Chapter 517: I Love Him, He Doesn't Love Me
"Can you talk to me before leaving?" A cold male voice sounded, Cheng Qinqin's heart trembled, and for a moment, she felt that this voice was extremely familiar, like a ...... Zhan Moming.
Cheng Qinqin lowered her head unconsciously, how could it be, how could Zhan Moming appear here, he was really stunned, it had been more than a year, and he still couldn't forget him.
In the past, Cheng Qinqin had thought that the extra ball of meat in her brain was her obsession with Zhan Moming, so it was so difficult to cut it off, but in the end, she risked her life to cut it off, so she shouldn't feel anything about him anymore, but obviously, she was wrong.
"Why such a sad wry smile." The man opposite asked softly, with a hint of pity in his voice.
Cheng Qinqin felt that her mental state was not very good, so she decided to go offline, and suddenly, a villa fell from the sky, with a thousand feet of light, Cheng Qinqin swallowed her saliva.
She finally understood what it meant to "eat other people's soft mouths and take other people's soft hands".
I didn't expect that her dignified Miss Cheng would deign to chat with others for money, and this life experience was really colorful.
Originally, Cheng Qinqin didn't want to talk about herself, but after thinking about it, the other party was a stranger anyway, so it was nothing to say it as if she was telling someone else's story.
Besides, people are so generous, they can't do nothing, and it's not too much of a request, just talk about it, maybe after saying it, you can be more comfortable, after all, these things have been held in your heart for too long, too long.
So, Cheng Qinqin decided to chat with him for a while, and it was not in vain that others gave him so many gifts.
"Your voice is a lot like a person." After saying this, Cheng Qinqin regretted it a little, this is clearly a classic line of accosting the opposite sex, will it make the other party have any misunderstanding that should not be there.
"Let me guess if it's someone who is important to you." Zhan Moming asked a little nervously.
"Is it important?" Cheng Qinqin muttered, pondered for a while, and said softly: "It used to be important, but now, it doesn't matter. ”
Zhan Moming's heart hurts, it used to be very important...... It doesn't matter anymore......
Qinqin, do you really not love me?
"Can you tell me your story?" Zhan Moming said softly.
Cheng Qinqin found that in fact, her heart was refusal, because she was trying to forget those things in the past, whether they were happy or sad, so subconsciously, she didn't want to mention it again.
However, there seemed to be a bewitching magic in the man's voice, so Cheng Qinqin couldn't refuse at all.
The things that used to be so familiar to her heart, but when she really wanted to tell it, Cheng Qinqin didn't know where to start.
Is it from the first time we met when I was twelve, or is it the end of the story?
Suddenly, she felt unusually boring, not because she didn't want to say it, but because she felt that there was nothing to say.
"I love him, he doesn't love me."
It turned out that the love she had been in love for more than ten years was so simple that it was summed up in seven words.
She loves that man so vigorously that she can't forget the original paradise even if her innocent girl's heart is broken into slag. She firmly believes that every day by that man's side is a happy future.
No matter how cruel the reality is, she is unwilling to wake up from her fantasies.
Even if in the end, she is scarred and faces despair alone, she still refuses to admit that the love she once had was nothing but a self-righteous absurdity.
originally thought it was a touching eternal love, but I didn't want to, but it turned out to be a very old-fashioned unrequited love.
It's that she thinks of herself too great.
It was she who was trapped in her own world.
Actually, now that I think about it, it's really wrong for me to entangle Zhan Moming like that and cause him trouble.
Zhan Moming has never had love for her, she takes herself too seriously, and always says that Zhan Moming has changed, perhaps, he has never changed.
"Perhaps, at that time, he just didn't understand love." The man's voice sounded softly.
Because I don't understand what love is, I love the wrong person, and because I don't know how to love, I hurt the person I love the most.
Cheng Qinqin smiled faintly, she knew that the man was comforting her, but, she had heard too many similar words before, and she didn't want to listen to them anymore, not to mention, those had nothing to do with her, so she said: "Maybe, I didn't know love at that time." ”
Love is letting go, it is fulfillment, but it does not make him more troubled and irritable.
Cheng Qinqin pretended not to care and said: "Actually, there is nothing bad about being alone. ”
It's not good at all, Zhan Moming thought to himself.
When everyone left me, it was you who accompanied me through the longest winter of my life.
I've always had it, so I didn't realize your importance, and when you left, I realized that it's terrible to be alone, and you've long been an integral part of my life.