part 399
In front of him is still the same as he remembers, but when, why are his clear eyes full of sadness.
Sun Yingchen seemed to have waited for a century, and she seemed to feel that she was about to run out of patience.
Finally, Bai Siyuan slowly spoke, and said word by word: "Even if I know the ending, I will still agree." ”
Sun Yingchen suddenly laughed, and said to himself: "Bai Siyuan, Bai Siyuan, do you owe me, or do I owe you, why are you still willing to give me the right to hurt you." ”
Bai Siyuan pretended not to understand, just looked at her, but did not speak, but there was a throbbing pain in his heart, how much he wanted to tell her, "Xiao Chen, I have all remembered, I have remembered, if I tell you now, then is it not, you also plan to hide it from me, why did you miss so much, why did you let you go through this." ”
"The news of my illness, that's all you know." Sun Yingchen looked at him with a firm gaze, but her next sentence was like a hard-hearted woman: "I don't want my remaining time to be stained with too many tears." ”
What cruel words, Bai Siyuan looked at her, so sad that he couldn't breathe, how could he not be contaminated with too many tears, and the tears that fell from his midnight dream were not evidence that two people loved each other.
"Bai Siyuan, let me ask you again, are you willing, promise me, and accompany me to play a play." Sun Yingchen looked at him, and there seemed to be a trace of friendship in his eyes, but it was only fleeting, because Sun Yingchen knew that Bai Siyuan now had no friendship with him at all, maybe he was only sympathetic to her now, after all, his condition must have known for a long time.
Bai Siyuan looked at her, with good-looking eyebrows and eyes, and his eyes were firm, and finally nodded and said softly: "Yes, I am willing." ”
Bai Siyuan knows Sun Yingchen too well, she would rather embarrass herself than embarrass others, so if she and her think about it at the beginning, I'm afraid that Sun Yingchen will find a place where there is no one and fend for himself, once he thinks of such an ending, he is so sad that he is about to die.
How cruel, is there only so little time in this life?
Sun Yingchen, no matter what you want to do, as long as you want to, I will achieve it for you, not with the mission.
Finally, Sun Yingchen was discharged from the hospital after repeated requests, and the doctor looked at Sun Yingchen's stubbornness, but after all, he just shook his head and said; "Do it yourself."
Just a few words have already drawn an end to her life.
Bai Siyuan once asked her: "You can only get good care in the hospital, why don't you want it?" ”
Sun Yingchen smiled and said, "Because I don't like it." ”
At that moment, she seemed to have returned to her school days, laughing insolently on campus, she was still the happy Sun Yingchen, as if she had never been injured.
"I hate the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, you know, there should be 10,000 possibilities in life, but now my only possibility is to stop going against my heart." Sun Yingchen was still smiling, with good-looking peach blossom eyes.
Bai Siyuan just looked at her like this, he always knew that her eyes were very good-looking, and the curvature of those eyes when she smiled was particularly beautiful, and he was afraid that such an arc would slowly disappear, and then tears flowed from her eyes.
Bai Siyuan couldn't remember how long he hadn't seen her smile, as if since she was with herself, her smile had become forbearing, it was a kind of maturity that made people grow up suddenly, and this smile was brought to her by herself.
"Bai Siyuan, now you don't remember anything, do you know, I'd rather you don't think about it for the rest of your life, because if you remember, will you cry." Sun Yingchen suddenly smiled, and then said: "Maybe I'm being amorous by myself, how can it be, if you really still have affection for me, how can you bear to forget me." ”
At that moment, Bai Siyuan's nose was sour, yes, he had forgotten her, and he said something like that on the premise of knowing that she was there: "I don't want to remember, it's better to be okay." "He has already made a decision, said heartless words, why has it been himself who has hurt her from beginning to end, why?
Out of the gate of the hospital, Bai Siyuan's car was parked there, he looked back at Sun Yingchen and said, "I heard that you are taking the driving school." ”
The breeze floats gently, a rare good day.
Most of the clouds in the sky are mostly floating in the sky, and the beauty is so unreal, but you can see it when you look up, so clearly.
Sun Yingchen's windbreaker rustled in the wind, affecting not only the hem of her clothes, but also her restless heart.
"yes, I'm learning driving school, but ...... I'm afraid I won't be able to complete that graduation certificate, it turns out that in the end, I still owe my master, so that his pass rate is still maintained at 99.9%, and I really deserve to die. Sun Yingchen smiled and said: "Bai Siyuan, I still want to thank you, I know that this matter has nothing to do with you, but once you help, it will inevitably make Lu Heng blame you, do you know, your nod has helped me a lot." ”
Bai Siyuan didn't speak, but walked towards the car with her all the way.
Sun Yingchen sat in the co-pilot's seat, at the moment she felt dizzy and dizzy, it seemed to be sleepy, after she fastened her seat belt, she fell asleep so deeply, there is no place for her to fall asleep so peacefully, maybe this position is too familiar, Bai Siyuan has never changed the car, or this car, or the same position, the small pendant on the car and the configuration in the car have not been changed, or those in the memory, too familiar, like you are tired for a while, Finally back to a safe home, such a familiar bed, you can sleep on your head.
Yes, such a familiar place did evoke too many memories of Sun Yingchen, and gradually, she fell asleep.
When Bai Siyuan started the car, he saw her sleeping deeply, the corners of her lips had a slight curvature, she was smiling, did she have herself in her dreams, or did the person who made her smile willingly no longer be herself.
Why, why are you still unwilling, or sad, didn't Bai Siyuan let go of her hand in the morning?
The car drove past the community of Sun Yingchen's house, the car turned off, Sun Yingchen was still asleep, Bai Siyuan just looked at her quietly, I don't know why, he suddenly gave birth to a desolate feeling, obviously such a fresh person, but she will still face the difference, such a dull difference.
Sun Yingchen, I remembered, please let me make up for you, the last period of your life.