Chapter 415: You Stand Up for Me
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Anxia listened to him quietly, listening to his crying, as if the pain in his heart was placed in front of his eyes.
A middle-aged man's crying is even more moving.
Although Han Ming was not a deep and stable image, when the grievance and helplessness were presented on his face, An Xia couldn't help but be pinched.
An Xia knew that Han Ming had reason to complain and hate herself.
He has always been escaping from the pain in his heart, and in sinking and sadness, he slowly lost the glamour of the year, and put on this sloppy and obscene skin.
Originally, An Xia thought that these were the results of Han Ming losing hope in life and gradually giving up on himself.
The death of a beloved, the life's work is stolen, and whoever is replaced seems to lose the yearning and courage for life.
But after listening to Han Ming's crying just now, An Xia found that her previous understanding of him was wrong.
Han Ming deliberately made himself what he is now.
He is punishing himself, he is complaining and blaming himself, he thinks that his failed life is caused by himself, he does not deserve the same happiness as ordinary people, he should be responsible for the mistakes he has made, and bear the punishment.
So in the years after Ning Xiaoke's death, he continued to live a shackled and unmotivated waste image.
This kind of punishment is a bit masochistic, but this seems to be the only way Han Ming can find to survive now.
His resentment towards himself is unavoidable, and every word is filled with helplessness for the "irreparable".
This guy is torturing himself with this tattered lifestyle in exchange for the peace of reminiscing about the past.
After listening to Han Ming's cry, An Xia's emotions calmed down a little, and when Han Ming's cry was a little smaller than before, he said to him as if he were an order: "If you really have to pay some price for your bastard past, it's enough now!" ”
Han Ming didn't quite understand what An Xia meant by this, he raised his head with teary eyes and sobbed a few times.
An Xia suddenly got up and said to him again: "Follow me!" ”
Walk?!
Han Ming still looked a little aggrieved, but he still asked in a daze: "Where are you going......?"
Anxia looked at him, her eyes flickering for a moment.
"Take what you just said to me, go to court, and tell your little sister-in-law who is going to make you uneasy for the rest of your life!"
After saying this, Han Ming's tears stopped at once, his face was full of surprise, as if he had heard a big joke.
And Ning Xiaoyi said this?
I'm afraid she won't even be able to finish the first sentence, so she wants Han Ming to shut up.
"What?!"
An Xia frowned slightly, and said sharply: "I told you to go back with me, and go to the court to tell that little sister-in-law everything you just told me!" ”
Han Ming twisted his face: "What are you kidding!" She doesn't want to hear me talk to me at all, and you still tell me to talk to her? You are crazy?! ”
Anxia was not angry and arrogant, and asked righteously: "Am I crazy?" I think you're crazy! ”
An Xia's momentum made Han Ming shut his mouth: "Ning Xiaoke's matter, you are indeed responsible, but you have been torturing yourself for so many years, even if you have any mistakes, this debt should be paid off, right?!" ”
Han Ming bowed his head dejectedly and whispered: "Xiao Ke's life is gone!" How will this debt be paid off? ”
The more An Xia looked at Han Ming's self-defeating appearance now, the more angry she became: "What about you? You keep saying that Ning Xiaoke's life is gone, but you take a good look at yourself! ”
After that, Anxia turned her face and looked in the room for a long time, and finally saw a small mirror in an inconspicuous corner.
She walked over quickly and moved the mirror over, standing straight in front of the embarrassed Han Ming.
She pointed to Han Ming in the mirror and shouted to Han Ming who was leaning against his head: "You take a good look at yourself!" The way you look now, plus the kind of life you have now! You tell me what you have left but to breathe. ”
Han Ming raised his head and looked at the dirty and sloppy face in the mirror.
That face is only a faint shadow of what it used to be, and now he is completely the image of a loser.
"I ......"
An Xia glared at him: "Han Ming! I know all about you, and it's really regrettable that you and Ning Xiaoke are doing it, but ......"
An Xia's tone suddenly became sharp, and when she thought that there was such a good girl who even took her life for this disgusting guy in front of her, she was angry: "I won't tell you anything, if it was me before, I would have met people like you, I won't fan you for three days and three nights, I'm sorry for the food you have eaten for so many years!" ”
Han Ming has been taught a whole morning by An Xia today, and whether it is body or soul, he does not dare to face An Xia now.
He lowered his head, and there was another wave of grievance: "I know, I ......"
Anxia didn't say enough, but still said angrily: "You know a fart! Let me tell you this, if you really want to pay it back, you just hand over your life, and you can't afford to change Ning Xiaoke! ”
Han Ming suddenly raised his head, his hands clenched into fists, as if expressing dissatisfaction with An Xia's evaluation: "I know...... But I ...... I can't make up my mind to go with her......"
Walk with her?
You really have the face to say such things!
"Phew! Coward! ”
Han Ming's eyes also widened, and he shouted at An Xia: "I'm not!" ”
An Xia's momentum was not suppressed by Han Ming at all: "You are special!" ”
"I ——!"
An Xia pointed to his nose and said sharply: "Still go with Ning Xiaoke!" This is how you face problems as a man? If you die, Ning Xiaoke can be redeemed before because of everything you lost? Is it time for you to pay for your life? Do you have what it takes? How can your life be worth the girl who loves you wholeheartedly? ”
Han Ming's heart was stung by An Xia again and again, but he didn't have the courage to refute what An Xia said.
Resisting?
Save?
If there is really such a method in the world, how can there be this failed Han Ming?
"Can't ......"
An Xia nodded: "Yes! It really can't, because a man's life is cheap! ”
Gu Muzhi, who had never spoken next to him, frowned slightly when he heard this, feeling that this was a bit harsh.
An Xia ignored him and continued to say angrily to Han Ming: "You can't afford Ning Xiaoke, do you know why?" ”
Han Ming gritted his teeth, and the little momentum that he had finally accumulated disappeared in an instant, and he shook his head weakly.
An Xia pointed to the decadent shadow in the mirror and said to him: "Because you have turned Ning Xiaoke's favorite person into this stupid appearance!" You left her only hope in the world, all the illusions she once had, all were killed, and you let her die became a joke in the eyes of others! ”
These words were indeed too hurtful, and the explicit sarcasm did not leave a little face for Han Ming at all.
With just a few words, he has completely negated everything that Han Ming once held tightly!
Han Ming's heart was anxious and annoyed, he clenched his fists, and gradually became angry because of An Xia's words: "I ......"
An Xia saw his reaction, but she continued to provoke Han Ming: "You think what I said is wrong, do you?" Then look at yourself for yourself, you tell me, who else will believe that you are the most beautiful person in my An's network department now? ”
Han Ming's mind froze: "What...... What the? ”
Anxia glared at him: "Don't interrupt me! ”
Han Ming closed his mouth and looked at himself in the mirror again.
The highest value of the network department?
An Xia stared at him, and then asked: "Tell me again, the way you are now, if Ning Xiaoke has knowledge, what do you think of the only love in your life?" Do you want her to be glad she never married you? ”
Han Ming's brows twisted into a ball: "I'm not, I'm ......"
An Xia interrupted him brutally, she finally aroused a little Han Ming's fighting spirit, at this time, she wanted to continue to add a handful of firewood to Han Ming's "hearth" that had already cooled!
"Don't tell me if it's not, I'm telling you this now, just to let you understand that you are in love with the wrong person in your life, because he fell in love with a dou who couldn't be helped. has been traumatized, lost his beloved, and can easily give up even the achievements of his life, such a person, if Ning Xiaoke really got married, I am afraid that in the future, he can only live a life with him! ”
If a man doesn't have a temper, he can't be a real man!
Han Ming, you prove it to me, whether you are a man or not!
If you really are a man, show me your temper!
Han Ming gritted his teeth and said viciously: "I don't have a bag!" ”
Not enough!
Anxia continued: "You don't have a bag? You can't even settle the blame for your sister-in-law? You don't have a pocket, Ning Xiaoke even took his life, but you gave away your life's work like that? You don't have a bag, and now you call me a woman who is crying to death? ”
Han Ming's voice suddenly became irritable: "I don't have a bag!! ”
Almost!
Anxia continued to provoke him: "You don't have a nest, you have to prove it with your own method, it's useless to just wipe your tears here!" ”
The blood vessels on Han Ming's arm became clear one by one, and he suddenly jumped up from the ground.
An Xia finally saw a little hope in her heart.
Good boy, you've stood firm for me!
Han Ming glared at An Xia: "I'm not a bag!" I'm not a coward! It's just because I lost Xiao Ke that I want to let myself suffer this sin and deserve it! ”
An Xia sneered: "If you really want Ning Xiao to die, you can stand up straight for me, don't let her regret loving you, you should go and take back everything you promised to give her, instead of hiding in this kind of place, making yourself like a pile of rotten meat, living like a waste!! ”
Han Ming's tears were gone: "Anxia...... You ......"
An Xia's tone suddenly changed: "Han Ming, let me tell you one last time, you have been running away for so many years because of your own mistakes!" You have to face your mistakes! Escaping is never the proper way to be punished, only by facing it, facing your mistakes, correcting it, and never being afraid of it again, you can be regarded as a man! ”
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