Lu Wei smiled bitterly: "Don't care about what will happen to me in the future, Xinyu, in fact, you don't have to feel indebted, whoever you are by your side in the future will be kind to whom." ”

"Lu Weiwei, in fact, I should hate you, after all, I have never been broken up." Tao Xinyu smiled faintly: "But I am grateful to you, you made me realize that in fact, I am very weak, and I also have weaknesses." ”

"But your weakness isn't mine." Lu Weiwei looked at her, the girl in front of her was very bright and moving, Tao Xinyu's beauty was reflected in any cell, she was so perfect, she couldn't find any flaws on her face, she was so delicate, she was worthy of the most beautiful thing in the world.

"Can you tell me, have you always had a person living in your heart, who is he?" Lu Weiwei finally asked, this word that had been hidden in his heart for too long, finally asked today.

Tao Xinyu looked at him and smiled faintly: "Maybe you don't believe it, when I found out that I fell in love with him, but the place never gave me a chance, and I never even thought of liking me." Tao Xinyu took his hand and said, "You don't need to know who he is, you just need to know that the person who has already avenged you for what you have suffered with me." ”

Lu Wei left, he walked so resolutely and chic for the first time, and this absurd relationship made him taste defeat completely.

And he was so close to happiness at the beginning, but he failed her, the girl named Sun Yingchen. The scenes of the past passed in front of me like a movie.

Sun Yingchen happily held a coffee cup and said, "Give it to you, coffee cup." ”

"You don't like coffee, how can you give me a coffee cup?"

She tilted her head to look at him: "Lu Weiwei, let me ask you, why do you like me?" ”

"If you like it, you like it, where is why, if you really can say the reason, then there are not necessarily many real ingredients in this like." Lu Wei looked at her and asked with a smile: "You gave me a coffee cup, shouldn't it be for Qixi Festival?" ”

Sun Yingchen giggled, then took the initiative to stop his waist, smelled the good-smelling honey locust fragrance on his body, and said: "Lu Weiwei, I, Sun Yingchen, don't just want to spend Qixi Festival with you, I just want to be with you day and night." ”

That time, Lu Wei felt the shock for the first time, she was such an ordinary girl, but the feelings for him were so strong, he hugged her tightly: "I really want to know what you think about every day." ”

"Don't always ask me what I think every day, what else can I think about but you."

"You love me so much." Lu Wei hugged her harder, "After graduation, let's get married." ”

"Yes, I love you very much, I love you very much." Sun Yingchen seemed to be a little out of breath when she was hugged by him, and she sniffed his familiar taste: "If you don't marry me, I'll find someone with the same surname as you, and the child born will be called by your name, and if I can't be your bride, I'll be your wife." ”

"Sun Yingchen, I won't give you a chance."

Lu Wei fell into the memory, but then the picture in front of him seemed to change, and his heart also ached.

"Lu Weiwei, what did you say?" Sun Yingchen seemed to be in disbelief and asked him, "Break up?" You told me to break up, are you serious? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He couldn't say a word except to say sorry.

"I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry, tell me, why, it's all right, it's all right, why break up." Sun Yingchen said in an almost pleading tone: "Is there something wrong with me?" You name it, I change it, I can really change it. ”

"Don't do this, I beg you not to do this." Lu Wei was very sad to see her like this, this was what he was most afraid of seeing, he didn't want to see her hurt the most, but he hurt her the most.

"Lu Weiwei, you said that we have come over for three years, why can't we do it now."

You said that we have been here for three years, why can't we do it now.

This was the last thing Sun Yingchen said to him, and after that, they were really strangers, but now that he recalled it, he was still in pain.

Love is really self-directed and self-acted, and the upgrade carnival has never been related to others.

It turned out that he knew who he really liked in his heart, and it would be so painful, but he pushed that person away so far, and it hurt so deeply.

Lu Wei pressed out a string of numbers on his mobile phone, it was Sun Yingchen's phone, he was afraid that Tao Xinyu would be angry, and he didn't even dare to leave a little bit of her breath in the phone, but he remembered the string of numbers so clearly.

"Hello?"

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, but Lu Weiwei cried, crying like a child.

"Lu Weiwei, you ...... What's wrong? Even if Sun Yingchen hated him again, she wouldn't be able to let him go when she heard him cry so sadly at the moment.

"Do you still blame me? Can you forgive me? "He said it in a low voice, with a pleading, how cruel he was at the beginning, and how ridiculous what he said now." Can we go back to the way things were? ”

"Lu Weiwei, are you not good now?" Sun Yingchen's voice trembled slightly: "However, I don't want to know now, because I can't let you go yet, I'm afraid that what you say is something I don't want to hear, but Lu Weiwei, I want to tell you, since you made the decision at the beginning, then don't look back, no one will want to be the one who retreats to the second, I admit, I like you, but, we really can't go back." ”

After Sun Yingchen hung up the phone, she sat down in her chair, and tears flowed out like this.

She didn't know what strength she had used to hang up the phone decisively, it wasn't that she didn't love Lu Wei anymore, but she couldn't taste the heart-wrenching experience before, she didn't want to take risks, and she couldn't take risks.

At this moment, she realized that the growth of people is really accompanied by labor pains.

Have you ever experienced the feeling that the person you once identified with all your life is now a stranger?

We have all sacrificed a lot of principles and things in order to try to be with someone, but love is often much more fragile than we think, no matter how close the two people are when they like it. Keep long hair for a few years, cut it in five minutes, and a few years of relationship will end with a breakup. I don't think anyone likes to say goodbye, and the beginning of every relationship is not to say goodbye with a smile someday. I used to think that love could fill the regrets of life. However, what creates more regrets is love.

Now, only those good memories of the past are left, and I am reluctant to let go, and I am not willing to lose them. For the rest of your life, he will still be your weakness, but he will no longer be your armor. It's true that you can't go back to the past, but please believe that it's also true that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.

Sun Yingchen hugged himself hard, angina pectoris was a disease left by being too sad at the beginning, and it was also the only scar that Lu left for himself that could not be healed for the rest of his life.