This is the last side, Lin Yan thought to himself. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Lin Qing's innocent and tender face. The comfortable and warm touch of the fingertips is really nostalgic, but good things always fade away, and sooner or later.

"Qingqing, I really want to take you to live abroad, but you don't appreciate it." He sighed softly. "But it doesn't matter, I'll take you to another world, where there is no one else, just the two of us."

The voice was extremely gentle, but it sounded creepy. It is said that it is as gentle as water, which makes people comfortable. But Lin Yan's gentleness is quenched with poison, which is terrifying.

At this time, Lin Qingqing had just inhaled some calming drugs, so he had fallen into a deep sleep. She had no idea what was about to happen, and she didn't know that the person sitting by her bedside at the moment was the one giving her nightmares.

Possessed and gently imprinted a kiss on Lin Qingqing's forehead, Lin Yan's tears also slipped down. He is not an emotionless machine, at least for Lin Qingqing, he still loves him deeply.

The worldly ethics and morality and the heart that can never be obtained make them only clear, but how could Lin Yan be willing to do this.

He had lost too much of what he wanted before, so now, he wouldn't allow anyone to take what belonged to him. As far as he is concerned, except for the child in Lin Qingqing's belly, everything about her belongs to him.

At this moment, Lin Qingqing's eyelashes suddenly trembled slightly. Like the wings of a butterfly, it moves gently in the wind.

Staring cautiously at the person in front of him, Lin Yan didn't dare to say anything. He cares about this person too much, like a porcelain doll in the palm of his hand. He was afraid that she would wake up suddenly, and he was even more afraid that she would refuse in person.

However, in the end, Lin Qingqing only moved her eyelashes, and she showed no signs of waking up. Even after a few seconds, even the eyelashes no longer fluttered, only the even breathing sound of the tiny nose clasped by the oxygen mask.

Lin Qingqing looks so calm like this, in fact, she should have lived well in this world, she should have given birth to that child, and then spent the rest of her life with Ou Yuanlan.

Lin Yan, who had always thought that he was crazy to the extreme, and that it was reasonable to do any crazy things again, hesitated this time.

He never thought that he would hesitate at a critical moment and couldn't do anything. Before coming, he had already thought about how to let Lin Qingqing die without a little pain, but at this time, looking at her peaceful sleeping face, he hesitated.

The hand in the pocket of his lab coat touched a small, cold glass bottle and a syringe, which he had prepared before he arrived, a chemical that could make people lose their hearts quickly in a short period of time.

Touching the small glass bottle, his heart fell into a kind of extreme struggle and pain. He barely hesitated for a moment when he killed Xu Ying, and he even had a sense of pleasure when he killed Liu Wanqing. But only when he came to Lin Qingqing, he was afraid.

The world thinks that Asura has no weaknesses, he is cruel and gloomy by nature, and he is bloodthirsty. But he never thought that he would hesitate and be afraid.

In the end, Lin Yan's gaze fell on the tube in his breath. He reached out with a trembling hand, and slowly touched the transparent plastic tube.

However, before he could exert his strength, he hesitated in his heart. It felt like a thin thread around his neck, which could break his trachea at any moment, or it could break in the next second.

Because the intensive care unit will be inspected every twenty minutes, Lin Yan knows that his time is running out.

With a force on his hand, he pulled down the oxygen mask fiercely. Maybe it's because he's so nervous that he even forgot to unplug the monitor.

The moment the oxygen mask was torn off, Lin Qingqing's breathing began to be disordered, and then there was arrhythmia. The monitor rang dripping, and Lin Yan hurriedly pulled off the plug of the monitor again.

The intensive care unit was quiet again, but he wasn't sure if anyone outside had heard. Lin Yan stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin Qingqing's neck, this was his last step, as long as he completed this step, his goal would be achieved.

Looking at that plain white little face, Lin Yan's hands were already shaking and couldn't shake anymore. His eyes were red, like a trapped beast.

Things have come to this point, and it really makes him so miserable. Ending Lin Qingqing's life would be even more uncomfortable than ending his own life.

Some love is always slowly clarified at the end. He loves her, and he has loved her to the point of being deep in the bone marrow and even perverted, but at the beginning, he was the one who pushed her away.

Lin Qingqing, who was in a coma, finally reacted, and she was in a state of extreme hypoxia at this time. Her face began to turn red, and her hands subconsciously grabbed Lin Yan's hand and dragged it down.

However, this move was obviously futile, and Lin Yan's hand around her neck used enough strength to make her unable to break free at all.

Just as it was about to end, the glass door was finally opened. With a burst of panicked footsteps breaking in, Lin Yan's choking was also interrupted.

With a muffled sound when the human body touched the ground, Lin Yan fell to the ground. The punch was so heavy that blood was already coming out of the corner of his mouth.

Lin Qingqing on the hospital bed got rid of the shackles of those big hands, and his breath finally gradually recovered. Her face, which had just turned red from lack of oxygen, eased, and she coughed and gasped, and then slowly opened her eyes.

"Qingqing, are you okay?" The first thing that caught my eye was Ou Yuanlan's cold face that frowned.

She clutched her neck and coughed twice, then shook her head weakly at Ou Yuanlan. "I didn't ...... It's okay. She said intermittently.

Lin Yan, who fell to the ground, looked at this scene with a self-deprecating smile on his face. "Ou Yuanlan, you won." He said as if resigned to his fate.

In fact, he understood that he did not lose to Ou Yuanlan, but to himself. If it weren't for his last-minute hesitation, the ending would probably have been as he expected.

But I don't know why, although the results were not satisfactory, a sense of relief suddenly emerged in his heart.

Condescendingly staring at Lin Yan, who was slumped on the ground, the coldness in Ou Yuanlan's eyes was undisguised. "This time, I won't let you go again." He said hatefully.

With a chuckle, Lin Yan didn't explain more. This time, he had no intention of continuing to live. The world is really boring, whether it's black and white or color, it's boring.