Part 289: The Possibility of Happiness
Chen Jiaqian had just cleaned up the house, and the small room was so simple that she was tidying up, in fact, she was most tired of the festival, because as long as it was a holiday day, loneliness would follow her, and it would be the same every time.
The TV was playing the party of various stations, and Chen Jiaqian was just sitting on the sofa in a daze, such a quiet and silent time would accompany her to spend a long seven-day vacation.
Such a lonely day was actually the first time she had experienced it, so even if she was mentally prepared, she still felt that she was going to be drowned in such a long period of loneliness.
The originally quiet mobile phone suddenly popped up a message, Chen Jiaqian clicked on it curiously, it was a message to apply for adding friends, her sleeve-length fingers clicked open, but the person's avatar was unusually familiar.
With the mentality of trying, she still clicked through, and soon the other party directly sent a red envelope over, and then said, "Please take care of it." ”
Chen Jiaqian was curious and wanted to type in who you were, but when the edited text was only half edited, a message popped up on the other side: "I'm Lin Xi, I don't know if I'm taking the liberty to disturb you." ”
Chen Jiaqian suddenly felt that it was him.
"It wasn't your boyfriend last time." Lin Xi sent another message.
Chen Jiaqian replied truthfully: "It's really not, he's just my leader, I think you're ......" and then she added an expression to the back.
Lin Xi replied directly: "He thinks I'm a bad person, but I think I'm not bad, after all, a person who opens a flower shop, how bad can it be, to be honest, I appreciate you more." ”
Chen Jiaqian was stunned, but soon the other party sent another message: "Today's New Year, your home should be very lively." ”
Chen Jiaqian looked at such a line of text, a kind of sadness grew from her heart, and gradually she always felt like a drowning patient, she thought about it, and replied to a line of text: "No." ”
After a long time, Lin Xi replied, "I'm really presumptuous." ”
Chen Jiaqian didn't understand why he said this, but she didn't reply to him, she is not an idiot for feelings, but a person can contact you through any channel, one is really as he said, he admires you, and the other is that you are just an object that the other party has nothing to do.
Chen Jiaqian continued to hold on to the sofa, but she heard someone downstairs calling her name.
"Chen Jiaqian!"
"Chen Jiaqian!"
One by one, as if calling her again through the soul, she walked to the windowsill, but saw him standing downstairs in a black coat, with a gift box swinging in his hand, he couldn't see what it was, but he was standing downstairs, the ground and the surrounding scenery were white, and there were light snowflakes floating in the sky, some fell on his face and disappeared, and some fell on his black coat, which was shocking.
But this is such a scene, the hardest place in Chen Jiaqian's heart has been conquered.
Chen Jiaqian opened the window and looked at Lin Xi downstairs smiling like a child.
Two people, also with smiles on their faces, one upstairs and one downstairs.
It turned out that this is what he just said: "I was so presumptuous. "I see, I see.
It wasn't until Chen Jiaqian went downstairs that she felt that everything in front of her was not a dream, but a real thing, and Lin Xi appeared in front of her.
Shouldn't they have met in the water, why did he know where he lived, why did he appear here?
Lin Xi just smiled, smiling like a big boy, put a peach crisp gift box in her hand, and said, "You can't forget, you can't forget, so ...... I'm still looking for it, just hoping not to bother you, if you don't have a boyfriend, then can I chase you? Because, I like you. ”
Can't forget, can't forget!
Don't forget!
Chen Jiaqian just stood in place, she didn't understand what he was saying, it's just that everything is so straightforward, she is not ready, there will still be a picture of him in her heart, how can she forget, how can she be.
"Chen Jiaqian, I like you." Lin Xi said again, heavy and urgent.
"Why me, how much do you know about me, do you know me?" Chen Jiaqian looked at him excitedly, but her originally fair face flushed, and that color warmed her heart.
"Chen Jiaqian, it's not that I don't want anyone but you, but I chose you, I don't want anyone anymore, since you don't understand why I am here, then I'll teach you." He looked at her with a smile and said, "I think I could get to know you for the rest of my life." ”
Chen Jiaqian smiled and said, "Then you will regret it." ”
Lin Xi suddenly took a step forward and took her into his arms, hard, so hard, he said in her ear: "The day you took away my pot of flowers, maybe you took away my heart, even if you regret it, it is my wishful thinking." ”
Even if I regret it, it's my wishful thinking!
That's it, Chen Jiaqian's hand is still on his waist, she is not sure of her heart, but at this moment, such a lonely moment, she doesn't want to spend it alone, she used to be wishful thinking for others, and now, she doesn't want to live like that kind of life, if she can, she wants to hold him like this, try it, what is the feeling of being cherished.
The snowflakes in the sky are still drifting, and the people hugging in the snow seem to be immersed in such a pure white world.
Lin Xi drove a very stylish motorcycle, he put a helmet on her with his own hands, and promised her: "In the future, you will be the only one in my back seat." ”
Chen Jiaqian felt the cold wind blowing through her exposed skin like a steel knife, deeply stimulating her and reminding her that everything in front of her was real, all true.
Chen Jiaqian looked at Lin Xi who was driving through the rearview mirror, the smile on his face, that smile was a good medicine for her to melt the hard shell, so be it, so be it.
Originally, there were only two people left in the bustling street, Lin Xi took her hand on the street of the Bund, imprinted footprints one by one, Lin Xi said: "Look, is this like what you once wrote on Weibo, those memories and imprints are the same." ”
It turned out that he had read his Weibo, and he used to write a little bit of mood, those sad words, no one understood, but he read it very carefully, and he still printed these footprints on the ground.
Chen Jiaqian smiled and said, "What else do you know?" ”
"I knew you used to like someone, but you didn't say what happened to you?" Lin Xi's eyes are very clear, he can calmly ask about your past, but he doesn't have any words that make you uncomfortable.
"Of course, you can say it, and it's okay if you don't say it." Lin Xi smiled.
Chen Jiaqian looked at him: "Lin Xi, if you want, let him pass my past, as for my future, it's all yours, okay." ”
Let him pass the hardships of the past, she obeys the warmth of reality, so at this moment, Chen Jiaqian doesn't want to let go, didn't that person say that if there is any possibility of happiness, reach out and grab him, even if it is an illusion.