"Princess!" Lan Zhi threw herself on her knees, her hands grasping the hem of my skirt. "She's having a hard time...... She loves you so much. She didn't say it because she was protecting you, and she was afraid that you would hate her......"

I heard the most ridiculous joke in the world, and it haunted me.

Hardship, who doesn't.

Even my own mother is going to use me and deceive me, and who else can I blame.

My heart was numb, and all my hopes and emotions were in vain in an instant.

It was like a great fire that burned me, and when the wind blew, a handful of ashes remained.

Without a soul, I'm just a walking corpse. I want to get out of here, but there's nowhere else to take me in but the Netherworld.

Little by little, I pulled her hand away, and I slowly turned around and walked out of the room.

"Lan Zhi, you don't understand, at this moment, I already hate her."

The legs and feet don't listen to the call, and every step is so difficult.

I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to think again.

It's just walking forward, the road is very long, as if there is no end to it.

Suddenly lightning appeared in the sky, and I stared at it until the rain crackled down on my face.

Touching a handful of rain on the tip of my nose, it fell low to the ground, as if every drop was laughing at me.

I sat down on the lawn, my chin raised, and let the rain blow.

Grinning, water slips into the mouth, and laughing and laughing turns into whimpering and crying.

A madman, I'm just a madman.

Before coming to the Night Pavilion, I made up my mind so much, saying that I had to be strong. Even if Chongzi dies in front of me, I can't shed a single tear, I will be the support of the Dark Night Pavilion, and I will set a good example for them.

Haha, but now, it's all a joke, it's all an empty game.

The one I trusted deceived me, and the one I guarded betrayed me, Liu Sujin, Liu Sujin, what face do you have to live in the world?

The raindrops above him no longer dripped overhead, and the pouring rain in the distance still continued to fall.

Raising his head blankly, it was Su Yanqing, who was standing in the rain with an umbrella on it, blocking the invasion of the rain on my body, but half of his body was in the rain.

He did not speak, his eyes were fixed on the distance, fearless and unpitiful.

"Go away." I buried my face in my knees.

He was still standing there, his hair dripping like rain.

"You're more vulnerable than I thought." He said.

"Vulnerable? You tell me about vulnerability? Haha, yes, how strong should I be, pigs don't love dogs, my biological mother, left me for fourteen years, I was tortured. My face was ruined, my tendons were broken, I begged along the street, and I almost froze to death in the snow! Then, she claimed to be my aunt, trained me, and used me. In the last year of my life, I have to squeeze the last value. I haven't enjoyed my mother's love, I can only live for eighteen years, I have no emotions, no friends, no family, no children, I'm dead, who cares? Yes? ”

I asked every question, my eyes filled with tears. We were so close that the tips of our noses were against each other.

I thought I could drink him away, but the man didn't move.

He took off his coat and draped it over my back.

"Chongzi doesn't want you to come back, the letter wasn't written by Lan Zhi"

"Does it make sense to say that now? I absolutely, will not forgive her! ”

I threw my sleeves to leave, but he grabbed my wrist.

The temperature, which was cooler than the rain, made me shiver.

"She let you live in the homes of ordinary people, but in exchange for surviving, she must, and has no choice, let you be refined step by step, until you will no longer be harmed by the intrigues and tricks of the mortal world. All she wants is for you to live. His tone was flat, as if he were talking about the most ordinary things.

"What are you?" I feel like I'm about to lose my mind, and I won't believe anything anyone says! "Do you know her well? Are you her lover or a boyfriend! ”

His pupils flashed faintly and surprised in an instant, "My life was saved by her, and before she died, she told me that from now on, my life is to protect you." ”

I froze on the ground, but I couldn't think of the slightest benefit of Chongzi, I only knew that she had abandoned me.

"You can choose to stay, or you can leave, and live the life you want. Let Xin Li live an ordinary life, perhaps, it is better for him. ”

Take a deep breath and the rain falls into your mouth.

"I'd like to be alone."

I went back to my room, locked the door, and collapsed on the floor.

The clothes on his body were drenched and stuck to his skin, and after a while they became hot.

I don't know how I'm going to spend it, it's endless.

I fell to the ground, my ears buzzing, but I could clearly hear my own heartbeat, again and again, and the indifferent rhythm, and laughing at the pathos of my life.

I don't want anyone to knock on the door and I don't know what I'm avoiding or what I can dodge from.

Lan Zhi put down the food at the door, cold and hot again, and then continued to let it cold.

I couldn't see if it was dark outside, I just felt like I had been in the room for a long time.

Angola pectoris reminds me of the existence of Shixiang Surui all the time, sometimes rolling in pain on the ground, biting clothes in my mouth and refusing to make a sound.

I don't care about my appearance, I'm just trying to make it easier for me on the road to my country, and to take revenge on the people who bullied me back then.

Chongzi didn't know that I had regained my appearance, and if she knew, would she stop me? Will she feel sorry for me?

If I had known earlier that I still had relatives alive, how could I have been so full of hatred and desperate.

When the colic in my heart eased, I fell asleep in a daze, and then I was woken up by the pain, and I slept again, and I woke up again.

It wasn't until Xia Xiying and Lan Zhi were trying to break in at the door that I realized that a long time had passed.

Maybe a few days and nights, maybe it's half a month.

I got up from the ground and poured myself a glass of water.

took out the sachet that Beiyu Jinchen gave me, poured out a few pills and drank them all.

There was a burst of heat in the throat, and then a slight smell of blood, tangled on the tip of the tongue.

I really have no loved ones, no lovers, no friends, no children. Alone, guarding the Dark Night Pavilion, doing what Chongzi didn't finish......

Change into plain white mourning clothes and simply tie your hair back.

The man in the mirror was emaciated, his cheeks were already covered with red spots, but his eyes were resolute.

I know what I'm going to do, what to do.

When you open the door, air from the outside comes in.

The heart is like standing still, calm and calm.

Outside the door, there was a black press, and Lan Zhi was frightened and moved back.

Far away, Su Yanqing stood there, staring at him in white, just like when he first saw him, his eyes were as cold as a deep pool, as if he had already known that I would definitely come out.

"You all get up, today, for the funeral of the old pavilion master."