Lao Chu asked Guangyu to go to the office to get a lot of test papers, and each group leader went up to collect them and then distributed them to the team members. After handing out the test papers, Lao Chu left in advance, and asked everyone to do the test paper first, Yu Luo quickly finished correcting the mistakes and filling in the blanks of grammar in the test papers, and then wrote the cloze in the blanks.

After finishing the fifth cloze sheet, Yu Luo raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was almost time for school to end, and there were still five minutes.

Looking up at Zhang Xu, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was doing, Yu Luo thought about it, and felt that he was really wrong, and he should apologize with death.

So there was still a minute left for her to quickly pack her schoolbag, and then she said to the team leader, sneaked out of the back door quietly with her bag, and began to run wildly as soon as she got out of the classroom, all the way down the stairs and hid in the supermarket.

Finding a corner that no one would notice at all, Yu Luo squatted in front of the shelves and propped his head to read each flavor of the small bun one by one. She didn't know what to do, because she had an indiscriminate little temper, she was angry with Zhang Xu for so long, and she didn't listen to his explanation, and she almost became a stranger forever. Now thinking of the afternoon when she said "I hate you" to Zhang word by word, she fell into melancholy.

Estimating that Zhang Xu had already left, Yu Luo took a bottle of pure water and paid for it, and then reluctantly walked out of the commissary, if it weren't for the boss's always excuse to take things and look at her defensively, she would want to stay for a while. Recently, several street lights in the school have been broken, and it is dark when they leave the commissary, Yu Luo trotted down the slope and arrived at the school gate where no one had passed, and Zhang Xu should be almost home.

Yu Luo thought sadly, it would be a day to be able to hide for a day. Thinking about it, he took out the pure water and wanted to take a few sips for his sad life, but he didn't unscrew it after twisting it several times, Yu Luo sighed and said, "Why are you bullying me." ”

Then Yu Luo heard laughter from behind him, and at the same time the water in his hand was gone, and when he handed it back, the water had already been opened. Yu Luo took a sip, and then she looked at Zhang Xu with great calmness and waved her hand: "Hey, what a coincidence." ”

Zhang Xu said: "Oh, unfortunately, I have been waiting for you at the entrance of the commissary. ”

Yu Luo put the lid on the pure water, shook it and whispered, "I, I'm very thirsty, so I'll go buy water after class." ”

Zhang Xu nodded, indicating that he understood.

After leaving the school gate, it was only a hundred meters to the intersection, Yu Luo raised his head and waved his hand to Zhang Xu, saying goodbye, and then he was about to turn around and leave.

"Yulo." Zhang Xu suddenly stopped Yu Luo.

Yu Luo turned around, there was a street lamp at the intersection, the light was dim, looking at a warm feeling, at this moment Zhang Xu was standing under the street lamp, which made Yu Luo suddenly remember the afternoon at the end of his sophomore year of high school, the boy had his back to the sunset, behind him was a radiant light, but there was endless darkness under his feet. "In the future, don't hate me anymore."

Zhang Xu also wanted to say that he couldn't leave me again.

Then his eyes were dazzled by the light of the flashlight that Yu Luo suddenly turned on.

Zhang Xu......

Yu Luo walked very slowly on the way home, in the past because it was convenient to think about and summarize what she had learned today, and today because he remembered the afternoon when she ran away.

How lucky can you be in life to have the opportunity to go back to the scene where you made the wrong decision and choose again? Yu Luo touched the flashlight in her pocket, the young man she liked was the most perfect person in the world, and when she was gone, she couldn't take him away from the darkness at her feet. Today, looking at the boy under the street lamp, she turned on the flashlight to illuminate the darkness at his feet, and finally, she let the boy she had been thinking of completely and spotlessly stand in the light.

The next day, Yu Luo came early, standing under the lamp at the intersection and waiting for Zhang Xu, Yu Luo looked up at the lamp in a daze, this lamp does not know how many years, old and broken, but the light is very warm, the dim light sprinkled at night looks like egg yolk, very gentle, and feels very relieved.

It's the third year of high school, it's really fast, Yu Luo suddenly thought of the small river behind the school before, I don't know if it's still flowing? The water in Moshan is very cold and sweet, and there are always many people who get up in the morning to exercise and go to the mountain to carry water home with them.

Yu Luo once saw an old man receiving water in the natural pool next to the small river when he came out of the studio, and she also took the water cup in Guo Luo's hand and poured out the water in her, and gave her a bottle of mountain spring water.

It's very sweet, sweeter than Nongfu Spring, it's icy, and it's a rare treat to drink in summer.

It's really a treasure of feng shui, not to mention anything else, but the school environment is really good, and now it's moved, it's a lot more spacious, but this small garden, small pool, small forest have. Other schools came to study at the high school, and although they scoffed at the quality of teaching, they still kept taking pictures with their mobile phones before leaving.

The small forest is a good place to explore, Yu Luo and Xu Lu once after eating suddenly wanted to go inside to have a look, and walked along the path, about four or five minutes, it was a long railroad track, and above was an abandoned house.

For a child who can even sit on the bus, how amazing it is to have something that has only been seen in movies, Yu Luo walked along it with her eyes closed, learning from the heroine in the movie, feeling the oncoming wind and the insects around her, and she even heard the sound of the train whistling in her ears.

It was a wonderful feeling until she stood in front of the old hut, when it was almost dark, and she stared blankly at the black glass, when suddenly a lot of cold crept up from the soles of her feet.

In the end, she dragged Xu Lu back to the classroom, and she had to walk behind when she walked the stairs. But that place became a secret base for the two of them, and she frequented it later, and it was the small room she never entered.

Looking up for too long I was a little tired, and my eyes were a little flowery, and the street lamp suddenly turned into Zhang Xu's face, Yu Luo lowered his head and rubbed his eyes, and then realized that there was a person standing next to him.

"You've been waiting a long time?" Zhang Xu zipped up her schoolbag, and then picked it up and looked at her with a frown.

Yu Luo shook her head, she really wanted to take Zhang Xu to walk the railroad track once, but it was her and Xu Lu's secret base, and she couldn't share it with others. Zhang Xu stood there with her hands in her pockets and waited for a while, and found that she didn't seem to have any intention of speaking, so she reached out and took her bag and carried it.

"Yu Luo, are you going to blow up the school?" Zhang Xu changed his schoolbag to one hand and asked, "Is there explosives in the schoolbag?" So heavy? ”

Yu Luo shook his head honestly and said, "I don't have this, I just brought basic review materials." ”

"Take less later." Zhang Xu lowered his head and thought for a while: "The schoolbag is too heavy, not tall and short." ”

Yu Luo......

Entering the classroom, Zhang Xu returned the bag to Yu Luo, Yu Luo took out the books in the bag and piled them on the table, the god in the front row turned his head rarely, looked at the few thick materials she took out, sighed and turned his head again.

No one is a genius, even if he is close to a perfect score in science, he works harder than Yu Luo, there is no day off in his world, he stays up late every day to read and write questions, and when the bedroom light goes out, he goes under the street lamp, anyway, he can't waste a minute or a second.

Yu Luo never thought about working hard before, thinking that water can be successful, and then accompanied Yu's mother out to work for a month during the winter vacation, and then returned to school, and found that learning was really happy.

I used to think that my parents would not understand her sadness, and they always said that she was as stubborn as a cow and had no judgment, so she took care of herself and changed her studies. In fact, she didn't understand the truth, if she hadn't been forced to have no way out, she wouldn't have jumped off the wall in a hurry.

Yu's father and mother always don't understand, they always blame her for this, Yu Luo talked to them about school violence, Yu's mother always said: "What do you junior high school children know and what are you afraid of, she is just scaring you." ”

No, Yu Luo's explanation is useless, and it is useless to try to give examples, Yu's mother said: "When you grow up, you will know that the bad people you meet in life are really bad people, you scholars, how bad can you be?" ”

Yu Luo was used to seeing the corners of his mouth in the business during the winter vacation, he was the boss if he was rich and promising, and her mother had no money, so she could only bury herself in things, and she didn't dare to talk to people on weekdays. Yu Luo can't participate in anything related to money, and Yu's mother is afraid that if something goes wrong with money, Yu Luo will get involved, so when the other girl who went to work with her for summer vacation was playing with the little boys who had dropped out of school in the store, Yu Luo sat next to Yu's mother and drank barley tea.

Yu Luo is very timid, and he will bite unless he is in a hurry, otherwise he will only tremble with anger and his feet will be weak. Yu's mother didn't come for a day, Yu Luo heard someone say bad things about her mother in the toilet, black and white were reversed, she stood in place, her hands and feet were cold, and she was blocked in her chest, and finally ran away before the person came out.

Later, she told Yu's mother about it, and Yu's father was angry and went to beat the man, Yu's mother looked at Yu Luo quietly, and she said to Yu Luo very quietly: "Luoluo, do you hear others say Mom?" You just ran away? That person reverses right and wrong, and you don't have the courage to argue with her? ”

She didn't, Yu Ma didn't blame Yu Luo, but Yu Luo's whole body was numb for a while, she finally knew where the anger in her chest came from, she heard others say that her dearest parents, but she didn't dare to defend them.

Yu Luo didn't sleep in bed that night, and for the second time since high school, she climbed under the bed, and the world suddenly fell silent, and she covered her eyes, but she couldn't stop the tears from wetting the ground.

In those days of winter vacation work, she was careful in everything she did, and everything was done in a hurry, and at the beginning everyone praised the other little girl, who was good-looking, and also worked as a winter vacation worker to share the burden for the family. Later, everyone praised Yu Luo, she was obedient, well-behaved, did not mess with boys, diligent and sensible, and said that she was envious of Yu's mother for having such a daughter.

Yu's father and mother are both short-tempered, and they were also very stubborn when they were young, Yu's father used to be a well-known gangster in City B, and later changed his ways, raised flowers and plants, and drank tea to maintain his health. Xu has summarized many truths in dealing with people for many years, and said to Yu Luo one by one, Yu Luo has accepted this kind of temper tantrum since he was a child, and no one likes to be beaten if he loses his temper. Yu Luo also had a strong temper when he was a child, causing a lot of right and wrong, and then the left-behind children suddenly changed their temperament that year, trying to cater to everyone, and trying to pretend to be a good child they liked. Later, it became a habit, and she also wanted to wear a short skirt in the summer, but then her mother would spend money, so she shook her head and said that the skirt was too ugly and she didn't like it.

That person said bad things about her mother, she was thinking about how to let her mother know and how to solve this matter on the side, but she didn't think of confronting her directly.

The cruelty of society is far greater than that of school, Yu Luo opened the exercises in the review book, picked up the pen and suddenly wet the page with tears.