Chapter 280: Don't let your heart become regretful
"Sister Feifei, don't you want us anymore? It can't be like this, I'm your poor friend, and I plan to take your baby to make you angry with you in the future, and come to report that you always bullied me with Song Lingjian before, you can't let my treacherous plan die in the cradle like this......" Han San shouted with a bitter face.
I smiled bitterly, baby? I don't know how many years I'll live, and the plans for the future that I usually joke about are too late to come true.
I swallowed my saliva, and when I put on my hat, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes by the way, and said: "No, I mean, in a few years, I will definitely hand over the affairs of the embroidery village to Xia Xia, you know that girl is shrewd and can settle accounts, it is difficult for you to luxury money, and it is even more difficult to borrow money." β
Han Sanxiao's lips wrinkled into a small circle, and he crossed his waist and thought about it very seriously.
Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but laugh again, and said, "You are a person, no matter how much you pay, you can't save much." After that, the monthly money will be paid to me on time every month, so I'll save it for you. β
Han San smiled with a bitter expression: "Huh? What are you saving? When did you learn the virtue of Xia Yatou, you have to plan everything? β
I didn't answer, I thought to myself, I just want to help you more in my lifetime. Xia Xia is a person who has suffered, so she knows what it means to take precautions and how to keep the hard-won happiness, so she does her best to cherish us and cherish the current life. In the future, I will do the same and arrange everything in the limited time.
"Thinking about it this way, Xia Xia has a lot to learn from." I chuckled softly.
"Okay, you can learn, and don't learn this point if you're picky and shrewd." Han San smiled and picked at his nails.
I smiled, looked at him and said, "It's almost the New Year again - I haven't asked you for so many years, where is your home?" Don't you have to go home to see your family? β
Han San raised his eyebrows with a smile, as if he was surprised that I would ask this question.
"Or, won't your family worry about you? Won't they come to you? β
Han San laughed several times, hugged his little arm and asked me: "What are you doing, suddenly ask people this question, this kind of question is usually asked by others when they want to go to the good family, I am embarrassed if you ask me this." β
I ignored his gags and continued: "I thought that a person might really be unrelated and unprovoked. But a lot has happened this year, and I suddenly realized that no one in this world is absolutely alone, and you can see that I have a lot of relatives, and I have a lot of people who have been silently caring for me. I'm really lucky, so no matter what happens next, I can accept it calmly, and I won't blame fate for being unfair or complain about it. β
Han San looked at me with a smile, and smiled softly, as if he had listened to my words, if he also knew that my life would not last long, he should have felt something about my words, right?
I took his hand, walked forward slowly, and said calmly: "Today, Master Huang came to me and told me a lot, my Aunt Lantian, they didn't have time to keep the fate, I know that he has always been very sorry, this regret makes him miserable, there is nothing more desperate in this world than death...... If you die, you have nothing, and if you want to see each other again, you have to wait for this life to be over, but a lonely life is so long and lonely, isn't it? β
Han San smiled and tugged at the corners of his mouth, his narrow eyes drooped gently, and he listened to me quietly.
"So while you are alive, some untiring knots must be untied, and you can't let it become a lifelong regret." I concluded.
"So, do you have any knots that you want to untie with me now? Lay a bunch of such long prerequisites with me, Yan Fei, you can bear it, you know how to tick the topic. Han San smiled and turned his head to look at me very seriously.
I also looked at him directly and asked, "I want to know, who Hongyan is." β
Han Sanxiao's eyes suddenly became empty, as if he had gone far away in an instant.
"Several times I heard you call her in your dreams, and it was a girl's name, but you never told usβto me about this person." I'm not sure if he and Song Lingjian talked about the past in private, but he didn't say a word in front of me anyway.
Han Sanxiao quickly recovered his appearance and said, "What is there to mention, how many people you have to know to survive this way, cats and dogs have to be mentioned, how tired I have to be." β
"But it's different." Han Sanxiao's reaction surprised me.
"How is it different? Have four eyes or four legs? How do you know it's different again? β
I insisted, "It's not different anyway, I don't think she's not just a cat or a dog, she's also a very important person to you." β
"You want to know that?" Han Sanxiao's eyes lit up.
I nodded earnestly.
"It's okay to tell you, but you have to promise me one condition."
"On what terms?"
Han San smiled and sighed, "If you really want to know so much, no matter what the conditions are, you will agree, it seems that you don't particularly want to know, right?" β
I hesitated for a moment, as if I was still being pinched by him. But I did want to know, so I said, "Okay, but don't fool me." β
Han San smiled and laughed over his shoulder, as if some conspiracy had succeeded, I suddenly regretted a little that I agreed to this condition so quickly, which I didn't even know the content.
"This red face bar, is a fierce woman, and stingy and stingy, in the past, it was our house in charge of the accounts, I borrowed a few taels of silver from her, but I forgot to pay it back, Li Roll, only half a year to actually owe her a gold on the account, and chase me back every day - don't you also want to know why I came here, it is because she came to my house every day to collect debts and ask for money, my old man and old lady thought that I had done something immoral and owed so much silver, and pointed at me every day and scolded, I really couldn't stand it, so I ran out, We're here for walking. β
I'm full of doubts!
"Don't bully me for not reading and being literate, although I can't be smart, I'm not stupid, right?" I looked at him suspiciously.
Han San smiled and said with a righteous face: "What am I lying to you for?" β
"But...... But something felt wrong...... "I just think it's weird."
"What's wrong? Because of her name? Yes, yes, her father gave her a good name, but what does a name represent? Your name is Yan Fei, can you fly? Sea drifting is called sea drifting, can he drift? And saying that you are not stupid, I can't help but laugh out loud! β
He seems to have a point in saying that......
"That woman is really a miser, I'm afraid of her, she must have memorized the debts over the years, maybe she is asking people everywhere to inquire about my whereabouts, and she wants to collect debts, and now it is estimated that she can't afford to sell her life to repay the profits-Sister Fei, if someone comes to the village one day and says that they are coming to me, don't you say that you know me, you know?"
I suddenly thought of the sound of the night.
However, how could a person who is so gentle and kind in the night sound come to help others collect debts? I don't know if he recognizes the woman named Hongyan, and I don't know if what Han Sanxiao said is true.
"Okay, any questions? If not, can I make my offer? β
I looked at him and said, "What conditions?" "I was stupid and he led me away.
"Can you give more money this year, as you said, it will be a big business for the Zheng family, and if you make money, you will take us to eat and drink spicy food, I don't ask for much, ten taels is enough!"
I glared at him, I really hated that iron could not become steel: "You go to die, you know money." β
Han San smiled and trotted behind me and said, "Isn't it out of love, I want to build a bigger nest for Erdan's dead dog, he is now competing with me every day to sleep, and I am about to choke to death by his hair!" I'm a night worker, so if I don't sleep well, I'm going to get old. β
I stopped: "Erba? Does it still live with you? β
Han San smiled: "It must be, you can't drive it away, it's shameless." β
"I haven't seen it in a while, and it's coming home again?"
Han San said with a smile: "When I went out of town, it went with someone else, and came back a few days ago, and I was fat and fat, fat, and snoring when I slept, which is really disgusting than me." β
I think of the second egg who was with He Qizhen that day, and its pair of cold and unfamiliar eyes seemed to be completely different from what Han Sanxiao described now.
"I don't believe you're willing to pay for it to build a nest β is it at home? I'm going to take a look at itβ" I turned around to go to Han Sanxiao's house.
Han San grabbed me with a smile and said, "At this time, it will definitely run out to pick up meat to eat, and I have to go to work, so I don't have time to accompany you back and forth." β
"If you want to build a nest for Erdan, then don't say that this money is me, Xia Xia will automatically come out, I will go to Master Zhang in two days to ask, and this silver will not need to be in your hands."
Han San smiled and shouted: "Turtle Ball, Sister Fei, you obviously don't believe me, are you afraid that I will eat the silver or what?" β
I exclaimed, "I'm just afraid!" β
Han San smiled and shook his lips, looking like his heart was hurt.
"Let's go out of yours, I'm always late and leave early and my salary is deducted, and I'm embarrassed that I don't have enough wages!" I turned and walked in the direction of home.
Han San smiled pitifully and said, "Have you changed?" That's it for me, huh? Where did I do something bad, I changed it? Give me another chance, Sister Fei? Sister Fei? β
I turned around and glared at him fiercely, and said, "Also, don't call me Sister Fei, I hate it, a child who is still learning to call me sister, shameless!" β
Han San smiled and flattened his mouth: "That's not called sister, it's called Feimei, ten taels is not good, the price can be negotiated again, five taels...... Okay, three or two, don't add it like last year, okay? β
This guy, if you see him bare and don't talk to him, you can't help but want to stumble with him, and if you stumble a few more words, I will be angry with him again, I really have nothing to blame, this annoying spirit.
Back home, Xia Xia fell asleep on the utility table in the kitchen.
On the table were the dishes she had prepared, all covered with plates, probably waiting for me to come back and eat them.
I sat down quietly and took out the rice in the pot, the rice was already half empty, and it should have been sent to Song Lingjian and them.
Open the plate, the dishes are very light, most of them are fire-lowering, I am sick, the things that have been on fire will cough, these years Xia Xia has been thinking of ways to make me light and flavorful...... On a cold day, who doesn't want to eat something hot to warm up?
I gently stroked Xia Xia's head, she kept saying that she was lucky to meet me in her third life, in fact, I was really lucky, if I didn't have her by my side in the past few years, how would I live?