Fifty-three After a long, long time
Yu Luo and Chu Jie returned to the classroom after self-study in the evening, and Chu Jie sent her to the school gate, and watched her wave at him and let him go back to self-study before leaving.
Lin Yuejin has already left, it is also very late at this time, there are few people on the road, and the cement road outside the school needs to be renovated. There was going to be a commercial building here, so it was fenced off with some yellow fences, and the tree was enclosed in it, and Yu Luo stood there and watched for a while, and then she suddenly walked over and pushed the yellow fence hard, and naturally it was very strong, and she was not moved at all.
She looked left and right for a while, and the road was blocked, and the tree was indeed something she could never touch again, and it was really close in front of her, but it could only be viewed, only from the distance of something, and it was considered far away.
It's not unreasonable that the weather is hot and sultry, and it will rain halfway through, but Yu Luo brought an umbrella this time, and Chu Jie said before leaving that the weather forecast would rain, although it has never been accurate, but he still seriously stuffed the umbrella into Yu Luo's bag.
This is a great use, Yu Luo held an umbrella, looking at those who were hiding from the rain under the eaves, this scene was familiar and terrifying, but now she is a person with an umbrella instead of rain, but she really wants to be drenched in rain, probably all the sorrow needs a baptism of heavy rain, and then she can be buried in peace.
Yu Luo stepped on the water and thought, there will be no more sad night than today, and there will be no more tragic and uncomfortable things than this.
Yu Luo didn't write the question that day, the missing person returned, and the boy who didn't appear, but forcibly existed in another way, replied to her message.
"I'm here, Yu Luo, I'm sorry, I lost my phone a few days ago, and I can only reply to you today."
Yu Luo originally thought about it for a long time with his mobile phone and edited a long message, but he was hesitant to send it out, after all, this person never replied, and he didn't know if he would be laughed at if he sent it.
"Zhang Xu, I've thought about it, I've thought about it carefully, between us, since I entered the school in my first year of high school, I have always been wishful thinking to be good to you. It's my fault, I never thought about whether you were happy to accept it, and although I always said that I was good to you and didn't expect anything in return, I was always vexatious.
I've been listening to a song lately, and after a long, long time, you can listen to it too, and all the things I want to say are in it. You're good, you've been fine since I first saw you, it's me who has been delusional a lot, I'm sorry. Don't be so kind in the future, because I'm too good to you, because I don't know how to refuse, so I have to accept me and respond to me. Now letting go should be the right choice, I want to face this relationship correctly, no matter what it turns out to be, I'm happy to like you, and I like me like you. Then I still have to say goodbye formally, Zhang Xu, I saw a sentence today, I hope you meet a lover, give you a happy city, and a long song will warm your life.
Zhang Xu, sleep well today, wake up tomorrow, just treat these days as a dream, let's go back to the beginning, just acquaintances, just classmates. ”
This is a very long sentence, Yu Luo doesn't know if the boy has read it, she is afraid of too many words, so she intimately summarized the central idea expressed in this passage at the end.
It was time to say goodbye, and Yu Luo listened to the song for a long, long time, and the girl's beautiful voice and the lyrics written almost based on her own wrong relationship kept circling in her mind.
She was still a little sad before, but now listening to this song, her mood is inexplicably relaxed, as the lyrics say: I should let you go, although it hurts, such a decision is still a little touching.
Yu Luo opened the diary, she stopped thinking for a while when she wrote a word, writing a diary was actually slower than writing physics experiment questions.
Zhang Xu, I'm about to lose you, but I don't have the strength to resist, probably the only mistake you made was that you hurt me more than anyone else, and refused to leave me for fear that I would be sad.
I'll let it go first, goodbye.
She closed the diary and saw the message that the boy replied, just one word "good".
She slid the dialog to the side and deleted it.
She always looked at the blackboard in a daze, maybe she was always in a daze, her brain was blank, and she wrote the question when she came back to her senses, she asked Chu Jie: "Chu Jie, how do you say you can forget someone so quickly?" ”
Yes, Yu Luo, who has always regarded himself as a memory of fish, is looking for a way to forget. Probably as said in the novel, you can quickly forget a person because he is not important to you, and you don't really like it.
Although this wine is still fruit beer, Yu Luo quietly bought two cans, and sat cross-legged by the window at night, looking at the lights in the distance, and drank it in a bit of a chic way.
However, she estimated that the amount of alcohol was better, so she didn't get drunk much, and after two cans of beer, she could still get up calmly and get two oranges for Yu's father.
Before asking Chu Jie this question, she put a notebook in the belly of Zhang Xu's desk when no one was in the classroom, and everyone had the notebook that the whole class bought together in the first year of high school. Some people use it to write wrong questions, such as Chu Jie; Some people use it to copy sentences that moan painlessly, such as Yuluo; There are also people who use it to make drafts, such as Zhang Xu.
Generally, the last type of notebook is the most interesting, and it is easiest to write essays and notes on scratch paper, especially for boys like Zhang Xu.
After self-study class that night, Chu Jie went back to his seat to get an umbrella, and Yu Luo quietly put the notebook in his schoolbag while no one was paying attention.
Even if Xu Lu said it, even if the girl's dormitory knew it, Yu Luo still didn't believe it, she only believed what Zhang Xu said alone, otherwise it would be okay to write.
That night when she didn't write a question, she opened the boy's notebook page by page, and carefully read every sentence and question on it, word by word.
The image of taciturn on weekdays is slightly different, his notebook is very messy, there are calculation steps, and there are some inexplicable sentences, which should come from some immortal cultivation novels and the like, as well as the words often used indiscriminately in Xianxia dramas: Dao Shengyi, Life Two, Two Life Three.
Yu Luo looked through it with interest, carefully savored each word, and felt the mood of the boy when he wrote this word, whether it was sad, happy, or chic and happy.
Her smile froze in the second half, and after that, with other people's handwriting, Yu Luo always helped the Chinese teacher mark the test papers, and she was particularly sensitive to handwriting, and she could accurately say which classmate each answer sheet came from in the class.
That's Chu Pan's.
Probably no one will have time to deceive her, probably because she has been playing on herself. Yu Luo looked at the sentence on the notebook, and his heart suddenly fell into the abyss.
"Zhang Gou, don't read the novel, you will be blind if you read it again."
"Oh, Chu Zhu."
This will not deceive people, hearing is false, but seeing, seeing like this, if it is not true, Yu Luo can be regarded as the first person to deceive people throughout the ages.
So she carefully edited that paragraph of text and clicked send.
After she sent it, she was still a little worried, worried about whether the words she used would be wrong, after all, it was unknown whether Zhang Xu liked her or not. Thinking of this, she was even more uncomfortable, she told so many people, Zhang Xu personally said that she liked her, but now, maybe everyone is looking at her jokes, maybe their smiles are sympathy, and they say in private that this fool is humble and pitiful.
"Xiao Luo, the fastest way to forget a person is to like someone else and find someone to replace him." Chu Jie picked up the pen that she had turned around when she lost her mind, put it on the desk, looked at her and replied.
Like someone else? Yu Luo looked at the last row from the first row seriously, and she asked, "Who do you like?" Who in our class is more suitable for you? ”
Chu Jie seemed a little frustrated, he smiled a little, but he was not happy, he said: "Xiao Luo, the boys in our class, the best, Jiang Shi first, Gai Yan second, Zhang Xu third, I think I can rank fourth, then Jiang Lu, the others, all have some shortcomings." ”
Yu Luo carefully wrote down the names of several people he said, Jiang Shi and Guangyu, crossed out; Gai Yan has Xu Lu, crossed out; Zhang Xu, crossed out; Her pen stopped on Chu Jie's name for a long time, she was suddenly frightened in a cold sweat at the moment, I don't know if I still crossed it out or what, she was probably really stupid, and even Chu Jie began to hurt.
Then she winked at Chu Jie and said, "Jiang Lu also has Yang Yang, no, cross it out." Let's study hard, I love Lao Geng. ”
Chu Jie reached out and touched her head, nodded and said, "Okay, Lao Geng is very good, I like him too." ”
The countdown was suddenly only two tens of digits, and Yu Luo occasionally looked up to identify who was sitting in the position from the pile of books, and then suddenly saw the countdown, and suddenly felt very flustered.
The chaos of the war and the reversal of people on their backs have always been an inevitable state of the college entrance examination.
The breakfast in the cafeteria was not delicious, so Yu Luo brought breakfast to Chu Jie every day, and most of the time he happened to meet Lin Yuejin, such as now. But Lin Yuejin's expression was very subtle, Yu Luo looked at her strangely, took the rice noodles in the master's hand, she waved her hand and asked Lin Yuejin: "Come back to your senses, let's go?" Why, when you see me, you have a hellish expression. ”
Lin Yuejin didn't speak, her eyes full of pity and sympathy made Yu Luo want to leave her a little farther.
There was no morning self-study today, everyone seemed to be very happy and enthusiastic, and the girls sat in a group, not knowing what they were discussing.
In short, it was very warm, Chu Jie hadn't come yet, Yu Luo put down his schoolbag and walked over with interest, pricking up his ears and looking at them curiously.
Faintly hear "What? Are they together? ”
"yes, don't you see? Everyone has space. ”
"Oh my God, it's so exciting, these two don't know each other."
"Tsk, talented and beautiful, I don't know who to envy."
Yu Luo has honestly turned off her mobile phone since she posted that paragraph, she guessed that it might be that the star made an official announcement again, talented and beautiful, it seems that these two people should be very suitable and can be accepted by this group of girls with curious tastes in Class 8.
When Yu Luo walked back to his seat slowly, Chu Jie just stepped into the classroom, his expression was similar to that of Lin Yuejin, and he was even a little more angry, Yu Luo looked at him as if he was carrying rice noodles and invited merit, he walked over and looked at Yu Luo, and he said, "Xiao Luo, you promised me to study hard, don't be sad." ”
Saddened? Yu Luo glanced at him inexplicably, and she asked, "What are you sad about?" ”
"Tsk, it seems that Yu Luo doesn't know yet." Luo Duo squeezed out from among the girls and walked next to Chu Jie, Chu Jie seemed to be about to say something, she preemptively told Yu Luo the news that made the class so boiling this morning.
"Yu Luo, Zhang Xu and Class 6 Wen Jing are together, and they all have space? Are you not seeing or can't you see? ”