After coming into contact with this group of so-called "thugs", Susan found that they were the people who really carried out justice, they were thinking ahead of their time, and before she knew them, Susan never thought about breaking her faith, let alone how ugly the country's system was, and never wanted to rebel against it.

The anger that had accumulated in Susan's heart, after being affected by this group of "thugs", the hatred in her heart was irrepressibly aroused. She has never been so eager to be free, not bound by any regulations or words, and she wants to live her ideal life, a life with human rights.

has been living in a situation where she is constrained everywhere, and even the color of her favorite clothes will be controlled by others, Susan at this time is like a wild horse that is free and free. She had never been happier than she had ever been when she tore off the headscarf that had imprisoned her beautiful hair, and her simple apron-like dress, stepping on her high heels, shaking her wine glass, and listening to passionate music.

Why is it stipulated that a woman must teach her husband and children, and everything is subject to her husband's arrangement! Why can a man have three wives and four concubines, while a woman has to work hard to raise her children independently, and must be unilaterally loyal to her husband in an unequal manner. Why is it God's will that what the bishop says, and if there really is God, then why didn't God help Susan when she pleaded with God! Is it because God didn't hear her call? Or is it the god they have always believed in devoutly, which does not exist at all.

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When Susan was caught by her father, she was lying naked in bed with a woman with the same long flowing hair, doing what was unforgivable in the eyes of the country. The woman, who was also a member of the "thugs", had said something to Susan in a brainwashed way that made Susan feel that she was not mentally inadequate.

She said, "Who is a man who comes into the world?" Why? Gave him an unselectable gender? Why do men have to love women, and women should also marry men and reproduce offspring? Every human being is an individual, so why should he choose to obey those worldliness? Who? On what basis is it stipulated that everyone should live according to the rules? ”

In the eyes of outsiders, Susan listened to what the mentally ill patient said, and willingly became her "playmate".

Susan did not marry the nephew of the village bishop according to her father's wishes, and also teamed up with "thugs" to injure the bishop's nephew, which made Susan's father angry. She also dared to run away from home, delayed coming home to ask him for guilt, and even did such a rebellious thing. After arresting Susan home, her father nearly beat her to death, and Susan's mother's pleading, Susan's father, in a fit of rage, sent her to the "salvation house". How can ordinary people who have lost their human nature have the means to save this soul who has fallen into hell, or leave it to God to decide what her future life will be.

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Her heart was full of hatred, she hated the unfairness of fate, hated the system of Infino, hated the oracle who brutalized her under the banner of religious belief, and hated the parents who never gave her love, but always used the title of parents to manipulate her life.

Once when she was drunk, Susan once asked Meng Tao in a delirious way, "Since you don't want to give your child love, why give him life and let him come to this world to accept suffering?" ”

Fang Qing loves her first boyfriend Jia Bei, and the child is just a bargaining chip for her to redeem her lover. Xu Guizhen, she loves her children very much, but her love wears colored glasses, and the idea of patriarchy is deeply ingrained in her heart, she only prefers her son, and her daughter is just an incidental product to her. And Wang Jiayuan and Susan are even more shameless of this kind of person, in the name of love, destroying other people's families, using children as bargaining chips, trying to defeat rivals in love and make themselves "main rooms". In the eyes of their group, what is a child?

And the proprietress of the rice noodle shop, although she did not do anything ashamed of her children, she should not use her grandson as his capital to compare with others. Parents all over the world hope that their sons will become dragons and their daughters will become phoenixes, but what about themselves? Which one can really set a good example for their children?

In the final analysis, Susan hates Meng Tao's mother the most, Meng Tao is her beloved and life-saving benefactor to her. Meng's mother has always been selfish and lives for love, Susan has heard of these for a long time, but because of Meng Tao, she doesn't want to say anything. To Susan's shock, it happened during the time she was hospitalized due to allergies, but after she was discharged from the hospital, she heard that Meng Tao was sent to prison by Meng's mother, and was finally sentenced to be shot.

Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, Meng's mother's approach is very great, and she killed her relatives in righteousness. In Susan's eyes, what she sees is a mother who has put her own flesh and blood in a catastrophe because of her boyfriend's death. Susan wants to avenge Meng Tao, she can't tolerate poor Meng Tao sleeping alone in the ground, she hasn't always longed for her mother's love, then let her mother go down to accompany her.

Everything was done by Susan alone, and Meng Tao, who noticed the clues, was at best aware of the clues. But when Meng Tao was mistakenly identified as the murderer by Mo Chen and others, Meng Tao took all the sins alone, she hoped that Susan could stop here, but she didn't know that when she heard the news of her death, Susan had already lost the desire to live.

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The beep, beep alarm bell was particularly loud in this quiet night, followed by the funeral home's car, Zheng Yi sadly watched Susan's body being carried into the car by the funeral home staff, his heart stabbed like a knife. He couldn't listen to what the people around him said, until he was pulled into Mo Chen's car, as if he hadn't rested for a long time, he actually leaned back on the seat and fell asleep.

Susan's funeral was handled by Father Martin, and Mo Chen, who closed the case, had no choice but to rewrite a new copy, and when it was handed over to the leader, the middle-aged director smiled happily, and he praised Mo Chen, "Little Mo!" This time, your strange case team has made a lot of contributions! ”

Mo Chen was stunned, he was not interested in the director's praise, but why did the director use the word "again"? Mo Chen was just about to ask a question, when suddenly a powerful air current enveloped him, and the space around him became distorted.

"Painful ......" Mo Chen's consciousness gradually recovered, and a person's moaning sound came from his ears, whispering pain. Mo Chen opened his eyes, and at some point he actually returned to the room where he first entered the theme, lying on the ground with his legs facing down.