Chapter 196: Unknown Love

Her statement startled me, but luckily she changed it right away.

"I mean, I just woke up a year ago. I had been in a coma for more than 30 years, and I woke up a year ago when I slowly came to consciousness. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily he was lucky, at least he wasn't abandoned by everyone like I did.

"Then, why does Huo Nanyi think you're no longer there? Since you're alive, why don't you let him know? Did you know? He misses you very much.

He once told me that if time could be turned back, he would bravely stand up and protect you and would not let you leave.

He kept blaming himself for not being brave enough to have such a tragedy.

Everyone only saw his glamorous appearance and Xuan He's life experience, his deep loneliness and thirst for love, only I knew.

I don't know what happened back then, and I don't want to judge who is right and wrong, but I don't understand why he has to suffer this when he is so good.

Obviously, his uncle loved him in his heart, why didn't he stay when he was ten years old, and let him wander alone in Europe?

Even if I don't love him, just a storyteller, I feel sorry for him. Why do this to him? ”

My heart is sour, maybe because I have experienced those ruthless darkness myself, even if I just think of some pictures, I almost burst into tears.

When he was in the past, he thought about the rest of his life, loved him with all his tenderness, and made up for what he owed him in the past.

But the heavens are unsatisfactory, and I still have a chance to make up for what I encountered. And he, however, ...... There was no more chance.

After he left, every time I saw Uncle Huo, I wanted to ask why, but I didn't have a chance to speak.

Today, I want to take advantage of the fact that they are all there to help him get an explanation, which can be regarded as fulfilling his unfulfilled wish.

Uncle Huo's eyes were stained with tears, as if she felt sorry for him, and she blamed herself for not being able to grow up with him.

Yu Xin couldn't bear it, and handed her a tissue, "Auntie, I don't blame you, I just want to know why." He's always wanted to ask, but now I'm the only one to ask for him. ”

She sniffed heavily, her eyes closing and opening as if the memory was too heavy.

"It's me who is sorry for him. Blame me for being too weak to leave him alone to face all that pain. Nan Yi is the victim of our unhappy marriage.

Our union was a mistake. The wrong start also ends with the wrong way.

The wedding was the second time we met. The first time we met, it was in Qingyang, that is, Nanxi's father's 20th birthday party, and I was his girlfriend. ”

She paused, and my jaw dropped as I followed.

Is this really a bloody drama of a wealthy family?

How could they be in this relationship? Isn't the rumor groundless, and the aunt and the uncle really have a relationship?

I looked at her with a calm face, without the slightest hint of shame or remorse.

glanced at Uncle Huo again, he was still indifferent, as if he was out of the matter.

The flustered hearts calmed down a little, and judging by their reactions, the aunt and uncle must be innocent.

"Mistakes start at first sight. At that time, I was eighteen years old and dissatisfied, and my father did not let me follow Qingyang to Maocheng. But a girl's heart is a rule-by-law.

I quietly followed him to the city where he was born and raised, wanting to feel his years in the past that I had not been able to participate in. But I didn't want to, and imprisoned myself.

At that time, Qing Mo (Uncle Huo) came with his girlfriend, Li Roujia. Because she was happy, everyone drank high, and Li Roujia drugged two glasses of wine, she wanted to take this opportunity to marry the Huo family.

But by coincidence, those two glasses of problematic wine were drunk by me and Qingmo.

When you come to your senses, you can only bear the consequences of this mistake.

Because of that incident, I felt that I didn't have the face to face Qingyang, so I said goodbye and went home.

My father found out about that and almost killed me. He kicked me out of the house, stopped my card, and left me to fend for myself.

When I was a girl, I was arrogant, I was always a loner, and I didn't have many friends. During that time, I was really sad, and for the first time I experienced the feeling of being hungry but only looking at Mei to quench my thirst.

About two and a half months later, Qing Mo came to my school to look for me, hoping to do something to compensate me.

I refused, after all, it wasn't his fault, but the fault of both of us.

He knew about my predicament, gave me a card, and helped me rent an apartment. Because of me, Qing Mo broke up with Li Roujia, and quit his previous job to work as a teaching assistant in our school.

At that time, I thought this man was stubborn and cute, but I also knew that I just admired him and had no love.

The more we interacted, the more I found this man fascinating. Unconsciously, my attention to him has long exceeded that of ordinary friends, and also beyond what I did to Qingyang before.

When I found out I was pregnant, the joy outweighed the fear, and I knew that I was thoroughly in love with him.

But I also know that in his heart, he really just wants to help me, and has no other selfish motives.

The only reason I had left reminded me that he was Qingyang's older brother, and even if I was pregnant with his child, I couldn't come together.

So in order not to let him know the fact that I was pregnant, I began to avoid him and try to avoid meeting him.

But in the end, he found out.

That day, he came to my house and said that he wanted to talk to me about the child.

I thought he was afraid that I would pester him and would ruthlessly beat the child in my belly, so I ran out in a panic.

Run to the artificial lake and threaten him to jump if he gets any closer to me.

But I can't forget his serious expression and firm words at that time.

And he said three words, I will marry you.

It's just three words, but it's the most beautiful love story I've ever heard.

I ended up marrying him.

The Huo family didn't know the relationship between the three of us until Li Roujia reappeared.

She reappeared at Nan Yi's first birthday party.

She walked up to me with a two-and-a-half-year-old child and told me that the child was Qingmo's flesh and blood.

I was scared, because I knew that Qing Mo had no feelings for me, but she was different, after all, they used to be the most dazzling people on campus.

Proud as I am, I just thought that this incident had never happened, I didn't think to show my heart to Qing Mo, and I didn't take Li Roujia in my eyes.

But the truth is that we, who have no feelings, drift apart over the years, until we even meet are embarrassed and silent.

Since Nan Yi was two years old, I have received messages from Li Roujia almost every day, including intimate photos of her and Qing Mo, as well as photos of Qing Mo cooking for their mother and son.

I gradually understood that they were the real family.

Frustrated, I pressed that unspeakable love to the bottom of my heart, no longer asking for extravagance, and no longer waiting for nothing.

I submitted my graduation project, got my diploma, and started to hold a solo exhibition based on the popularity I had accumulated in school.

Maybe it was God's favor that I was disappointed in love, but I transferred all my good luck to my career. My solo exhibition was very successful, and I gradually became famous, and I was always surrounded by all kinds of excellent men, and others were envious of me, but only I knew that what I wanted was actually just my husband looking at me.

Unfortunately, he won't.

Qing Mo went home less and less, and I didn't have a position to ask about him, so I could only watch his back leave, but that back gradually chilled my heart and made me no longer fantasize.

When Nan Yi was three years old, Qingyang got married and married in business, but both of them were ruthless in the business world, getting along day and night, and their relationship was also very good.

Seeing them live so happily, in addition to being gratified, I was a little jealous.

Obviously, such a considerate and gentle good man belongs to me, why did the person who leaned on his shoulder and enjoyed his warm embrace in the end was replaced by someone else.

In an extremely unbalanced state of mind, my spirit became weaker and weaker, and sometimes even a little chaotic.

Realizing this, I flinched in fear. I took Nan Yi and left Maocheng and went back to my house.

It was precisely because I took him away at that time and blocked the emotional communication between their father and son that they became what they are now.

When I returned to Maocheng again, it was at the 60th birthday banquet of Old Man Huo. It was on the fourth day of that time that Nan Yi was abducted and experienced some dark things.

It was also that incident that made me completely dead and no longer have any illusions about Qing Mo.

When he was recovered, he was badly injured, and one of his kidneys had been punctured by steel bars and had been completely damaged. I was at a loss for what to do, but Qingmo was not by my side.

At that time, Qingyang and his wife accompanied me, and Qingyang made a match and gave one of his own kidneys to Nanyi.

But it wasn't until later that I learned from Li Roujia that in fact, that kidney was Qingmo's, not Qingyang's.

He's always like that, just doing and not talking. If he had been able to say a warm word to me at that time, maybe everything would have been different.

After Nan Yi got better, Qingyang's wife had an accident, and the competitor did something in the car, and when she went home, the brakes failed and hit the truck, killing her on the spot.

Nanxi was still very young at that time, and she had no mother, and Nan Yi was like a child without a father. So I got very close to Qingyang's father and daughter, so that I could take care of Nanxi.

But one of my students, Mu Xinlan, deliberately took some photos because of some personal grievances and spread rumors. said that I had an affair with Qingyang.

During that time, Qing Mo went abroad to attend seminars, and he didn't know anything about his family.

Old Man Huo knew about my previous relationship with Qingyang, and he didn't believe me, and for a while, in the eyes of outsiders, I was in chaos with Qingyang. Lun's relationship.

In order to avoid suspicion, he took Nanxi to move out of the Huo family's old house, and the rumors gradually subsided.

But on June 1st, Qing Mo's birthday, we were all dealt a fatal blow.

That afternoon, Qing Mo called home, saying that he would be home at 8 p.m., and said that he had something to say to me.

Although he didn't care anymore, his dead heart regained his throbbing because of his words.

Nan Yi and I waited for him to come home and have dinner together to celebrate his birthday.

As a result, it was not him who was waiting, but Li Roujia.

When she broke into Huo's house, it was about nine o'clock, and Nan Yi was already asleep in the bedroom, covered in blood and scars.

As soon as she ran in, she fell to her knees and begged me to give her back her happiness.

Her injuries were beaten by her husband, because he knew Huo Nanxun's background, so he sexually assaulted her, and found several people to rape her.

She emphasized over and over again that it was I who robbed her of her happiness and that it was I who pushed her into the abyss of pain.

My head was buzzing, like there were thousands of horns, shouting in my head, and the noise made me feel painful.

Because she said that her husband owed tens of millions of gambling debts, and if she couldn't get the money to pay it back, her husband would kill Ho Nam-hoon.

I always thought that Huo Nanxun was indeed Qing Mo's child, so I relented for a while, ran upstairs, and got her money.

But she followed, and when I came out with the money, she blocked me at the top of the stairs.

She dragged me angrily, asked me why I had snatched Qing Mo, and cursed me to die.

Emotional, she moved more and more, and finally, she missed and pushed me down.

I fell straight down the stairs and hit my head on the couch. I only saw that she took a lot of jewelry and ran away in a panic. After that, I lost consciousness and fell asleep for more than thirty years. ”

After listening to her words, I was shocked, but also full of distress for her.

It turns out that she is also a woman who is hurt by love.

"So who saved you? Why did Huo Nanyi say that he saw your blood stain the living room red? ”

"It was Qing Mo who saved me, he was the one who sent me to the hospital, and he was the one who helped me transfer to Germany, and he was the one who took care of me for so many years. But the chances of me waking up are slim, and he is afraid that Nan Yi will not be able to withstand the blows he has lost again and again, so he has created the illusion that I am already dead. ”