Chapter 178: The beauty of heartache to suffocation
Cheng Qinqin picked a few pieces of Sydney and put them on a small plate, sat down next to Zhan Moming, and looked at him expectantly: "Moming, it's all home, you can relax and eat some fruit." ”
In fact, Zhan Moming doesn't like to eat fruits, Cheng Qinqin naturally knows, she just felt Zhan Moming's forbearance of anger, so she wanted him to eat some pears to quench the fire. Although she knew very well that he would never eat what she brought. But so what, I'm a moth who falls in love with fire, and I'm not willing to die.
Zhan Moming's thick eyebrows were furrowed, and the feeling of disgust and irritability instantly came to his heart, and he whispered in a cold voice: "Stay away from me!" ”
"Nope! No! I don't! I just like to be next to you like this. Cheng Qinqin refused coquettishly, and a sweet smile like a little woman appeared on her face. She can only make herself brave to persist by ignoring this man's indifference, and she has a rare opportunity to be alone with Zhan Moming, she must take advantage of it.
"You're sitting here in my eyes." Although Zhan Moming only glanced at Cheng Qinqin coldly, his eyes were full of oppression, and Cheng Qinqin subconsciously moved to the side and distanced himself from him. Zhan Moming didn't even bother to look at her, got up and left directly.
Looking at Zhan Moming's arrogant back, Cheng Qinqin felt bitter in her heart, but soon recovered her spirit and trotted to follow. "Wait for me, Mo Ming, you're walking too fast, people can't keep up with ......"
Seeing that the annoying woman still didn't give up, Zhan Moming turned around abruptly and shouted, "Don't follow me anymore." ”
Cheng Qinqin ran too fast, didn't stop in time, and crashed into Zhan Moming's arms.
Zhan Moming pushed her away, Cheng Qinqin's center of gravity was unstable, and she fell to the ground.
"Why?" Cheng Qinqin blinked at Zhan Moming with a pair of big watery eyes, why do you need to ask, can you change anything if you ask? Why, why, why, over the years, I have asked myself countless times why, asked myself, asked God, asked Zhan Moming. Why are they both obsessive? Why can't she leave ruthlessly? Why did so many men fall under her pomegranate skirt in an instant as soon as she showed her innocent expression, but this man didn't even look at her, and why did so many excellent men confess that they couldn't look down on him, but they only loved this man.
Zhan Moming ignored Cheng Qinqin's questioning, and turned around and went back to his room.
Cheng Qinqin watched the man gradually disappear from her sight, she was like a shell with an empty soul, sitting on the ground in a daze, enveloping her with a mournful aura, as if everything around her was cut off from her, whether she abandoned the world, or the world abandoned her.
So tired, the body is also tired, and the heart is even more tired, Cheng Qinqin's thin body slowly fell backwards, and finally lay on the floor. The pure white chiffon dress falls casually, revealing a snow-white calf, long black hair flowing behind him, slender arms hanging at his sides, and a pair of big eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, this picture gives people a sense of beauty that is suffocating from heartache.
Zhan Mochen always stood on the stairs on the second floor, taking all this into his eyes. Lamentable, pathetic. Big brother, big brother, you are smart all your life, and you are confused for a while. Looking at the things of this world, my heart is like a mirror, why can't I see through this emotional thing?
But this is a matter between two people after all, and it is useless for the third person to see it really and explain it clearly. It is only up to the parties themselves to feel it with their hearts.
Although in Zhan Mochen's eyes, Mrs. Zhan is the most beautiful woman in the world, this does not affect his overall judgment of other women. Where is that Qin Yiying comparable to Cheng Qinqin, whether it is appearance or personality, it is clearly a heaven and an earth, if Cheng Qinqin is a pearl, then Qin Yiying is not even a fish, it is clearly dung.
I also once "mistook the fish eye for a pearl", and I later learned that my mistake could be changed because there was no problem with my view of love, but the eldest brother's view of love was incorrect, and it was a deformed love at all. From Zhan Mochen's point of view, Zhan Moming's feelings for Qin Yiying are not love at all, and Qin Yiying's feelings for Zhan Moming are even more not love.