part370
When he returned to the city, the journey was very smooth, Sun Yingchen teased Lu Heng when he said every sentence, Lu Heng just drove with peace of mind, Sun Yingchen didn't find it, Lu Heng's mood seemed to be good, he was sometimes very willful, sometimes very serious, and when he was serious, he was particularly charming, which Sun Yingchen never noticed.
I don't know if it's because I have let go of my sincerity about the past, so now Lu Heng seems to be different from the past in Sun Yingchen's eyes, he is so good, but he is sitting next to him at the moment, such an inexplicable sense of security makes Sun Yingchen sink.
In fact, Sun Yingchen has never deceived herself, she has not compared Lu Heng and Bai Siyuan, but after the passage of time, she has more and more preferences for Lu Heng, her heart was full of Bai Siyuan before, she still remembers the feeling of liking to overflow, she likes Bai Siyuan, she likes it so much, but she is disappointed again and again, when she needs Bai Siyuan, he only cares about Heilan, for the date of the green years, Sun Yingchen still misses her past self, but she often thinks of that relationship, More and more times, she found that Lu Heng had accompanied her step by step in the sad years, and his care had overflowed all her memories of Bai Siyuan.
Sun Yingchen looked at the fleeting scenery outside the car window, and she suddenly sighed very emotionally: "Lu Heng, what were you like when you said you didn't meet me?" ”
In fact, Sun Yingchen was very curious, what Lu Heng was like in the past, she knew that Lu Heng and Zhou Miao had been pen pals for seven years, and in such a long seven years, Lu Heng was very serious about becoming friends with Zhou Miao, but Zhou Miao was attracted to him.
I don't know why, Sun Yingchen cares more about Lu Heng now, but at the same time, he is more and more worried about Zhou Miao.
The two of them are like a time bomb that will never blow up, and she is the core that ignites the fire at all times.
Lu Heng was still driving, he had always thought very carefully about what Sun Yingchen would say inexplicably, maybe when the time came, he should also give her an answer, although he didn't understand why she asked this, but said in a low voice: "My previous life was very boring, so boring that if I wanted to tell the truth, it was regarded as the Bible." ”
Inexplicably, Sun Yingchen was amused by his words.
"Lu Heng, you are too arrogant, your previous hypocrisy thought that someone would be willing to pay, it is nothing more than your fame." Sun Yingchen understands that Lu Heng became famous too early, and the detours he took may be few among his peers, he had a smooth journey, and his achievements today are inseparable from his diligence, but after thinking about it, his youth growth is more difficult than anyone else, and a distressing emotion still affects her.
"Lu Heng, you had a hard time in the past, right?"
The topic changed abruptly, Sun Yingchen just looked at him like this, Lu Heng's face was still full of smiles, that smile was like a warm sun in winter, his smile would make you forget your tiredness, but more people ignored what the smile on his face meant.
"Tell me, let me know you." Sun Yingchen said again, her hand gently attached to the back of Lu Heng's hand.
Lu Heng said with a smile: "It's all over, no matter how hard it was before, I won't experience it in the future, although I have everything now, but it's not what I want, now, you are my hope in the future." ”
Sun Yingchen smiled and said, "Lu Heng, thank you, thank you for letting me meet you, and thank you for being willing to accept me." ”
Lu Heng turned his head to look at her, smiling the same, that smile was extremely dazzling.
Sun Yingchen rested her head on his shoulder, from now on, she wants to enter Lu Heng's world, as for her past self, today, and even now will become a dividing line, although it is not gorgeous enough, but it is completely broken.
This is a world where it is fashionable to leave, but we are not good at saying goodbye, you see the word growth, so lonely that there is not even a side.
Lu Heng gently patted the back of her hand and said, "You can sleep for a while, it's still early." ”
Lu Heng's words seemed to be able to soothe the most painful place in her heart, maybe it was because of his words, or maybe she was really tired, so she just leaned against the car window and fell asleep.
The atmosphere in the car was unusually quiet, so quiet that you could hear Sun Yingchen's gentle breathing.
Lu Heng slowly parked the car to the side, adjusted the temperature in the car, and at the same time adjusted Sun Yingchen's saddle to a comfortable position, leaning her body back, there was a thin blanket behind the car, at first Rosen wanted to put the blanket in his car, Lu Heng was very disgusted, and said: "You put this girly blanket in my car, it doesn't affect the aura of my whole car." ”
Although Rosen respects Lu Heng very much, and also regards Lu Heng's as the Bible, he refuted Lu Heng for a rare time, or put the blanket in the car, and said: "Just let it go, you see that it rains every day during this time, and you are a person who can't take care of yourself, in case you don't care about it one day, and you don't care if it rains outside, you will be drenched into a soup dog, this blanket may be able to save your life." ”
And now, Lu Heng feels that although Rosen is sometimes very unreliable in life, this time he agrees with Rosen's point of view.
The blanket was thin but unusually soft, Sun Yingchen seemed to be in a deep sleep, and there was a faint arc rippling on her lips, maybe she was in a dream at the moment, but I didn't know if there would be him in her dream.
Lu Heng smiled very gently, and was even reluctant to let go of any subtle expression on her face.
"Lu Heng, I know that telling you this at this time will bother you, but I still want to tell you that I still have a place for Bai Siyuan in my heart, I don't know when I will be able to completely move him out of my heart, maybe for a day, maybe for a lifetime, but just like this, do you still want to be persistent?"
"Lu Heng, if you don't dislike me now, then let's try to be together."
"Lu Heng, after the driver's license test comes out, let's get married."
In life, there shouldn't be so many gratuitous thoughts and feelings, but as long as I think of you, I write gently.
Lu Heng thought about what Sun Yingchen had said to him before, and there would always be an irrepressible smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Lu Heng, let me walk into your life, I want to understand you as much as possible, your pain in the past has passed, in the future, I hope I can have the ability to make you as happy as possible."
"Lu Heng, thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for meeting me, and thank you for falling in love with me."
Lu Heng thought that Bai Siyuan was still the cinnabar mole in her heart before, but now, she fell asleep beside her with peace of mind.
No matter how long it takes, you will eventually know, maybe there will be a day when you have been unable to let go of the persistence and reluctance, always with a little regret, living a life without the cinnabar mole in your heart, the world is really big, as long as you turn around, you will already be alive and dead.