"What the fuck are you talking about, don't you know what I'm here with you for?" Jiang Nuan's tears flowed down his face. "Bai Luo, you've changed......" she muttered to herself, stunned.

People are always like this, when they don't want to admit it, they cover it up with something else. They tell themselves that the truth is what they think it is, and that what others say is malicious speculation.

At this time, Jiang Nuan successfully hypnotized herself with this kind of lie she constructed herself. She denied that she was frightened by this overstretched life, and she told herself that it was someone else who had changed, and that she was not at fault at all.

When people are angry, they tend to be speechless. "Jiang Nuan, do you really think I didn't hear you when you were on the phone with your mother?" Bai Luo said with a sneer.

The two people who used to be so sweet that they unveiled each other's ugliest side at this time, they held a knife in the name of love in their hands, and then plunged deeply into each other's hearts.

Seeing that the knife was still trickling with blood, the two still refused to let go. They love each other in this way of hurting each other, and at the same time torture each other to death.

When he heard this sentence come out of Bai Luo's mouth, Jiang Nuan couldn't help but shudder. It's April now, and the temperature has gradually risen. In the hottest days, even a knitted jacket is enough to keep you warm.

But why did Jiang Nuan feel so cold, the cold that emanated from her bones spread all over her body, making her powerless to deal with it. Her lips trembled, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't utter a single syllable.

That night, Jiang Nuan's mother suddenly called to inquire about her marriage to Bai Luo. At that time, Bai Luo was taking a bath, so she secretly took her mobile phone and stood on the balcony to answer the phone.

When her mother asked her when she and Bai Luo planned to get married, Jiang Nuan replied that she didn't want to think about these things for the time being. She said she felt that people in big cities were too complicated and said that she wanted to go home. said that it was better to find someone near home to marry, so that it would be easy for her to be close to home.

Although she said these words just to coax her mother, as for how much sincerity was in it, I'm afraid only she knows.

Seeing that Jiang Nuan in front of him didn't speak, Bai Luo suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly. His eyes were scarlet, and he looked like a bloodthirsty Shura. "How sincere did the two of us be?" He paused word by word, and asked this sentence with difficulty.

It's like a game between two hedgehogs, stabbing each other, and they won't be much better. But they would rather be a person who bleeds for the rest of their lives with a wound than walk away with a smile from then on.

Nearly six years of relationship, six years, that is a girl's best youth. But with Bai Luo, Jiang Nuan has never regretted it. Even if she can't even eat now, she just feels tired, but she has never regretted it.

Now, however, how could he say such a thing? Jiang Nuan's tears surged even more, she clenched her fists hard, all the bones on the back of her hand protruded from her skin, and the blue and purple blood vessels were clearly visible.

She stared at Bai Luo, both of them looked like there was a fire burning in their eyes, and it seemed like a piece of ground glass, and they couldn't see anything real.

In a trance, she remembered the child again. A child who was strangled in the cradle by her before he had time to see the world.

When she swallowed those white pills, she wasn't afraid, but she didn't want to embarrass Bai Luo. In fact, the most important thing is that she is afraid. She was afraid that this child would be born without a father.

So she killed him, and ended his life before he realized so much hardship and unhappiness in this world, before he knew it.

Lin Qingqing and Ou Yuanlan stood aside, and neither of them went up to persuade them. They just watched quietly, but they felt powerless.

Emotional matters can only be solved by feelings, and in addition, no matter how much others persuade them, it is in vain. If the paper window in the middle is going to be pierced sooner or later, then let it break, and things won't be worse than they are now.

Before the temperature in this room dropped to freezing, Bai Luo chose to leave temporarily. "Let's be separated for a while." He turned and walked out.

Jiang Nuan deserved not to be retained, and she had no reason to retain. She was the one who quarreled first, and she was the one who was aggressive, so what reason did she have to keep it?

In order not to make things develop into an uncontrollable situation, Lin Qingqing lightly bumped Ou Yuanlan with his elbow and motioned for him to go see Bai Luo. In fact, there is no need for Lin Qingqing to signal, Ou Yuanlan also has this intention.

The two men always communicate better with each other, there is nothing to beat around the bush, and they are more comfortable with each other. After a few glasses of wine and a drunken one, everything should be back to normal.

Only Jiang Nuan, who was standing still, and Lin Qingqing, who was looking at her distressedly, were left in the room. "Nuan Nuan, go take a shower, shall you?" I don't know how long I stood like this, but Lin Qingqing finally couldn't help but remind her.

Jiang Nuan finally moved, and she sighed into the air. "It's finally come to this." She grinned, squeezing out a bleak smile.

At this time, her tears had dried up, her eyes were full of sorrow and desolation, but there was an inappropriate smile on her face, which made people feel sad when they looked at it.

Step by step, Lin Qingqing walked to Jiang Nuan's side. She reached out and hugged the girl, just like many years ago, when she first told Jiang Nuan that she was an orphan, she reached out and hugged herself.

This hug doesn't mean that much, it just represents a hint that I'm there. Sometimes words of comfort are far less than actions, and a hug is worth a thousand words.

"Qingqing, I really love him so much...... Jiang Nuan hugged Lin Qingqing back, and then rested his head on her shoulder. Tears fell down her cheeks and wet Lin Qingqing's shoulders.

"Qingqing, you know, I'm really tired and scared." Jiang Nuan said while crying. "I dreamed of marrying him, but I never thought that one day we would not even be able to eat, I was afraid that I would become a burden to him, and I was afraid that we would have to live like this for the rest ......of our lives."

From these intermittent words, Lin Qingqing heard Jiang Nuan's helplessness. In fact, how could she not understand this girl's thoughts?

She is not one of those rich second generations who was born with fine clothes and food to stretch out her hands and open her mouth for food, and she can't even reach an ordinary family. She knows too well the feeling of worrying about the next meal, and she knows too well the fear of being homeless at any time if she can't pay her rent.

Besides, Jiang Nuan is not her, although this girl is not a rich second generation, but her parents are in the system, she has not worried about food and clothing since she was a child, and she has not suffered much. Now that I suddenly have to face life, it is reasonable to be afraid.

However, there are always things in life that are beyond our reach, and if you don't encounter these things, you will really think that this is the end of your life.