Jing Anyan glanced at Yi Xia Zhi's closed door again, and then pursed his lips.

It's really a stupid girl, this kind of thing, why didn't you tell him earlier.

After all, with him, as long as money can solve the problem, it is not a problem.

The sky is gradually becoming deserted.

The wind blew uncontrollably, swept through the grass, skimmed over the trees, swept past the windows, and rattled in fear.

Yi Xia Zhi had a long, long dream, so long that she had an illusion, as if she could never wake up again.

In the dream, she turned into a child, when she was three years old, she witnessed her parents end their marriage exhausted in a quarrel, and witnessed that her father got married a new love a month later, and finally, she became a child without a father in other people's mouths.

She endured, held back, held it in her heart, didn't dare to say it, and didn't dare to complain about it, because she was afraid of hurting, and she loved her mother's fragile heart even more.

She often saw her secretly wiping her tears in the middle of the night, and she didn't dare to let her know, so she gradually began to become timid, cowardly, restless, silent, and silent.

Finally, when she was about to collapse, she yelled at the children who had bullied her, "What are you doing? Do you think I won't resist? No, I'm going to rebel too. ”

A small figure, scuffling with many children.

Just when she was beaten and bruised all over her body, she felt that every cell in her body hurt, a chubby figure suddenly descended like an angel and drove away the ruthless children who hurt her for her.

He looked at her timid and scared expression, and said to her shyly: "You, you don't have to be afraid, they, they are all gone."

At that moment, out of fear, anxiety and distrust, she cowardly ran away for the first time.

The second time they met, she saw her mother in tears again, so she ran out and cried secretly, but she didn't expect to meet him again.

When I was a child, my little fat hand was stretched out in front of me, and there was a warm smile on my baby's fat face.

The little boy was saying to her, "Are you crying? Why are you crying? Are you unhappy to see me? ”

He nervously grabbed the corner of his clothes, hesitating.

And it was also at that time that he handed her a lollipop, and he told her kindly: "I tell you, my mother said, eat something sweet when you are in a bad mood, and your mood will soon become very good, you can try it."

The little girl looked at him uneasily, and finally took it with confusion, tasted it, and found that it was really delicious, and it was at that time that they became good friends.

When he is there, she can always feel that she is omnipotent, although she often runs into walls and is bullied, but her mood is always bright, because Yan Siming's comfort can always be so just right that she will unconsciously believe and think that this is the so-called truth.

She also always believes that this period of darkness is to pave the way for the light that welcomes her.

That period of time was definitely the happiest and happiest time in her life.

But I never expected that the happy days had always been short-lived, and later, my mother decided to take her abroad, and she cried.

But he told her: "Summer solstice, don't be sad, we will always meet one day."

"But I'm still sad." The little girl's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her voice was sobbing.

The little boy put on a straight face, thought seriously, and said, "Then let's make a promise."

"Okay, okay, what a promise." Timid and sensitive, she asked this kind of question for the first time.

The little boy said seriously: "When you are twenty years old, if you are not married and I am not married, then we will be together."

"Really?" The little girl's eyes were red.

The little boy nodded heavily.

But the little boy didn't expect that this unintentional child's words completely affected the little girl.

Even if the little girl is uncomfortable and sad, even if she is abandoned by everyone, even if she is considered a burden by everyone, but as long as she thinks of him, she will feel that she is still needed, and her heart will be warm.

So, resolutely in this year, she mustered all the courage to come to him, but she never thought of it...

The truth of the facts is always far more cruel than the fantasy in the mind.

If she is not needed by everyone, then where should she go ...

Even if it's a dead person, she has a belonging, but what is the meaning of her living like this...

Mom, I'm so tired, what the hell am I going to do?

Why is this world so beautiful, but only for me, but there will always be only a world full of black and white malice.

Mom, where are you, take me away, please, take me away, okay?

There was a boom, thunder, a bang, and the rain began to rain aimlessly.

Bean-sized raindrops hit the window, sizzling.

Yi Xia Zhi clutched the quilt tightly and bit her lip, tears had already soaked her entire face.

Yi Xia Zhi closed his eyes tightly and slept restlessly.

Yan Siming's words rang in his mind over and over again.

It's just child's play.

It's just child's play.

It's just child's play...

Trifling..

And now, the dream has been broken after all, and her spiritual world has rumbled and collapsed.

How is she going to live, where is the road, and where is her distance?

At this moment, Jing Anyan had already pushed the room out of the room in a hurry, and sure enough, at a glance, he saw the woman who was trembling on the bed and her face was extremely pale.

This idiot.

Although she scolded and pinched such a sentence verbally, Jing Anyan still walked over unconsciously, trying to wake her up, but she didn't expect that just after grabbing her hand, she hugged her tightly in her arms like a life-saving straw.

"Mom, are you looking for me? Did you hear my call and come to me? ”

"I'm so tired, so tired, what should I do? Mother? I am so tired.. ”

"Mom, where the hell are you, I miss you so much, I really miss you, don't leave me behind, Mom, I beg you. Mother.. ”

Listening to Yi Xia Zhi's helpless cry like a child who had lost himself, Jing Anyan lowered his eyes and felt extremely distressed.

"Stupid, you and me, you know everything, but why do you keep forgetting that I'm still waiting for you."

Staring at Yi Xia Zhi's voice that kept babbling because she was afraid, Jing Anyan's heart was entangled, she stretched out her hand and wiped her sweat, Jing Anyan said in a low voice and helplessly: "Yi Xia Zhi, you are really a fool."