Chapter 214: Running away from home
The calmer the outbreak, the more ferocious it will be when it erupts. When Lin Qingqing began to be hoarse without warning, Ou Yuanlan didn't even know what was going on.
"What's wrong with you?" He looked at the red-faced woman in front of him and asked coldly.
Looking at Ou Yuanlan with a calm face, Lin Qingqing couldn't keep his mind anymore. "Do you really want to marry me? Don't you really dislike me? You're with me...... Is it really just a simple liking of me? She said the series of questions with trembling lips.
She had made a fuss about these issues many times, though she would regret it after each one, and would hate herself for not trusting this man so much. But every time it happened, she couldn't suppress herself at all.
If a feeling is too strong, it will make people afraid, especially for an extremely insecure person like Lin Qingqing. Because I'm too afraid of losing, I clutch it very tightly when I have it. But this kind of possessiveness is often confusing, even disgusting.
From the first time Lin Qingqing began to doubt the relationship between the two, Ou Yuanlan had explained many times. He even took her back to the Ou family and announced in front of those people that he was going to marry her. All this is because he knows how insecure Lin Qingqing is.
But now he has done everything he can do, and he has explained what he should have explained, but Lin Qingqing still doesn't want to believe the relationship between them.
"Qingqing, you don't believe me like that?" Ou Yuanlan's voice was colder than the winter night outside. He had a cold face, and there was no light in his eyes.
In fact, Lin Qingqing knew in her heart that she didn't believe in Ou Yuanlan, she just didn't believe in herself. She clenched her fists tightly, her joints slightly white from the exertion, her nails digging into her flesh, the clear pain that sobered her up.
She shook her head, tears streaming down her face. "I don't know, I really don't know......" she wanted to say she believed, but when the words came to her lips, it turned into I don't know.
At this moment, the noisy sound of the TV has disappeared, the washing machine doesn't know when it stopped, Lin Qingqing can't hear anything in his ears, he can only hear his own sobbing.
The two stood facing each other, stalemate, neither of them speaking. Ou Yuanlan was waiting for Lin Qingqing to calm down, and she knew that she must be extremely embarrassed now.
After a long time, it wasn't until his body stopped trembling that Lin Qingqing opened his mouth and asked, "What is the relationship between you and Lin Yu?" When she asked this sentence, she herself was startled.
People really don't choose what to say when they're sad, which is why so many people who love each other are separated because of various misunderstandings. Sometimes it's not that the misunderstanding is terrible, but that the words hurt.
Ou Yuanlan's gaze was even colder, Lin Qingqing didn't dare to look up directly, but she could feel it. With the heating turned on so much in the house, she still felt cold.
"Lin Qingqing, what do you like to think." Ou Yuanlan turned around and walked into his room.
Lin Yu did pester him, but he just hung up the phone in front of Lin Qingqing every time, and never took the initiative to contact this woman. But now, she came to question herself, which made Ou Yuanlan feel chilled.
There was a loud bang, and Lin Qingqing's body trembled. Her eyes were fixed on Ou Yuanlan's door, she was afraid that the man would suddenly come out, but she was also afraid that he would not want to see her again.
Standing in place for a long time, Lin Qingqing's body kept trembling. The problem in the room was high enough, but she felt that it was cold.
After pondering for a long time, Lin Qingqing decided to go out and calm down. This room was full of Ou Yuanlan's shadow, and she couldn't think about it.
grabbed her cotton coat casually, and she staggered out the door. In order not to disturb Ou Yuanlan, she almost tiptoed when the door was closed, not daring to make a sound.
Walking out of the community, the cold of the winter night immediately blows in your face. Despite the cotton clothes, the cold wind still penetrated her neck and sleeves.
The night in S City is really prosperous, here is drunk and golden, and the lights are bright. The upscale neighborhood opposite is brightly lit, and their stories are happening in every window.
Lin Qingqing raised his head and wandered aimlessly, looking at the people around him from time to time. How many people in this city are like her, without shelter and insecurity.
I don't know how long she walked, Lin Qingqing only felt that she was already cold and was about to curl up together, so she reluctantly took out her mobile phone from her pocket.
Turn on the phone, the interface on it is very clean, and there is not a single missed call. It seems that Ou Yuanlan doesn't know that she left, or he doesn't want to find her back if he knows.
Lin Qingqing's crying red eyes were blown by the cold wind, and the area around his eyes was dry and painful. She opened the contact and unexpectedly dialed Jiang Nuan's phone.
As soon as "Nuan Nuan ......" called her name, she began to cry.
Twenty minutes later, Jiang Nuan called a taxi and rushed to her. "Qingqing, what's wrong with you?" She asked distressedly, hugging her good friend.
Through the dim street lamp, she could see Lin Qingqing's small white face with swollen eyes like light bulbs. Although she used to cry out at times, she had never been sad like this.
As Jiang Nuan returned home together, Lin Qingqing kept a motionless movement curled up on the sofa. She was holding the hot water handed to her by her good friend, and her fingers were hot and she didn't know how to put it down.
"Let's talk about it." Jiang Nuan picked up the pillow and sat down beside Lin Qingqing.
Lin Qingqing, who had been in a daze, came back to his senses, and then sighed at the cup in his hand. "We had a fight." She said succinctly.
Indeed, they quarreled today. To be precise, Ou Yuanlan didn't do anything, she was just making trouble. She didn't know why she was messing with him, but she just couldn't help it, she couldn't suppress her feelings of fear when she thought of Lin Yu's words.
Jiang Nuan rolled her eyes helplessly. "Why are you arguing?" She continued to ask.
Seeing Lin Qingqing like this, she knew that the two of them must be in trouble, so listening to Lin Qingqing's nonsense, she couldn't help but have three comic black lines on her forehead.
"Lin language." Lin Qingqing was still concise and to the point.
Jiang Nuan was even more speechless now, could it be that today's quarrel took away Lin Qingqing's IQ? The primary school Chinese teacher began to teach the subject, the verb, the object, the fixed form of the supplement, what do these two words mean?
Just as she was about to take a good step, Lin Qingqing spoke by herself. Lin Yu said...... The person who can marry Ou Yuanlan is not necessarily me......" She hung her head and lowered her air pressure.