Chapter 64 Dialogue (Thanks to Yuan Ruoyu for his support)
Shen Man's heart trembled, looked at his daughter, closed his eyes silently, and when he opened his eyes again, his voice said with a little sadness: "The reason why I tolerate Fu everywhere is because of your father's face. Now that I have married into the Su family as I wished, I am thinking of your father's guilt for her, so I hide it. I didn't expect to wronged my baby daughter, it was my mother who didn't think about it and didn't take into account your feelings. ”
All she wants is to be on the same level as Su Jiannan, what about the sisterhood, it's not that she would rather be selfish and alone with such a man, rather than share with her. If this is the case, it is no wonder that she does not care about sisterhood.
If it weren't for Su Jiannan, why would she have been wronged to such an extent.
Back then, there were so many men in Kyoto who fell in love with her, because there were already men who admired her in her heart, so she naturally disdained others.
After enduring it for so many years, I thought that Su Jiannan would see it in my eyes, understand her intentions, and treat her twice as well, but I didn't expect that in order to take into account Fu's feelings, she would be snubbed by her over the years.
She admitted that she did use some means at the beginning, but for the sake of this man, she was willing to marry into the Su family with a concubine.
For Fu's indifference, gradually, in front of people, she began to stop showing goodwill, and even "collided" with Fu for her daughter.
If it weren't for her daughter crying to her today, she might have naively expected that Su Jiannan would understand her hard work.
It's been so many days since she came back, but she has been to her Cuiju Courtyard, but she has heard that Yinghua Pavilion has been there many times. I'm afraid that Fu Shi didn't know how to laugh at her behind her back, but she was the one who made Fu Shi angry at the beginning, and she almost had a difficult birth.
Because of this, Su Jiannan felt more and more indebted to Fu Shicai.
Stopping these old events, Shen Manxin took a deep breath, held Su Jinling's hand tightly, and said, "With my mother here, I won't allow others to bully you."
When Su Jinling heard this, her heart suddenly rejoiced: "What my mother said is true, don't coax her daughter to be happy."
The corners of Shen Manxin's mouth hooked slightly, smiled, and said, "You were conceived and given birth to me in October, why did your mother want to lie to you." Since I was ready to enter the Su family, I would not retreat because I was afraid of her Fu Yinghua. ”
For the sake of the man she loves, what about the sisterhood, she did not hesitate to choose to give up.
"But mother ......" Su Jinling opened her mouth, "Fu's she is not a fuel-efficient woman, but as long as she has a trace of generosity, her daughter will not be cautious in front of her, on weekdays, she even looks at her daughter with a little resentment, if it weren't for her mother, why would her daughter be angry with her, she was pressed and bullied by Su Jinzhao everywhere, and the limelight made her out alone." The daughter asked herself if she was no worse than her Su Jinzhao, what else would she do except for the stinky temper of the eldest lady. ”
The more Su Jinling spoke, the more angry she became.
She often complained to Shen Manxin, but she didn't say as much as this time.
In the end, it is her own daughter, how can there be a mother who doesn't understand her child. Shen Manxin's eyes flashed, and he said: "Miss Su Jinzhao's temper, no one in the house knows, my mother knows that you have been angry with her all these years, it is your mother's fault, you shouldn't take your feelings into account, from now on, your mother will never let you suffer the slightest grievance."
Hearing this, Su Jinling's eyes rolled, and she said meaningfully: "Although my mother said so, but I am a concubine after all, and I can't compare to the scenery of Su Jinzhao's daughter, seeing that Su Jinzhao is about to die, I am afraid that the Fu family has already planned for her, which is exactly what I am worried about."
There is a difference!
Shen Man's heart tightened, and he asked her if he wanted to do it, "What are you worried about?"
Su Jinling sighed and replied: "The last time the Holy Lord came to the mansion in person, Concubine Ru intended to win over her father, and she showed her favor more than once, but her daughter saw it in her eyes, and now Su Jinzhao has also come to say goodbye, what if ...... If we are lucky enough to marry into a heavenly family, mother, do you think we will have a day to turn over? As she spoke, she paused for a moment, and when she spoke again, her voice was already crying, "In the house, I see her face and act, and it doesn't matter if she is bullied by her, if she really flies on the branch and becomes a phoenix, won't she be pressed by their mother and daughter forever, how can there be a day for us to emerge." Mother, daughter does not want to live under her Su Jinzhao light forever, if so, daughter ...... The daughter would rather die than live like this, and see her face. ”
said it so awe-inspiringly, it was not that Su Jinling was not afraid of death, she couldn't stand even a little pain, and death was even more impossible for her, this was said to Shen Manxin.
Sure enough, Shen Man's heart was moved, she was already like this in her own life, if even her daughter was like her, she would never accept it.
She couldn't have known what her daughter meant by this.
She patted her shoulder with her hand, and said clearly: "Silly child, what is it to say that you can't die, how taboo, don't worry, your mother won't let this happen." What about the concubine, as long as you plan properly, as long as you want, nothing is impossible. What if she Su Jinzhao is the eldest daughter, she just has a good skin, my daughter is smart and capable, much better than her Fu daughter, hum, if you want to become the daughter-in-law of the heavenly family, it also depends on whether she Fu has this ability. ”
Back then, she could let Su Jiannan marry her despite Fu's opposition, and now for the happiness of her daughter, she should do the same.
Su Jinling's face moved slightly, took Shen Manxin's hand, and said: "Don't hide it from my mother, since the last banquet and the second prince had a relationship, my daughter's heart can no longer tolerate other men, and I don't know if God favored me, last night's Lantern Festival, let me meet the second prince by chance...... Mother, you say, is this a sign from heaven to her daughter? ”
As she spoke, the shyness on the girl's face was unmistakable.
With such an expression, Shen Manxin seems to be familiar, she used to be like a girl, and when she saw Su Jiannan, she was also like this.
She looked at the shy girl in front of her, smiled, and said, "My Jinling has grown up, and now I have a man I like."
"My daughter's vision of people is good, the last time my mother saw that the two princes looked dignified, extraordinary, talked well, and won the respect of the saint, and the mother concubine has a noble status in the harem, the future will be limitless, if you can marry him, don't say that it is just a Fu family, our eldest lady is not at your disposal."
Hearing Shen Manxin say this, Su Jinling was even more convinced that her choice was right, and she said loudly: "Mother also thinks that the second prince is very good, right?"
Shen Manxin nodded.
It's just that in the next second, Su Jinling became distressed again, and the shyness on her face disappeared, and she was replaced with a sad face.
What's good, how could such an excellent man fall in love with her as a concubine, even if there is no Su Jinzhao, there are so many noble girls in Kyoto, if she wants to become the second princess, how can it be so easy.