"Take her away." She touched her eyes, looking tired.

I immediately tore up my bloody clothes, stood up and left the bed, I wanted to touch Song Lingjian, I wanted to beg her, but I was afraid that my hands would stain her clothes with blood, so I said helplessly: "Please......"

Song Lingjian looked down at the stove and waved his hand impatiently at me, and the furnace contained an inextinguishable light.

"Let's get out." She walked gently to the side of the bed and sat down beside Yan Cuo.

I gritted my teeth and walked out, and Hai Piao followed me gloomily, and we both honestly closed the door, leaving all the secrets of Song Lingjian's medical skills to herself.

I kept covering my eyes, trying to press back the tears, the pale red heat could not scare away my pain, at this time I was a little unable to cry, only the tears flowed endlessly, until they dried.

Hai Piao untied my blood-soaked clothes, and then untied his own coat, and tightly wrapped me in a warm coat, while he himself was only wearing a single coat, and he seemed to have no sense of warmth and coldness in the cold wind.

I came back with some sense, and said apologetically with sore eyes, "I'm sorry...... I just went crazy, I shouldn't blame you......"

Hai Piao tightly squeezed the clothes full of black blood in his hands, and on his face, which was always gentle and tolerant, the lines suddenly seemed like a tightening arrow string, and the fortitude was so sharp that it was full of a solemn atmosphere.

It's so cold –

I shuddered, and I was so scared.

"If anything happens to him, I will never forgive him." Hai Piao gritted his teeth and said.

"Who is it? Why did Yan Cuo get hurt? What happened? ”

Hai Piao's tight face relaxed, and he said softly: "I went up the mountain with him to find an order, and I ran into a thief stealing a bow, and there was a little dispute - Xiaoyu blocked a palm for me in order to protect me......"

I was puzzled and resentful: "Stealing a bow? It's just stealing a bow and asking for money! Why should it hurt your lives? Why do you have such a heavy hand? Why? ”

"It's me...... If I hadn't insisted on snatching Ling's bow back, I wouldn't have provoked him to kill him...... Xiaoyu didn't have to suffer, it's all because I ......"

Hai Piao's face was full of guilt, and I came to my senses little by little, only to realize that he had punished himself in his own way-

I can understand Yan Cuo's heart to protect Haipiao, just as I am willing to exchange my life for his life, we all have people who are willing to exchange their lives for life and strive to cherish it, Yan Cuo is a hot-blooded man, he knows how to repay, on the contrary, if he is greedy for life and afraid of death and abandons Haipiao, it really disappoints me.

"It's his choice to save you, it's none of your business......" I felt very uncomfortable, I thought that if it was me who suffered, would Yan Cuo be so desperate?

Hai Piao pursed his lips tightly, and his deep eyes turned over the river and the sea in deep thoughts that made me afraid.

"Song Lingjian will save him, won't he?"

Hai Piao looked worriedly at the candlelit door, and I begged God to give Song Ling the arrow a hand to bring Yan Cuo back to me safely.

I fell to my knees and bowed my head to the deep night sky, I beg you......

"Dangchang"! There was a loud bang inside the door!

Hai Piao patted the door and said hurriedly: "Ling-Ling!" ”

There was no sound of Song Lingjian's irritable rush to people.

"Come in and have a look!" I was so scared that my whole body trembled, Song Lingjian was such a cautious person, and it was rare for him to make such a sound.

Hai Piao pushed the door in, stunned, rushed in, picked up Song Lingjian who fell to the ground, I saw the heartbroken expression on his face, as if he had lost the most cherished thing, he stroked Song Lingjian's pale face, and hugged her in his arms in pain.

I stared at the stove on the ground in a daze, and it rolled down not far from Song Lingjian-

The corners of Yan Cuo's eyes and mouth on the bed were full of dried blood clots, and his face was still dead, and the wrist he dropped on the edge of the bed had been twisted back by Song Lingjian, and the legendary choke on it was covered with jet-red rust......

I was dizzy, and with countless shrill cries in my head, I finally sat down on the ground without a sound......

The wrist clasp fell silently with the red rust, stacked on top of each other, and smoked with the weather.

Song Lingjian exhaled weakly in his arms, his forehead was wet with sweat, and his closed eyes and eyelashes were wet, I don't know if it was sweat or tears.

Haipiao picked up Song Lingjian and walked out, at this moment, Yan Cuo's life and death, my grief and sorrow are not important to him, the important thing is that he still guards her.

I watched them away numbly.

For so many years, I have never seen Song Lingjian so weak, even when Shiyi Lang died, she could be so sad and strong, she really tried her best, I almost forgot that she would be tired and afraid of the cold every winter, Han Sanxiao also laughed at her again She is a poisonous snake that usually runs rampant and cold-blooded, and will curl itself up in the deepest part of the cave as soon as winter comes, but I still have to continue to deprive her of the only remaining warmth at such a weak moment.

"Song Lingjian, I'm sorry." I choked up, not knowing if she could hear it now.

Hai Piao said softly: "What she doesn't want to do, no one can force it." Even if she is willing, why should she be sorry - Sister Fei waited for her to wake up, and then asked Xiaoyu about her injury, okay? ”

I bowed my head deeply, both as an apology and as an answer.

I was the only one in the room.

This year, I seem to have become accustomed to facing some things alone, no matter how much the people around me care about you and protect you, but there will always be moments when they will not be around. Only in these moments can you learn to truly grow.

I don't know how much courage it took to get to Yan Cuo's bed, I hesitated for a long time, my hands were stiff and insensible, I stretched out in front of his face countless times, and then trembled and took it back.

Yes, I didn't dare to probe his snort, I myself was disgusted by the cowardice of my mother-in-law—I kept telling myself to be strong, but I still didn't dare.

Finally I sat down in a chair beside the bed, not far from him, and could see every inch of the candlelight on his face.

"Is it only when you can't afford to go anymore that we can get along quietly? I selfishly want you to stay, thinking of all kinds of ways not to let you go, but I never thought of it in this way...... "I whispered softly, can you hear Yan Wrong?"

I found the topic, trying to drive away the fear in my heart, Yan Cuo will be fine, he will definitely wake up, he will definitely be, I will accompany him, let him know that I am still around, he will continue to hate me and hate me, until the anger in his heart is completely subsided.

"I ...... Let me tell you about my childhood...... Also right...... You will definitely not be interested...... That...... Then, let's talk about these people you know, Xia Xia - and Anzhou - didn't you say last time, said that there were people around Lord Shangguan who had worked in Anzhou, I haven't had a chance to ask him, I'm afraid to know the answer, I'm timid, I still want to beg, one day you are willing to help me ask, if there is a good result, I will tell Xia Xia again, let her be happy, and then ...... Then let's pick a day with particularly good weather, preferably spring, pear blossoms and mountain cherry blossoms are blooming, the sun is warm on the body, and the quilt will carry the fragrance of sunshine...... I don't know what he looks like, tall, short, fat and thin, whether he is honest or weird and slippery, I don't know if he remembers what happened when he was a child, whether he remembers Xia Xia-"

From the corners of Yan Cuo's eyes, red blood began to ooze again, how good it would be if this was just tears-

It was like a stone had fallen on my heart, he was still alive, but he was still bleeding palely, as if his life was also being lost little by little.

I couldn't say anything else, so I covered my mouth and started crying.

Someone outside the house knocked on the door, then pushed it and walked in.

I wiped my tears, and someone came directly past me, with a trace of candlelight, and walked lightly to the side of Yan Cuo's bed, like a fairy descending into the world, plain white clothes against the halo of candlelight, and the face of the world is suffocating.

"Mother." I stood a little caught off guard, I thought it would be Haipiao or Han Sanxiao, but I didn't expect it to be my mother.

The mother put the lamp on the bedside table, and the light reflected her watery gaze, and even time couldn't help but stop at this moment to have a good look at her beautiful face.

She nodded at me, quietly reached out, and wiped the black blood from Yan Cuo's eyes with a towel.

"Mother, why are you here?" I wiped my messy tearful face and hid at the end of the candlelit bed.

My mother looked at me sideways and said softly, "I heard you cry." ”

Am I crying loudly? I didn't realize that there were other people in the house......

"Yan is wrong, he ......" I sniffed, and I was not sure if my mother remembered Yan wrong.

Niangzai carefully wiped the blood marks on Yan Cuo's face, she never seemed to be surprised by our situation, everything was plain in her eyes, Yan Cuo's heart-wrenching face at this moment was just like lying on the bed after eating, and the rice grains on her mouth were not wiped off.

She is really beautiful, so beautiful that every movement seems to be deliberately choreographed, and any frown can make people's hearts break.

"He's really like the fourth brother, isn't he?" The mother smiled.

"Do you remember who he was?" My eyes flashed red, and I felt like my eye disease was about to flare up again.

The mother gently stroked Yancuo's face and said softly: "They are coming." ”

I was stunned: "Who?" ”

The mother said again: "Time, it's not much." ”

What's running out of time?

Mother, can you not come over and say something inexplicable at such a serious and serious moment to add to my blockage?!

"Yunlan, is she okay?" My mother suddenly looked up at me and asked me a question that I thought was incredible.

Mother actually remembers Yunlan? In Yun Niang's memories, it seems that there is no interference with my mother, but my mother has always known that there is such a person.

I asked, "Mother remembers Yunlan?" ”

A trace of anxiety suddenly flashed in Niang's calm eyes, and she said quickly: "A few days ago, she came to look for me. ”

The other day? Which one do you remember the other day? It can't be the first few days of more than a decade ago, right?

I could only learn from Zheng Zhuzhu's way and follow my mother's words and ask, "What did she come to you for?" ”

The mother said: "She came to inquire about the fourth brother's dissipation, sixteen years, she disappeared with the fourth brother, and there was a lot of speculation in the town, but I know that it is by no means what they guessed." ”

My eyes widened—

It's rare for my mother to think so clearly, and she can accurately tell the number of years that my father has been missing-

In this way, she said that Yunlan had looked for her, and it was indeed a few days ago!

When did Yun Niang come to my mother? How did I not know?

I eagerly asked, "My mother always knew that they didn't cross the line - did she come alone?" Was it a few days ago that you remembered? ”

The mother said: "Back then, the fourth brother took good care of their mother and son, and half of it was requested by me. When I can still remember the cause of the incident, I begged the fourth brother to make up for our mistakes back then. I wanted to tell her the secret, and I would rather she hate us than feel guilty about us, but she's gone. ”

"Secret? What secret? ”