Because I? Yu Luo looked at the phone for a long time, how many times did Zhang Xu answer her like this? She didn't know what to do, but she did have some things in her heart that suddenly came alive, those things that were destroyed before because of the college entrance examination, and things that were washed away by tears because of disappointment. She watched the fading sunset in front of the window, and the special prompt on her mobile phone kept ringing, as if she had planned a symphony, as if she was celebrating something. Yu Luo picked up his mobile phone and read the long dialog boxes word by word.

"I know it's probably useless to say it now, maybe it's just making it more uncomfortable, but I still want to tell you that I'm afraid I'll regret it if I don't say it. I once thought that if I sent that message that day, and you didn't reply to me or anything else, I would just leave and never disturb your life again, but you haven't changed, you are still Yu Luo I know, I just thought, I just want to be selfish, so that at least, you won't hate me, even if you may not forgive. ”

"I'm with Wen Jing, it's really because of you. I'm sorry I promised you to come back on Thursday but didn't come back as promised. My grandmother died, my parents quarreled and divorced, my mother dropped me out of school, and I lost my mobile phone in my hometown. I borrowed the big god's mobile phone and was about to call you, but before it could be dialed out, my mother urged me to leave, I was so scared at that time, I really felt that I would never see you again, afraid that you would be angry because I didn't come back, and even more afraid that you would forget me. Later, after a long time in this struggle, I got a new phone, but I didn't dare to call you. My mother was afraid that my father would find us and locked me in a small airtight house, and through the iron gate, I saw many students waiting for the bus with books, and they may also be working hard for the college entrance examination, just like you. But unlike me, I dropped out of school, my parents divorced, I can only live in such a small room every day, I have no future, my life is only such darkness from now on. ”

"Yulo, do you know despair? At that time, my heart was full of despair, I felt that I could no longer be the Zhang Xu you liked, I couldn't see the light of life, I always woke up from dreams, I always dreamed that you didn't want me anymore, you said I didn't deserve it, said I hated me, laughed at me. Yu Luo, I always fantasize about your life in the dark, you get up, step on the bus, when the first ray of sunshine is on your shoulder, you may have reached the intersection, you may have forgotten about me, so you don't stop for a moment when passing there, you write a lot of questions every day, so the types of questions encountered in the exam have basically been done, so the accuracy rate is very high, the results of the exam are out, you are the first in the class again, maybe still the grade. You don't know how good you are, every teacher likes you, they are always proud to let us take you as an example, they love you very much, they are like parents who see their children take the first exam, they are quiet on the surface, but they are happy in their hearts. Yu Luo, I'm always worried that if I don't pay attention, you will be abducted, there are always many good people around you, Jiang Lu won't talk about it, he is actually not a very good boy, jealousy and scheming are heavy, but he won't hurt you, that's fine. What I'm really worried about is Jiang Shi and Chu Jie, Jiang Shi likes it for so long, and you even got into the top ten, just to be able to appear on the same paper with you, he is so good to you, I am ashamed of myself, I am indeed not as good as him. Chu Jie, I remember when I didn't know you before, he told me with a smile that the girl in our group is so cute, round, cute, it looks really like pinching, her name is Yu Luo, the representative of the Chinese class, she is really literate, and the name of the group is really good, I must meet her next time. ”

"Chu Jie is the first person to know that I like you, and it is also the friend I am most afraid of losing, how lucky can I be, I can make you like it at that time, and I may be able to compare with others, a little bit of joy, but I don't dare to compare with Chu Jie, he has a good personality, he is also good-looking, and he can really be good to you, love what you love, and be better to you than to everyone. I can't, I'm the kind of personality I am, I was very repulsive at first. I always think that my girlfriend should be good-looking, tall, thin, and temperamental, and have a similar temper as me. But you don't fit at all, you're very smart, smart girls are all people, there is a sense of distance. You're probably the first inverse I've encountered, why don't you have the consciousness of being the first at all? Why am I so cold to you, and you can still look at me with a smile? I don't know when I like you, I don't talk to other people like you, I like to see you lying on my desk looking at me with a smile, talking to me, or seeing you write questions quietly. I can't understand it, I started to pay attention to you, strange girl, it's stupid to give someone a piece of grass and comfort others, but when I hear you laugh at yourself like that, I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. ”

"I face up to this relationship after Xiang Yun's incident, yes, Chu Jie is right, she meets all my requirements for a girlfriend, she is tall and beautiful, but I hate her very much, I hate her proximity, I hate that you look indifferent, obviously say that I am from your male god, you are really a liar. I really want to get to know you well, you said to protect me, I've never said this to me for so many years. I vaguely remember the first time I saw you, you stood behind me, poked your head to see Lao Chu talking to my mother, looking short and stupid, I thought you were here to sign up for junior high school, but I didn't expect that one day I would like a little fool like you. ”

"Everyone knows that you like me, only I don't know, because only I know, your feelings for me are just dependent, like a child seeing a favorite toy, can't put it down, but only for a moment, and I'm different, I like you, I want to hide you, it's best if you can only see me. Yu Luo, you don't know, I like you, how uncomfortable it is to like you, I indulge you so much, I was full of rejection at first, and then I didn't even dare to have rejection, I just hope to see you, every day, every hour. I learn to coax you, wait for you at the intersection, always afraid that you will slip and fall on the stairs, you always love to jump when you walk, I don't know if they will take care of you if you are next to other people. I have encountered many interesting things, and the first thing I thought of was to tell you, but you pig-headed are always inexplicable and angry without asking the reason. It's okay to get angry and scold me for beating me, but you always leave without a sound, and always say that you hate me, say don't bother me, if you leave, it's the beginning of all my sorrows. ”

"I don't know what happened in the days I left, I told myself many times that I had to leave you, and finally I gave up, I was afraid, you would forget me, afraid that there would be other people around you, afraid that the whole world would know that you liked other people, even if we don't have a future, even if we take different paths in the future, it doesn't matter, I can still go to you, I have long legs, I walk fast, I can catch up, I think, I want to tell you, I like you, I want us to be together. I finally got the password of my neighbor's Wi-Fi and sent you a message, and I want to wait until you answer me, and then write a long sentence to tell you that I like you, and I think clearly, very clearly, we are going to be together. ”

"But my long sentence hasn't been typed yet, the message prompts, you say let's be strangers back, I was stunned for a long time, and finally deleted all those words, I'll send, okay. Later, I turned off my phone and slept with my head covered for a long time. My mother took me to her friend's house to stay, it was a coincidence, it was quiet, I drank a lot of wine, she took care of me, she said she liked me, I was drunk, and nodded in a trance. When I woke up, I couldn't change it, she sent a message, everyone knows, we're together, and I have to be responsible for her. ”

Yu Luo didn't know what to say for a moment, how could he feel so fake, like the plot of a novel. She thought for a while and sent: "So that's the case, I'm sorry, at that time, Xu Lu told me that you sent Chu Pan home, I was very uncomfortable, so I said that." ”

"It's just that she's scared, she has to send her, I want to send you too, I also brought it up, but you left by yourself, Yu Luo, you always make me feel that you don't need me at all."

Yu Luoyou was stunned for a while, then thought about it and changed the topic and said: "Wen Jing is very good, grade flower, beautiful, and you are also matched, I don't know who to envy when you are together, it's good, you are talented and beautiful, and your parents still know each other." ”

"Yu Luo, are you still angry? Wen Jing I don't like her, I just wanted to be responsible at that time, otherwise I wouldn't have to wait until then, on New Year's Day in my sophomore year of high school, I told you that there was someone who confessed to me, that is, Wen Jing. ”

“？？？” Yu Luo almost fell out of bed in fright, "Wen Jing, I confessed to you before?" You didn't even see it before! ”

"I have this heart, I can only love one person."

Yu Luo looked at this sentence and fell into thought, she didn't know what to ask, and whether she should continue to talk. Zhang Xu obviously took this issue into consideration, and the message prompted, "Then Yu Luo, can you still forgive me?" ”

"This, it's okay to solve the misunderstanding, after all, I also have something wrong, I love to have a little temper, always ignorant, many things are obviously rumors that I didn't ask you to get angry, I apologize to you, I'm sorry, this result, I'm also wrong, I'm sorry."

"So, Yulo, can we still be together? Can you still like me? ”

Yu Luo replied to him honestly: "I don't know, Zhang Xu, there are too many things, I need to digest and digest." ”

"Yu Luo, little fool, I'm really afraid that you will be deceived when you go to college like this, and when you enter the society in the future, everyone will have it, you can't do this. Yu Luo, in this way, before you meet someone you like in college, we are all together, okay, if you meet someone you like in the future, is it okay to break up? I will check the people you meet, lest I am really afraid that you will be deceived. ”

Yu's mother knocked on the door and asked Yu Luo to go out to eat, Yu Luo thought about it and sent: "Okay." ”