"Love is a matter of two people, and like you are now, whether it is one person or three people, it will be very painful." Life is so short, why bother with love.

Xu Lu's words were very tactful, but Cheng Qinqin understood very well that from beginning to end, it was her own wishful thinking, so she was the only one who suffered.

"Auntie, you know, I can't control myself, it's been eleven years, half of my life has been spent loving him, how is it possible, just let it go?"

Cheng Qinqin smiled bitterly, the expression on her face was a decadence that did not match her age at all.

Cheng Qinqin herself, it's not that she hasn't tried, many years ago, when Zhan Moming brought Qin Yiying back to Zhan's house for the first time and said that she was his sister, she thought about letting go, but failed, not only failed to let go, but made herself fall deeper and deeper.

Xu Lu felt very uncomfortable, what did this child, who was loved by herself as a daughter, go through in the past two years to make her show such a hopeless look.

"I know, it's impossible to let go so quickly, but you can take your time, as long as you're willing to try to get rid of him, there's hope. First of all, you have to try to get in touch with other men, and maybe, you will find that there are still many men who are better than Zhan Moming. Xu Lu persuaded him.

"No, Auntie, I ...... here" Cheng Qinqin pointed to the location of her heart, smiled helplessly, and said softly: "Here, there is no place, there is no place at all." ”

What's more, Cheng Qinqin herself doesn't want to get rid of Zhan Moming at all, at least, now, she doesn't want to get rid of it.

Maybe one day in the future, when her passion and her heat are burned out, she will take the initiative to leave Moming and try to live a new life, but not now.

Now, she still loves the man who bruises herself.

Love to the bone, love to the point of inextrication.

Even if "the mountains have no tombs, the rivers are exhausted, the winter thunder and earthquakes, the summer rain and snow, the heaven and the earth are together", as long as the love is not extinguished, love will not die.

This is also a message sent to him when Cheng Qinqin resolutely decided to leave Huaguo and pursue Zhan Moming despite everyone's opposition.

It's just that since the stalemate with the Zhan family, no matter what message Cheng Qinqin sent, Zhan Moming has not replied, and I don't know if he saw it, perhaps, when he saw that it was his own information, he deleted it directly, or he had already blocked his own information.

In fact, although everyone knows that Cheng Qinqin likes Zhan Moming, until now, except for the message that shows his intentions, Cheng Qinqin has never really confessed to Zhan Moming.

As for why, maybe this feeling is too hard, and it has long been integrated into every bit of life.

"How do you know if you don't try, you just have too narrow a contact area, in this world, there is not only Zhan Moming, a man." Xu Lu really doesn't look down on this man, although, in the past, she was also proud of this eldest nephew, but now, as far as he started beating women, Xu Lu despised him to the ground.

I really don't understand, how can this weak woman bear it, she really feels sorry for Cheng Qinqin.

Cheng Qinqin understands that Xu Lu is for her own good, but she also understands that even though there is not only Zhan Moming and a man in this world, but in this world, there is only one man, Zhan Moming.

She understands that she just "doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, and doesn't cry when you don't see the coffin." ”

"Auntie, I just don't want to leave people with regrets." That's why she is so desperate, if she still can't save Zhan Moming when she is exhausted, she will accept her fate.

"Child, life is not all about love. The world is the same without anyone, and we just hope that you can be kind to yourself. "For yourself, and for those who love you.

In the end, in order to reassure her grandmother and Xu Lu, Cheng Qinqin agreed to go on a blind date, anyway, she just went to meet and complete the task, and she would not have anything to lose.

After seeing it, he said that he didn't like it.

Love, this kind of thing, itself depends on fate, if it can't be done, they can't blame themselves.

So, Cheng Qinqin's blind date road began.

Xu Lu also did her homework before she started arranging a blind date for Cheng Qinqin, for fear that because she had no experience and was not thoughtful, she would hurt her.

Xu Lu chartered a very atmospheric café as a venue for Cheng Qinqin's blind date.

In doing so, firstly, it saves the trouble of choosing a location for the two young people, and secondly, it is also for safety to avoid men taking Cheng Qinqin to places that are indiscriminate.

This is not Xu Lu's "heart of a villain, the belly of a gentleman", blind date, it is a matter of entrusting people.

For those men, Xu Lu has only seen their photos, and the specific personal and family situations are all from the other party's introducer, and there must be no lack of them, in line with the principle of matchmaking, out of kindness, and deliberately beautify the ingredients, so Xu Lu also kept an extra eye.

After all, Cheng Qinqin is a simple-minded, sweet-looking girl, and it seems that she belongs to the type that is easily deceived.