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Gu Xinyue suddenly wanted to get out of the car because she was now more and more unable to face Zheng Jiangong's love.

She felt that the air in the car made her so depressed that she could not breathe.

Just ran out of the car, trying to calm herself down in the cold night air, but unexpectedly, Zheng Jiangong had already draped his coat over her shoulders.

Gu Xinyue turned her head and looked at Zheng Jiangong with a concerned face.

Mouth...... But it still can't be opened.

"New moon? What happened to you? Motion sickness? ”

Gu Xinyue lowered her head, not knowing how to face Zheng Jiangong, who was still imagining a bright future for the two of them in front of her just now.

"I ...... Some dizziness. ”

Zheng Jiangong was very anxious, and he only thought about Gu Xinyue in his heart, but he didn't think about why she suddenly felt uncomfortable at this time.

"Dizziness? Or...... Shall I send you back to rest first? ”

Gu Xinyue didn't move.

Head against all the time.

"I ...... I'm fine...... I just want to...... Breathe some fresh air. ”

Zheng Jiangong sighed slightly, Gu Xinyue didn't know if he was lost or because of something else.

The guilt in her heart was already tormenting her to the point of being out of breath.

Zheng Jiangong's slightest reaction now will make up a lot of things in her mind, making her feel embarrassed.

Now Gu Xinyue felt that she was simply a bastard who was playing with other people's feelings.

However, in front of the gentle and considerate Zheng Jiangong, she really couldn't bear to speak.

Zheng Jiangong looked up at the sky.

The weather tonight was fine and there were no clouds.

There were many bright stars, blinking mysteriously above the heads of the two men, as if they were spying on their respective hearts.

"Crescent, you say...... Am I putting a lot of pressure on you? ”

Gu Xinyue tilted her head slightly, but did not look at him.

There was no way she could answer this question.

Zheng Jiangong continued: "Actually, I also know...... Like I said, we've only been together for such a short time, and now and later...... It's too early...... But I ...... But I've begun to fantasize about what life will be like when we get married. ”

Zheng Jiangong's voice was still excited, Gu Xinyue was infected by his excitement, and her hands subconsciously tightened the clothes on her shoulders.

Zheng Jiangong hadn't noticed her reaction yet, and was still muttering.

"But...... Sometimes I just can't control myself, and I often find myself that I giggle inexplicably, and whenever I think of you, I always feel lucky. ”

Gu Xinyue was about to raise her head just now, but when she heard this, she fell down heavily again.

She didn't know what else she could do now except avoid Zheng Jiangong's eyes.

His passion, his obsession, and his unbreakable sense of belonging, everything about him is touched by himself.

But I don't have the courage to face all of this now.

Your love...... It's beautiful...... You're not wrong, never......

All the mistakes are caused by my own cowardice......

Zheng Jiangong laughed again: "I've known you for so many years, and you know it...... I've liked you for so many years...... Over the years, I've thought, perhaps...... The intersection of the two of us in this life is only as a friend...... I don't dare to dream and fantasize...... If one day...... If we can really be together, how happy should I be? ”

The "friendship" of these years now seems, how ironic.

Gu Xinyue asked herself.

Have you really never felt anything wrong with such a relationship?

You know that he doesn't just see you as a friend, but what about you?

In addition to letting the relationship between two people go into the quagmire little by little, what have you done?

In this world, there are very few cases where a man and a woman can become a friendship.

Most friendships are just one not talking about it, and the other pretending not to know.

Gu Xinyue and Zheng Jiangong, that's it.

"But...... Hahaha...... God is still not thin on me, I finally waited, I can hold your hand now, I don't ask for anything, I just hope to hold your hand for the rest of my life. ”

He stretched out his hand and held Gu Xinyue's hand again, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world, cherishing and loving.

"This life is too short, I want to ...... Even on the last day of my life, I'm still too short to spend enough time with you...... But...... People must always be content...... It doesn't matter, this life is over, and there is the next life and the next life...... I'm sure I'll still find you, right? ”

After all, Gu Xinyue had eyes and didn't dare to speak.

Zheng Jiangong slowly looked away from the side of her face and looked at the overlapping hands of the two people.

"I was kicked out of the position of director by Song Zhenggong before, and I did think about it at that time...... With my status, an ordinary clerical job, what else can I expect to daydream? But...... Thank you...... Thank you for giving me this opportunity, I know times like this...... I shouldn't say words of gratitude, you don't do this to make me grateful to you, but ...... But I ...... I am so grateful for everything you have done for me! ”

Gu Xinyue became more and more ashamed because of Zheng Jiangong's words.

What exactly have I done for him?

What did I give him?

Was it a few short dates that were absent-minded?

Or is it this kind of "deception" that has never been taken for granted by itself?

I don't deserve such pure love from him.

Except for demanding, in this relationship, only the doomed harm can bring him.

Zheng Jiangong's expression was a little gloomy just now, but suddenly he became cheerful and optimistic again.

He suddenly kissed the back of Gu Xinyue's hand gently.

That kiss made Gu Xinyue even more embarrassed.

"It's okay now...... Now everything is fine! I can finally make a career again and work hard for my career! As long as you do well enough on this mission, I can make your life good! ”

On the ground, Zheng Jiangong gently held Gu Xinyue's shoulders and looked at her seriously.

Gu Xinyue raised her head, and her heart was pierced by the sincerity and purity in the other party's eyes.

Zheng Jiangong looked at her with a smile and said, "New Moon! Trust me, it's coming! Maybe...... It won't take me more than three years to get back to my old position! Then...... I can go and ask Uncle Gu and Aunt Gu with dignity and ask them to ...... Marry you to me! ”

Gu Xinyue's eyes were obviously suffocated.

Every time this longing was mentioned by Zheng Jiangong, Gu Xinyue felt more guilty in her heart.

Her frowning brows made Zheng Jiangong's tone soften slightly.

"Of course...... I know these are not that important to you, you are not the kind of person who values the other person's origin and background, but I ...... I'm going to try to be good, I'm going to try to make myself worthy of you! ”

He misunderstood what she meant.

The blindness brought about by his beloved made Zheng Jiangong always mistakenly accept Gu Xinyue's reaction.

"Crescent, you're ...... to me. It's wonderful...... I don't know if I can express clearly how important you are to me! But I know very well that it's you...... It's because I love you that I ...... I want to be a better version of myself! ”

Gu Xinyue began to dodge his gaze again.

Zheng Jiangong also lowered his head suddenly, trying to make his words sound less deliberate.

"I know all too much about romantic rhetoric, but I believe that this is the beauty of love, it makes me brave and confident! Being with you makes me feel like I deserve to live better! ”

Zheng Jiangong's words were so sincere that Gu Xinyue's heart was poked tightly for a while.

In his eyes, there will always be only Gu Xinyue, and she is the whole world.

Gu Xinyue could hear it clearly, but she finally understood that Zheng Jiangong had no other life goals other than her now.

If he left him now, he would be left with nothing but sadness and loneliness.

That......

Do I really have to make it clear to him at such a time?

But I don't make it clear...... What should he do if he gets deeper and deeper?

Gu Xinyue clenched her fists tightly and used all her strength, but she only asked softly, "You...... I'm taking on a new case. ”

The answer to this question, in fact, Zheng Jiangong has already said the whole way.

Gu Xinyue clearly didn't listen to what he said, but Zheng Jiangong nodded proudly after listening to it: "Yes!" I'm already working on a new case! ”

At this time...... Do you really want to deal a blow to him?

Maybe...... Wait...... Wait until his job stabilizes......

Right!

I'm really sorry for him, and in my heart, it's clear that there is another person living there!

But......

I should have waited a little longer.

When he gets back to what he wants to do, when he can at least make some progress in his career......

By that time......

Even if he loses me, at least ......

He has other things to do.

Raising her head, Gu Xinyue nodded: "Then you...... Then you should take it seriously......"

Zheng Jiangong smiled brightly and nodded: "Don't worry, don't you know my ability?" How can there be a case that I can't handle! ”

As he spoke, Zheng Jiangong's expression suddenly darkened a little.

Gu Xinyue frowned: "What?" ”

Zheng Jiangong sighed: "But this case will take some time...... Fear...... I can't come to see you every day. ”

Gu Xinyue didn't know in her heart, now hearing him say this, it was not good news.

Maybe the two people don't come into contact so often, and wait until that day comes...... Can it help him relieve some of his pain?

Gu Xinyue shook her head slightly: "It's okay...... Work matters...... And...... I'll go to see you from time to time. ”

After Zheng Jiangong listened, his eyes suddenly bent into a slit.

This was the first time he had heard that Gu Xinyue would take the initiative to find him!

"Really?"

Gu Xinyue nodded.

In front of him, it was clear that he was smiling innocently like a child, but in his heart, he was entangled and hesitant, full of guilt.

I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry......

Meritorious ...... One day, will you hate me, if you will, I won't blame you, it was my fault that brought the two of us to this embarrassing situation today.

You should have your own life, and I shouldn't bother, but I ......

You work hard, and in the last days, I will definitely do a good job in the role of a girlfriend, and I will try to make you happy no matter what the result is......

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