Chapter 61: A Nightmare Away from the Body

So, she had an extra heart and secretly went to her grandfather's head office, and then she heard her grandfather chatting with a person named Gao Houping, saying that he wanted to make friends with the Li family, and even mentioned himself......

She hid in the crowd and looked at Gao Houping's old face, full of pimples, looking like a person in her forties and fifties, with a beer belly, and even spoke very rudely, her sentences were very lustful, and her eyes often glanced at the woman's chest and legs...... She heard Gao Houping mention the eighteen or nineteen-year-old children in her family again...... Li Bingxuan, she felt bad.

For the sake of her own future, she talked to Li Sining very boldly about Gao Houping, Li Sining exposed all the dirty things about Gao Houping, saying that Gao Houping abused those women and had a bad reputation among everyone, and Li Bingxuan was stupid.

When she thought of marrying Gao Houping, when she thought that she would be abused in the future, and that she had no way out, she became desperate, Li Bingxuan was stupid, she had no friends, and she was very sad and depressed during that time.

Then she indulged herself, so by chance she joined a group, a non-mainstream group, she met a man named Pu Gaohong, this man was about twenty-four or five years old, the owner of a clothing store, and he sold non-mainstream clothing.

This Pu Gaohong is still very good to Li Bingxuan, cares about her, loves her, treats her as a girlfriend, the kind of warmth that Li Bingxuan likes very much, the feeling that someone cares about and loves!

So I agreed to be Pu Gaohong's girlfriend, but the people of the Li family sent someone to find Li Bingxuan, arrested Li Bingxuan and went home, and locked her in the house, not even caring about her knowing friends, and warned her to marry Gao Houping......

Du Lingye suddenly appeared and inexplicably told Li Bingxuan that he would take care of her...... Li Bingxuan asked Du Lingye to take him away from the Li family......

After Li Bingxuan left the Li family, she went to find Pu Gaohong, who knew that Pu Gaohong felt that Li Bingxuan was going to leave him, and actually wanted to force Li Bingxuan.

It just so happened that Du Lingye saw this scene, beat Pu Gaohong hard, and then took Li Bingxuan away.

Li Bingxuan was very upset because of Pu Gaohong's matter, and begged Du Lingye to marry her, so that she could get out of the Li family's captivity of her, and Du Lingye actually received a marriage certificate with her......

Two days later, from the information of other people's questioning, Li Bingxuan knew about Pu Gaohong's death, she thought that Du Lingye killed Pu Gaohong that night, so she hated Du Lingye for killing the only person in the world who was good to her.

She was in despair.

Du Lingye saw Li Bingxuan's expression a little broken, thinking that she didn't want to stay in Beihuai City, thinking that Beihuai City was a terrifying and sad place for Li Bingxuan.

So he brought Li Bingxuan to Dingzhou City, thinking that with a new environment, Li Bingxuan would be fine. Who knew that her whole body had completely collapsed and committed suicide by driving...... And when Li Bingxuan committed suicide by driving, he didn't expect Du Lingye to rush into the car to stop Li Bingxuan......

When the car accident happened, Li Bingxuan exactly felt the complex and crazy emotions: grievance, sadness, hatred, and discouragement and despair.

What she is aggrieved is that she has no one to love in her life, whether it is relatives or friendship or love? No, she felt that she was spurned by the world, what kind of sin did she create to be like this?

She was sad that she had become like this. Why is there such a desire for love? Can't you love yourself? She is not strong enough, so she doesn't even love herself, and the person she doesn't love, how can she let others love her?

She hates Du Lingye, in her concept, in her understanding, Pu Gaohong's death was killed by Du Lingye, and he killed him, so she hates Du Lingye. She hated Du Lingye for depriving herself of the only light in this world.

She was disheartened with the days to come, frustrated with everyone, and even the light of her previous crush on Gao Hongzheng couldn't shine on her heart.

Despair is despair of the whole world, and she no longer has the courage to live.

She felt that everything was hopeless, and there was no way out.

Such complicated and terrifying thoughts and feelings have always surrounded Li Bingxuan, dragging her all the way into the abyss and darkness......

She wanted to say to Li Bingxuan's body: Life is so long, she is only twenty-three years old, she has already graduated from college, if she doesn't want to be at the mercy of your family to marry Gao Houping, she can leave the Li family.

In the future, if you go to live in a place where no one knows, be self-reliant, support yourself, and then make friends, you will definitely find your own happiness, friendship, love, and family affection.

Li Bingxuan wanted to say to the ontology: Even if you don't leave, according to the current situation, if you survive that incident, and if you pass the hurdle in your heart, you will have a better life, and the Du Lingye you met is actually a good person. He'll treat you well...... Don't be so desperate.

But her idea couldn't be revealed in the darkness at all, and there was no way to convey it to Li Bingxuan's body......

But the body can't hear it, she doesn't want to accept anything, she doesn't want to listen to anything. I didn't want to accept it, I just wanted to pull Li Bingxuan and fall into the dark realm together.

Li Bingxuan felt that she had been falling all the time, and she wanted to say that she was not the ontology Li Bingxuan, not the Li Bingxuan who no one loved and no one liked.

She is another Li Bingxuan, she has a father and mother who love her, she has a brother who loves her, and the family loves each other.

There are friends in life, although they are not salty or light, they can also chat a few words, pour out the depression in their hearts, she also has a job, she also has goals, she wants to make her family's life better......

However, such a thought is pulled by the desperation of the ontology, and there is no way to come out at all.

And so she kept falling, falling into the dark abyss.

She said to herself that this was a dream, she wanted to wake up, this was Li Bingxuan's own dream, not her own dream, she had to wake up.

But she kept falling like this, and she couldn't help but reach out, trying to grab something, trying to grab something.

Li Bingxuan struggled in her dreams, and what she wanted to break free from was the nightmare in her dreams, and what she had to break free from was the negative thoughts of the body's body.

Suddenly, a pair of strong hands grabbed her arms that were struggling upward, and these strong hands were like magic wands, and in an instant, they could easily lift her from the nightmare and fall from the darkness.

"Bingxuan, wake up!" Looking forward to Du Lingye's low voice, and with a hint of anxiety, this voice was like a life-saving elixir, Li Bingxuan woke up from his dream.