The last session of the afternoon was self-study, and Yu Luo had some pain in the back of his head while reading a book, so he stood by the window and took a break.

After the 100-day declaration, time suddenly became faster, and the number on the countdown to ten changed from nine to eight.

Yu Luo always felt pain in the back of his head, especially after 12 o'clock in the evening, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't calm down. But you can't just sit still, look up from the pile of books, and suddenly be pierced by the light. Holding your head is not studying in a daze, and you are also very irritable, but it is better to write a few questions.

Chu Pan didn't know when he stood next to her, his hand on the windowsill and his head in the distance. She looked into the distance and didn't know what she was thinking, her face was solemn, and she asked, "Yu Luo, after the college entrance examination, which city will you go to?" ”

Yu Luo shook her head, she suddenly realized that she had never thought about these questions, where would she go after the college entrance examination? What college to attend? What major? What do you want to do after graduation? She didn't know anything, if Lao Chu knew that she was so confused, she would definitely say a few words about her, but she really didn't know, from preschool, elementary school, middle school, to the third year of high school, all in order to get into a good university.

Since when? Probably because the brain can think and learn, everyone subtly conveys the idea that if you are admitted to a good university, you will have a good road in the future, and you will win glory for your parents. But if you really have to think about why you are studying, why you are studying, what you want to be, and what you want to be, Yu Luo's brain is blank.

I always heard Lao Geng say: "You are studying and going to university for yourself, not for me, and not for your parents." ”

But Yu Luo's study is really for his parents, in order to fulfill their expectations, and to be admitted to a good university to make them shine.

Yu's father loves to gamble, and the Luo family is famous, and many people look down on his family, and they are laughing and pointing fingers behind their backs. Yu Luo wants them to know that my father, he has a daughter, he has good grades, he also works hard, he is a good father.

After the college entrance examination? Where will it go? Yu's mother doesn't want her to go out of the province, girls are always worried when they are outside, she hopes that Yu Luo can go to college near City B, and Yu's father has walked all over here, and Yu Luo can know how to go at any intersection where he gets lost.

There was a sudden big movement next to her, Yu Luo turned her head to look at Chu Pan, she waved downstairs with a lot of movement at the moment, and then said with a look of showing off: "It's Zhang Xu, Zhang Xu is really getting more and more handsome." Turning his head and seeing Yu Luo next to him, his expression suddenly became a little strange, and his shaking hand stopped and put it on the windowsill.

Yu Luo didn't know how to react, so he had to follow her gaze and saw Zhang Xu walking slowly from the mist of the pool.

The sun was already a little warm, and the teenager had already changed into a thick cotton uniform, so the school uniform looked a little empty. At this moment, the boy walked upright, his face was cold, the corners of his eyes were lowered, and he walked with the warmth of the treetops at the end of spring.

Yu Luo stretched out his hand and put it in the warm sun, and suddenly hooked the corner of his mouth and said, "That's it, it's the boy I fancy, and I have always had a good eye." ”

Then there was a long silence, and after a while, Yu Luo heard Chu Pan ask her: "Yu Luo, from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, after so long, do you still like Zhang Xu?" ”

Has it been so long? Yu Luo thought about it, he didn't seem to know the starting point when he liked Zhang Xu, at first it was because this boy was so good-looking, so he wanted to be nice to him and wanted to be good friends with him. When did it start? I hope that when he gives to him, he can also respond to her a little bit.

I can't remember, I've liked someone for a long time, and many important time points are blurred.

But she still didn't know how to answer, the boy was out of sight, and there was a rainbow hidden in the mist in the sun.

She wanted to ask, what about you? Chu Pan, what about you? When did you like Zhang Xu? So long? Why do you still like him? But she didn't ask, and it didn't make sense to ask, those girls who stuffed love letters into the belly of Zhang Xu's table in the first year of high school, if they asked one by one and knew the answer, what could they do? And it can't be anything.

When Yu Luo came back to his senses, Zhang Xu had already returned, sitting in his seat, looking at Yu Luo upright.

He always chose to sit in the penultimate row, with a pillar next to him, this person is really a person who can live, and that place is indeed a good place to "see all the mountains and small places".

Yu Luo stared at him from afar, tilted his head and opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.

"Zhang Xu, I'll sit here with you in the next class." Instead, Chu Pan ran over and looked at Zhang Xu expectantly, just blocking the line of sight of the intersection.

Zhang Xu frowned and glanced at her, "There are people here." ”

"Who? I'll swap with her! Chu Pan turned his head to look at Yu Luo, and his eyes were full of the meaning of declaring the army to seize the master.

Yu Luo suddenly had a flame in his heart, a menacing flame. She walked back to her seat, flipped through the books piled up on the table, and then pulled out a chemistry book "Small Fuss" from the middle, she walked up to Chu Pan and said word by word: "I, don't change." ”

Zhang Xu moved a position inside, and when Yu Luo sat down, he lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth raised a particularly obvious amplitude. Chu Pan didn't say anything and turned around and went back to his seat, Yu Luo glared at Zhang Xu, and then opened the book to read the question.

Zhang Xu also closed the general review of mathematics on the table rarely, replaced it with a general review of biology, put his hand on the table, and leaned his arm against Yu Luo's arm, he laughed lightly, and lowered his head to read the book in a good mood.

There were still two minutes left after class, Yu Luo closed the chemistry practice, looked sideways at Zhang Xu's biological data, and looked down at the eight multiple-choice questions, right.

She stretched out her hand and took the pen to tick out all the wrong questions, looked at him with a frown, and said, "These are a bit of a problem." ”

Zhang Xu glanced at the few questions she had ticked out, and asked her seriously, "I'll take you home to meet your parents after school later, will you go?" ”

Yu Luo......

After class, Yu Luo sat on the grass with fans and watched the teacher running on the football field while eating, and Lao Geng was also among them.

Yu Luo likes the attached middle school very much, not only because there are Lao Geng and Lao Chu here, but also because the teachers of the attached middle school have a free soul.

Maybe at the end of class, you pack your schoolbag and look up to see that the teacher has unconsciously walked to the door, just waiting for the bell to ring, rushing to the cafeteria and the army of students to grab food or run to the playground.

There are many student activities, many teachers, tug-of-war, basketball games, football games, dance forest competitions, ...... It's all about the daily festival celebrations, and you'll see teachers competing with students for training in a corner of the playground.

Perhaps the bodies nourished by the mountain springs are more yearning for freedom and hope, and the classroom is not only books, but also the anecdotes and life experiences of each teacher.

But Yu Luo still underestimated that these free souls are still honorable teachers, for example, they and other high school teachers have told the same lie: classmates, fortunately, it doesn't matter if you are tired and tired, when you go to college, it will be easy.

A year later, Yu Luotong's classmates who repeated their studies also had two experiences summed up by those yearning students, one of which was not to go out of the province easily; Second, is college easy? The high school teacher lied to you again.

Lao Geng probably couldn't run, holding his waist next to the goal and panting, the head teacher of the sixth class took the opportunity to kick in a ball, and everyone applauded to end the battle.

When the teachers are gone, there are only a few students scattered on the football field, and maybe there are some young couples who are committing crimes against the wind and waves on the cusp of the storm, and the two of them slowly press the playground, touching their shoulders from time to time, and then the girl shyly looks up at the boy next to her.

Yu Luo sat on the parallel bars, looking at the world that was slowly darkening, his heart suddenly calmed down and was terrifying, since the third year of high school, he had never been so calm, even if there was a gust of wind blowing at this moment, it couldn't stir up much wind and waves.

When the little couple also left, a few words suddenly popped up in Yu Luo's mind.

If you don't forget, there will be an echo.

However, she is now very afraid of Zhang Xu's repercussions, this long-awaited relationship makes Yu Luo feel scared, she is afraid that Zhang Xu will suddenly ignore herself again next time, what should she do, desperate likes make her insecure. Between them, there were still many unclear questions, she didn't know how to ask, and Zhang Xu refused to take the initiative to say.

For example, he never mentioned the phone bill to her, and even hung up her so coldly after paying the phone bill for her.

Another example is the bowl of noodles, although Zhang Xu made all these things for her good, even if she misunderstood him, he didn't explain, if no one else came to Yu Luo to say, she might have always thought him was strange.

Do you still like Zhang Xu?

Hulo heard a voice ask her.

Do I still like Zhang Xu?

Do I still want to like Zhang Xu?

Yu Luo shook his head, eager to throw all these unrealistic things out of his mind, but it was obviously useless, so he decided to go upstairs to see the effect of the writing questions faster.

Jumping off the parallel bars, Yu Luo turned his head and saw Zhang Xu, who was leaning on the horizontal bar behind her and looking at her, Yu Luo asked him, "How long have you been here?" ”

Zhang Xu shook his head, he asked Yu Luo rhetorically, "Yu Luo, can you still like me?" ”

Yu Luo stood there looking at him, could he still like it? Yu Luo thought for a moment and replied to him, "I feel that the soles of my feet are empty, and I can't step on the ground." ”

Zhang Xu walked up to her step by step, Zhang Xu touched her head and said, "Think about it, don't worry, think slowly." ”

After writing a set of rationalization, Yu Luo went to bed and saw the Penguin message that Zhang Xu sent her.

"It's rare...... Yu Luo then sent a message: "It's rare to see you online once." ”

"Do you still like me? …… Can you still like me? He repeated the question three times.

Yu Luo replied honestly: "I don't know. Zhang Xu, I don't know what I think, and I don't know what you think. ”

After a long time, the phone lit up, and a lot of caution fell in the dialog box, Yu Luo looked at the message at the bottom: "I miss you." ”

Yu Luo didn't dream that day, and slept until dawn.