Chapter 255: I'm Not a Masochist
She never thought of blaming Xiao Sheng, but thanked Xiao Sheng for saving herself from the fire pit several times, Su Yanjing lay on Xiao Sheng's chest, tears wetting his clothes.
"I just...... It's just that I can't get past that level in my heart......"
Whenever it was the dead of night, she would be afraid, she used to be not afraid of the dark, but now, she didn't dare to sleep alone when the lights were turned off at night.
The inner world dominated by fear has become the source of Su Yanjing's nightmares now, and those distorted images linger in her mind, haunting her and making her unable to breathe.
Xiao Sheng didn't know that Su Yanjing was suffering like this during this time, he regretted that he was not careful enough, he should have cared more about Su Yanjing.
But now, seeing Su Yanjing in such pain, he couldn't even say sorry, these three words couldn't make up for Su Yanjing's mental trauma at all.
"If you can't hold on, I'll ask Shu Yue to come over and show you, huh?" His cheap niece still has the right to speak in psychotherapy, and Xiao Sheng reluctantly recognized Shu Yue's professional ability in disguise.
Su Yanjing also knew that this was a psychological problem, and she might need a professional person to come over to enlighten her, but she still shook her head, "It's not that serious, I want to overcome it myself." ”
She wants to be a strong self and doesn't want to show her vulnerability to outsiders, but Xiao Sheng is an exception, in front of this man, she always can't help but want to take off her guard and strong shell.
Xiao Sheng frowned, and didn't seem to agree with Su Yanjing's approach, "You are in a bad mood now, you have to let her come over to help you take a look." ”
"Don't." Su Yanjing also refused very simply, and her little face was stubborn.
Xiao Sheng was slightly angry and raised his voice, "Yanzi, you know that you are sick?" What would you do if something like this happened again in the future? ”
The symptoms detected by the instrument may be treatable, but mental illness cannot be seen or touched, and it is a fearful manifestation of a person's mental activity.
Su Yanjing must receive professional psychological counseling, which Xiao Sheng insisted, but Su Yanjing refused to cooperate, and blurted out in a hurry, "Don't you yourself have a psychological disorder?" You don't want to go to treatment, why are you forcing me to go!"
No! That's not how to say it! Su Yanjing, are you crazy! After saying that, she was dumbfounded, and her whole head was stunned, and only one voice was left shouting.
She is crazy to say this to Xiao Sheng!
But it's too late, and the words you say are like water that can't be taken back. Xiao Sheng heard Su Yanjing's words clearly and clearly, he held Su Yanjing's hand and violently bruised his muscles, tried his best to control himself, and asked hoarsely:
"That's what you think?"
Su Yanjing's eyes flashed with a hint of panic, no! No! This was not her idea, she opened her mouth, wanting to defend herself, wanting to explain to Xiao Sheng, but the words became mute.
She couldn't say anything......
Seeing her like this, Xiao Sheng suddenly smiled and lowered his gaze, "Okay, I understand." ”
In Su Yanjing's heart, he should have always been a perverted existence, he himself felt so, and he didn't blame Su Yanjing for thinking so.
Xiao Sheng's words had a sense of vicissitudes and powerlessness, he let go of Su Yanjing, helped the person to sit down, and then opened the car door without saying a word, walked to the area and went around to the driver's seat, and then started the car silently.
"Xiao Sheng ......"
Su Yanjing originally wanted to reach out and grab the person, but she moved too slowly, Xiao Sheng left too fast, and her fingertips only touched the hem of Xiao Sheng's clothes.
She sat in the back row sluggishly, the whole person was like a deflated ball, without the vitality of the past, she wanted to tell Xiao Sheng, who was depressed in front of her, that she didn't mean that.
But...... Really, isn't it?
What a bad feeling, Su Yanjing grabbed her hair irritably, she didn't know why she said such a thing! How!
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."
The car had been out for a long time, and Su Yanjing leaned on the back seat and spoke slowly. In the quiet carriage, only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard, but she suddenly spoke, which seemed a little abrupt.
Xiao Sheng seemed to smile again, "That's the case, you don't have to apologize, just take a rest first, and you'll be home soon." ”
Fortunately, the apartment is not far from the company, and it will be there after a short drive, and after an apology and an answer, the two fell into an awkward silence, Su Yanjing didn't know what she should do to resolve this contradiction that would break out at any time.
When the car was about to drive into the garage of the community, Su Yanjing suddenly said, "I'll get out of the car, I want to go back to my parents tonight." ”
She feels that she and Xiao Sheng need time to calm down, living together is beautiful, but after a long time, there will be contradictions, during this time she is adapting, and Xiao Sheng is also accommodating.
When she didn't have close contact with real life, Su Yanjing didn't think Xiao Sheng was a difficult person to get along with, at most she had a bad temper, but after moving in together, conflicts would appear.
She found that Xiao Sheng had a lot of secrets that she couldn't tell her, and of course she wouldn't take the initiative to ask about them, because that was Xiao Sheng's privacy, and no one would like to be inquired about.
What makes Su Yanjing unacceptable is that Xiao Sheng concealed her own affairs, but asked her to disclose all her secrets, so Su Yanjing was under pressure, so she kept tolerating it, otherwise she would definitely quarrel if it broke out.
Su Yanjing thought that her proposal could be approved by Xiao Sheng, and giving each other a night to calm down was their best choice now.
But Xiao Sheng thought that this was Su Yanjing's way of deliberately evading, so his face was a little unsightly, and he said without thinking: "Go back and let Feng Qinan find you, and you will rekindle the old relationship?" ”
Hearing this, Su Yanjing was shocked, opened her mouth and couldn't speak for a long time, "You...... Xiao Sheng, what do you mean! Me and ...... Would you say that the revival of old feelings would be a little too much! ”
Not only excessive, but simply unreasonable!
Su Yanjing only felt a surge of anger welling up in her heart, burning all the guilt she had originally built, and she knew that people like Xiao Sheng were unforgiving.
"It's you who go too far first, Su Yanjing." The car stopped on the side of the road, Xiao Sheng didn't look back, but he saw a series of changes in Su Yanjing's expression from the rearview mirror.
He was thinking that Su Yanjing had just been frightened, and it was normal for her to be emotionally unstable and speak impulsively, so he didn't plan to care, but Su Yanjing didn't know what to do.
"I apologize!" Su Yanjing was a little forceful, "I didn't mean to say it, why do you still have a cold face and show your face to anyone......
Speaking of the back, Su Yanjing herself was out of confidence, her voice was getting lower and lower, she felt like a shameless woman, she was obviously the one who was wrong first, but now she arrogantly wanted to shirk her responsibility.
Su Yanjing, Su Yanjing, when did you become so old and cunning!
"Did you take the wrong medicine today?" Xiao Sheng asked her with a sneer, "Every time you meet your scumbag ex-husband, you become abnormal, if you want to say that you haven't broken the thread, I don't believe it!" He was kidnapped before, did he do something to you? You were ...... before I arrived."
Before Xiao Sheng finished speaking, Su Yanjing's slap came, but it didn't hit his face, but it hurt a lot on his arm.
"You son of a bitch!"
Su Yanjing's eyes were red with anger, and after the fight, she threw the car door and got out of the car by herself, and she didn't forget to scold. Xiao Sheng took her for someone and slandered her like this!
"Damn!"
Xiao Sheng smashed the steering wheel angrily, seeing that Su Yanjing was walking away in the opposite direction, he wiped his face, got out of the car to catch up with someone, and grabbed Su Yanjing's arm.
"You let go! You don't have to be kind to have pity on me! When she was forcefully turned around, Su Yanjing's eyes were red, bean-sized tears were falling down, and her little face was red from crying.
Xiao Sheng was both distressed and angry, so he simply hugged the person firmly, but he was still unforgiving, "You made me angry, okay, okay, don't cry." ”
He didn't have much experience in coaxing women, and the few times he used it on Su Yanjing. The broad palm gently patted Su Yanjing's emaciated back.
"I said I didn't mean to, woo...... Do you think I want to kidnap? I'm not a masochist and like to play captivity games...... Whining...... I shouldn't have said that about you, I would have been deeply aware of my mistakes......"
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