part 332
"Zhou Yao, what do you mean by saying these words?" Although Chen Jiaqian was scared, she still asked.
For so many years, she has lived alone, no matter what life is, no matter how sad and difficult it is, she has survived, if no one participates in her life halfway, then she can still live lightly, but Zhou Yao joined in and successfully lived in her heart, so she couldn't accept Zhou Yao's sudden departure, she couldn't accept it.
Zhou Yao got up, and then turned on the wall light, and suddenly, the room was bright.
Zhou Yao's face became clearer and clearer under such light, but Chen Jiaqian couldn't see his current expression more and more clearly, she didn't know what the sadness in his eyes was, but she could empathize with the suffocating pain in her heart.
"Chen Jiaqian, I love you." Zhou Yao said.
A warm current in her heart made Chen Jiaqian a little at a loss, but she knew that the truth of everything was definitely not just because of a sentence.
Zhou Yao looked at Chen Jiaqian, a trace of tiredness could obviously be seen on her face, what made her so tired, he wanted to know, he wanted to know, but he didn't know anything except her name.
"Feelings should be evenly matched." Zhou Yao said.
Chen Jiaqian seemed to understand and said, "So, you think my identity is not worthy of you, and you are not worthy of your high-flying big boss." ”
Zhou Yao suddenly laughed, his laughter was uncontrollable, he looked at her and said, "Chen Jiaqian, in your eyes, I, Zhou Yao, am such a person." ”
Chen Jiaqian also looked at him as if she was injured and said, "What does that mean?" ”
Zhou Yao turned around and returned to his seat, then picked up a stack of itinerary sheets, turned back, put them directly on Chen Jiaqian's hand, and said: "These are my schedules, if you want to look at my itinerary from three years ago, you can also see it, after all, you have such rights, but Chen Jiaqian, I don't know anything about you, do you think such reciprocity is still an equal match in the emotional world?" ”
Chen Jiaqian was a little cowardly, she really didn't dare to share her itinerary with Zhou Yao, after all, the way she lived before was too dark, she couldn't see the sun, and she couldn't see the sunshine, but he didn't know some things that couldn't see the light in the past, why did he put it back on the table and say why.
"Chen Jiaqian, I'm tired, I admit that I love you, but I'm so tired of loving you." Zhou Yao said.
Chen Jiaqian looked at him and said word by word: "So, what do you want to say?" ”
"Let's break up."
Zhou Yao himself understood that all this was for acting, he knew that it was fake, but Chen Jiaqian at this moment didn't know, he didn't know what Chen Jiaqian thought in his heart after he said this, but every word he said made his heart tremble.
Chen Jiaqian turned around and put the thick stack of itinerary on the table, then walked back to Zhou Yao's side, looked at him, and said, "Is it serious?" ”
Zhou Yao's heart was weak for a while, and he couldn't see the slightest sadness on her face, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "Seriously." ”
Chen Jiaqian looked at him with a smile, but inadvertently tears fell like pearls like broken threads, falling one by one, so sad that she was suffocated.
Chen Jiaqian sneered in her heart: "It turns out that my heart can still hurt like this." ”
"It's time for us to separate, I know, you're too proud, but isn't my Zhou Yao's self-esteem worthless?" Zhou Yao looked at her, the tears on her face How impulsive did he have to control himself to ignore it, that kind of willpower almost exhausted his life.
Chen Jiaqian just nodded and said, "I'll fulfill you." ”
Zhou Yao was a little incredulous, he said a word to break up, could she have agreed so decisively.
In this relationship, what kind of role does he play, is everything he pays worth it, or does she really have a hard time, but why, why she has a hard time, she doesn't tell herself.
"Zhou Yao, if you are sure that Chen Jiaqian is the person you choose in the future, then you must break up with her today, as long as you are separated, she can be less tired, otherwise, you will become a burden to her."
Sun Yingchen's words are still in his ears, Zhou Yao wants to know what Chen Jiaqian has experienced, what kind of things have caused him to become her weakness, he has always wanted to protect her, but he didn't expect that he would become her biggest burden.
Zhou Yao clenched his fists hard and told himself that since he had come to this point, he must do it, and he must not have the slightest soft-heartedness, but God knows how much he wants to hug her at this moment, tell her that everything is fake, all fake, he never thought that he would be separated from her, he never thought about it.
Chen Jiaqian looked at him with a smile, as if the man in front of him was not what he hoped for, he cared about her to death, but he said that he broke up so decisively, although her heart hurts, but she knows that if she humbly prays for him, then in the future, will she become his laughing talk, she will be a laughing stock for him, everyone will criticize him because of himself, as long as she thinks that there will be such a scene in the future, she knows that breaking up now may be the best, everything is already the best arrangement.
"Zhou Yao, thank you, thank you for appearing in my life, no matter what you have experienced in such a relationship, I hope you don't forget it too quickly." Chen Jiaqian said.
"Why?" Although he knew that he shouldn't ask, Zhou Yao still asked.
"Because I love you." Chen Jiaqian said with a smile.
Although Chen Jiaqian is now embarrassed, Zhou Yao knows that he must be ruthless to know why she is so compromised.
Zhou Yao nodded and said, "I hope you can have a happier relationship in the future than now, and you will meet better people." ”
Chen Jia nodded, but didn't speak, she turned around silently, she didn't want to be so dead after the other party had already said that she would give up, although she was too reluctant, so sad that she seemed to faint in the next second, but she still held her palm hard, and her nails sank into the flesh, as if only such pain could make her heart less painful now.
When the elevator was slowly sliding, Chen Jiaqian cried out in complete pain, she sat in the elevator crying hysterically, she didn't know how to vent to make an originally broken heart not in pain.
Zhou Yao, why don't you know that no one will be so good to me except you, and there will be no one other than you, no.