shoulder it alone.
But what about now?
They worked so hard, but something happened to Nanfei.
"Nanfei is still so small! We pushed her too hard. The family has no money to pay off her debts, and she has no money to study, so all of us forced her to get married. ”
Zhang Fengmei hysterically accused Jiang Dechun and Guan Rufang, and pointed at herself painfully, and the emotions that had accumulated in her heart poured down like a flood. "It's you, it's us, it's all us useless adults who forced Nanfei like this. From the very beginning, Nanfei refused to marry, it was because we were poor and afraid, so we forced Nanfei to marry. ”
Guan Rufang's face was very ugly, and she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say a word. At the beginning, she asked Nanfei to marry, she really fell in love with Huo Beijiang's character, and in her eyes, it was normal for a girl to marry at the age of eighteen.
But it is undeniable that Nanfei did not want to die at the beginning. Later, they did a lot of ideological work, and Nanfei himself figured it out, and he also fell in love with Huo Beijiang.
Can......
That's it! She is too old to take care of young people.
"Fengmei, don't blame yourself, I will work hard to make money in the future, so that our family will never drag Nanfei down again." Jiang Dechun secretly swore in his heart that even if he went to sell blood, he would never be wronged by the child.
In the past, I was honest, and I could endure it, but I didn't get the sea, air and sky in exchange for taking a step back. It's the bullying of others over and over again, and he will definitely change it in the future.
We must protect this home.
Turning around, he carefully pulled Zhang Fengmei, and said timidly: "Mom, don't cry, my sister is very happy, really!" I shared a room with my sister, and she never blamed you. ”
Zhang Fengmei paused for a moment, "Really? ”
"Really!" Turning around and nodding in the affirmative.
"She doesn't blame me, but I blame myself." In the past, she always thought that the person she loved the most was Nanfei, and the person she ignored the most was Zhuanhuan. But when I think about it just now, it's not at all.
When there was no money during the summer vacation, the first thought of the whole family was to let Nanfei drop out of school and get married, use the bride money to pay off the debt, and let Zhuan Zhuan continue to go to school. Although she didn't do it in the end, she felt terrified just thinking about it now.
Luckily, it didn't work out.
If it did, wouldn't she ruin Nanfei's life with her own hands?
"Who is it? Who pushed Nanfei down the stairs? Zhang Fengmei suddenly thought of this, and shouted hoarsely.