Chapter 117: Don't You Really Look at It?
The snowflakes in the sky are like light smoke, and they are like silver and white, and they are all flying, covering all the colors of the earth, and there is only a vast expanse between heaven and earth.
Next to the Maybach car, Lu Cangming and Sheng Zuo looked at the direction of the river next to their shoulders.
Four hours had passed since Yunyan jumped from there, and the two of them had maintained their inherent posture and never moved.
It's just that at Lu Cangming's feet, flakes of snow covered a layer of cigarette butts, and another layer of cigarette butts fell.
Lu Cangming later remembered this day, and he said: I just want to draw that woman back.
Because Yunyan once said: "Lu Shao, I want to be your cigarette, never leave your pocket, never leave your hand, and often have a loving kiss." ”
She really doesn't count!
Lu Cangming chuckled softly, didn't he want to make his cigarettes? Why haven't you come back yet?
Sheng Zuo looked at that point with a deep attitude, he thought of Lu Jianguo's words, no matter what happened, the Lu family and the Sheng family could not fight.
However, for him, the battle was not terrible, what was terrible was that time was running away, and she had no good news to return.
In fact, he was like a mirror in his heart, including Lu Cangming, and they all understood how slim it was for her to be able to stand in front of them by jumping into the river from here.
However, even so, they would not have just believed that she would leave.
The howling north wind suddenly increased its strength, stirring up the snowflakes and obscuring the vision.
Zhou Heng and Qin Qi stood not far away, each watching their master punish themselves like this, and they were also uncomfortable.
Suddenly, their phones rang separately. In the empty snow, the bell that rang at the same time attracted the attention of Lu Cangming and Sheng Zuo.
"Lu Shao, there's news over there."
"Mr. Sheng, someone has been found."
Zhou Heng and Qin Qi spoke in unison and reported to their masters.
Lu Cangming had already opened his legs, and after standing for a long time and his existing leg injury, Lu Cangming fell to his knees in the snow.
He didn't dare to ask Zhou Heng if he said that people were alive on the other end of the phone?
"Lu Shao." Zhou Heng hurriedly helped Lu Cangming up, "Lu Shao, I'll ask the doctor to come and take a look at you." ”
"No!" Lu Cangming had already gotten up, deliberately pretending to be cold, and his feet were sinking and he couldn't take a step.
There was no news and there was a glimmer of hope, but it was found, and the result was ...... He didn't dare to think about it, so he walked slowly to the dock and got on the boat.
Zhou Heng pinched his mobile phone, hesitating whether to tell Lu Cangming the truth, but the person found it but was already dead.
"Lu Shao, Mrs. ......"
"Shut up!" Lu Cangming interrupted coldly, she would be fine.
Zhou Heng was silent and stopped talking, and his subordinates called to say that the body was found a hundred meters downstream.
A hundred meters? Zhou Heng didn't dare to think deeply, he was hit by the current for a hundred meters, and even if he found it, he would be unrecognizable.
Lu Cangming clenched his fists, his eyes were cold, and his thin lips moved: "She can swim, she will be fine." ”
Zhou Heng didn't say anything more, he looked at Lu Cangming's shaved lips trembling.
When Lu Cangming arrived, Sheng Zuo had already arrived first.
With the arrival of Lu Cangming, a path had spontaneously dispersed in the crowd. Flocculent snowflakes flew into the sky, blurring his vision.
He couldn't make out the eyebrows of the man lying on the ground.
However, lying so upright on the ground, the result can be imagined.
Lu Cangming suddenly stood still, unable to move forward anymore. The long embankment seemed to stretch infinitely, and at the end of her, he could never reach it again.
Sour? Astringent? Pain? Bitter?
Helpless? Can't believe it? Don't want to believe it?
Lu Cangming has never been so tormented as today, he is overwhelmed by multiple emotions at the same time, in his world, everything should be calm, he only has what he should do and what he shouldn't do, he only has people who are abandoned by the people he likes, and he only has happy emotions and angry emotions.
And now, those strange emotions suddenly burrowed from his eyes into his brain, his heart, his blood, and his bone marrow.
He didn't know how to describe it, he only knew that he was so uncomfortable and depressed, and he even wanted to plunge into the rolling Yangtze River.
His heart weighed a thousand pounds, and he couldn't straighten his legs, so suddenly, his legs knelt heavily on the riverbank, and he raised his head and roared at the snowflakes in the sky: "Ah! ”
Zhou Heng stood quietly to the side and silently took off the hat on his head.
Sheng Zuo looked back at Lu Cangming, and said to Qin Qi beside him: "Order someone to conduct a careful autopsy, and then bury it well." ”
After giving the order, he turned around and walked towards Lu Cangming, and when he passed by him, he said softly: "It's Yunluo." ”
The desolate pathos was contained in an instant, Lu Cangming got up and ran in the direction of the corpse suddenly, looking at the unfamiliar face, his tense nerves fell apart all of a sudden, and the whole person fell straight back.
When Lu Cangming woke up, he was in the hotel at the dock, the doctor had already treated all the injuries on his body, and Zhou Heng brought millet porridge.
Lu Cangming glanced at it lightly, and vaguely remembered that she liked to eat millet porridge very much, saying that it could lose weight and be nutritious.
She said she liked it, and he ordered the kitchen to stew every day.
But he never told her that even if she was twenty pounds fat, she would not look fat, not to mention that he liked her with meat.
It's just that she likes to be thinner, so he left her to go.
Lu Cangming's expression was cold, "Withdraw, you are not allowed to eat millet porridge in the future!" ”
Zhou Hengming was clear, and without further words, he took away the millet porridge and replaced it with a noodle.
Lu Cangming didn't move, just lit one cigarette after another.
'Lu Shao, if I leave one day and go to a place you can't see, will you miss me? She had asked him.
He replied: 'No, since you left on your own, why should I think about you.' ’
She blamed him: 'Lu Shaohao has no conscience! ’
He didn't say what he was thinking at the time, 'I don't know what would happen to you if you left?' ’
Now that he understood, she was gone, and he tore his heart and lungs.
He couldn't sleep, it would be her in his dreams.
He couldn't open his eyes, and her shadow was everywhere he could see.
He couldn't eat, and he would think of her being greedy and afraid of eating fat.
He didn't dare to drink water, he would think of her holding a straw to drink water for fear that her lipstick would be gone.
He finally understood, she was gone, and he couldn't do anything.
Day after day, the salvage at the police station has been withdrawn, and only Lu Cangming's people continue to salvage.
Sheng Zuo didn't leave at the dock, until Mrs. Sheng personally came to take Sheng Zuo away.
Another day passed, and Lu Cangming consistently wandered by the river, sitting where she jumped into the river and quietly looking at the water under her feet.
After the heavy snow that night, the sky cleared. The thick snow had been exposed to three days of sunlight and had almost melted.
Lu Cangming looked at the village in the distance in a daze, and there was still a little snow on the treetops on the roof.
The beautiful figure ran in the snow, sometimes bending down and rolling a big snowball in front of him, sometimes looking back at him and smiling at him, sometimes holding his hand and dancing one after another.
She said that when the project of 'Tidal Village' is settled, when the snow falls, she will have a romantic snow game with him.
The snow is falling, and the project is preliminarily completed, what about her?
Zhou Heng looked all the way from a distance, and when he saw Lu Cangming sitting in place again, he sighed and said, "Lu Shao, the old man wants to ask you to go back." ”
Zhou Heng appeared rashly and interrupted the scene in front of Lu Cangming, she was gone, there was no snow, and the sight was just the rolling river.
Slightly reluctant, Lu Cangming regained his cold color and said coldly: "Got it." ”
After Lu Cangming returned to Lu Mansion to see his grandfather, he never went to the riverside again, and only shuttled between the Lu Group and the manor every day, and all the people inside and outside the manor were changed, and no one was allowed to enter, including Liu Kelin.
It's just that the salvage has continued.
Doing a useless thing, Lu Cangming did it for the first time in his life, and he did it from winter, and it was winter again in the blink of an eye.
Everyone thought he was a little crazy and paranoid, and Sheng Zuo came to him because of this, but as a result, no one wavered his decision.
Lu Cangming also knew the impracticality of his fantasy that she was still alive, but if he didn't do it, he suddenly didn't know what to do about her.
This year, she left, and Haicheng was calm all of a sudden. Even Lu Xunchen and others, who were eyeing him as the chairman of the Lu family, also lost their edge and became extremely low-key.
In the evening of this day, Lu Cangming returned with the night, and stayed in the front yard before entering the house, watching the red and blue roses bloom one after another, slightly hooking the corners of his lips.
If she came back, would she smile when she saw this garden full of roses? Will she pounce into his arms, but he is more confident that she will pounce into the flowers and pose for him to take pictures.
It's been a whole year, and today's last year is the day she left.
Tonight's night sky is foggy, the temperature has plummeted, and the forecast says there will be snow tonight, so everything looks exactly the same as last year.
After standing for a long time, until he felt the cold, Lu Cangming turned around and entered the room.
Steward Fang stepped forward respectfully, and waited for Lu Cangming to change his shoes and take off his coat before he spoke: "Lu Shao, this was found when I was cleaning the clothes in the room today. ”
Lu Cangming stared at the things in Steward Fang's hand, and suddenly remembered that when he was about to go out in the morning, he asked the maid to clean Yunyan's clothes.
Since she left, nothing about her in the house has been touched, everything is in place, and in the morning it was found that her clothes had fallen into dust, and she had that explanation.
He had never dared to touch her things, for fear of heartache. At this moment, Steward Fang handed over the things taken out of her clothes, and he suddenly didn't know whether to take them or not.
"Don't dare to look? I'll show you it! Ouyang Jie walked over from the study and snatched the things from Steward Fang's hand.
Since Lu Cangming was in a slump, Ouyang Jie came over to drink with him every other day, but every time he was drunk, Lu Cangming just sat quietly all night while half drunk and half awake.
Ouyang Jie understood that he was not simply meditating, he was just thinking about a woman named Yunyan for a night.
To be honest, he couldn't understand Lu Cangming's feelings, he was just a woman, and it would be solved if he found the same one again.
For this reason, he stuffed him with women, all of them were the same style as Yunyan, but the result was not satisfactory, Lu Cangming identified that person as if he had eaten a scale.
Lu Cangming looked at Ouyang Jie quietly, and walked past him with his eyes narrowed.
It seems that the obsession is not light! Ouyang Jie hurriedly caught up with Lu Cangming's shoulder and said, "You really don't want to look at it?" ”
Lu Cangming's narrow eyes blinked coldly a few times, and finally he just silently pushed Ouyang Jie away and entered the study.