I stood and breathed for a while, and this guy was angry with me all day long.

Xia Xia came out and said strangely: "Why is there no one anymore?" I'm just going to go to the toast building and ask the little donkey brother to bring me some dishes. ”

I turned my head to see that Xia Xia was wearing a black shirt, with a small white belt tied at the end of her braid, and the black lining made her figure look more slender.

I'm used to Xia Xia always wearing blue colors, it's really awkward to dress up so plainly, and I wondered: "Why are you wearing such a dress?" ”

Xia Xia glared at me and said with some disappointment: "Sister Fei doesn't remember La? Tomorrow is the first seven days of Aunt Lian, and I was about to tell Sister Fei that I wanted to go to the vigil with Sister Li tonight, and I was a little worried about her alone. ”

I was stunned, things have been too chaotic these days, and my schedule and rest are unstable, I actually forgot such an important thing - don't talk about the first seven, I haven't even seen Li Xue again!

I patted my forehead in annoyance and said, "Hey, I'm so confused - you wait for me, I'll go too!" ”

Xia Xia said: "Forget it, I'll just go." The night before the first seven, it was cloudy and cold, and Sister Fei's physique was not suitable to go, which made Sister Li uncomfortable. ”

Xia Xia was right, but I felt uncomfortable listening to it, because I still claimed to be Li Xue's best friend......

I bit my lip and said in my heart, "Then I can go and see her, right?" Tomorrow on the first seven days, I will definitely go. ”

Xia Xia nodded and said, "Then Sister Fei, you should prepare slowly, I will go to the toast building first to get some dishes for Brother Donkey to deliver, I haven't eaten enough at the banquet, I must be hungry in the middle of the night." After finishing the dots, I will go to Sister Li first, and I promised to say that I will go when I am You, so as not to wait for Sister Li. ”

"Well, it's okay, you go first." In the face of Xia Xia's careful and thoughtful, I am really ashamed to be a sister.

Actually, I didn't know what to pack, I wanted to wait for the little donkey to deliver food, but I was so anxious to stay alone, so I had to cover the door and walk to Lian's house.

I don't know if it's because I'm walking fast, or if the two of them are walking too slowly, but I didn't see them at the big fork in the alley, they were still walking in the direction of the village entrance, and I was about to turn around to the south entrance to Lianjia.

I wondered if I should say hello to them—I was a little hesitant because Yan was wrong, for fear of attracting another disgruntled glare from him.

After hesitating for a while, I thought about letting them go, I could see the people above every day, and it was not bad to say hello.

I stopped, trying to get them to cross the fork first, but looking at the way they walked, it was really strange, it was clear that only the two of them were walking, but they were a little far apart, as if they were very unfamiliar.

"Why don't you speak? Don't you have anything to tell me? Haipiao suddenly stopped, and turned his head to look at Yan Cuo, who was separated from him by a large vacant seat.

I walked so well that I could stop—I ducked down the side of the alley, not wanting to interrupt their conversation.

Yan Cuo also stopped, looking a little dazed, and replied, "I ......"

Hai Piao smiled, looking at him sideways and smiling, it was really charming, with a high nose and deep eyes, and the corners of his mouth were hooked with a touch of tenderness, why was Song Lingjian always so cruel to him?

"You want to leave, don't you?"

I was stunned-

How?

What the?

Leave?!

Yan is wrong?!

Yan Cuo was also quite surprised, and quickly turned his head to look at him, but he desperately turned away as if he had thought of something.

Hai Piao smiled again, turned to the side seriously, and looked directly at Yan Cuo: "Don't be afraid, I don't know how to read minds." It was only when I saw that you put back your clothes, put away all the utensils placed in the courtyard, and added some madding to your shoes, that I thought you had decided to go. ”

Really? I didn't notice it again - maybe I didn't see it when Yan Cuo came out just now, but now I took a closer look at Yan Cuo's outfit, it was indeed like what Haipiao said, but even if I saw it, I wouldn't have linked this outfit with "leaving".

Yan looked at himself and said with a smile: "I didn't expect your observation skills to be really good." ”

Yan is wrong, is Haipiao right?

"Out of here, where do you want to go?" Hai Piao didn't keep the words, but asked him calmly.

Yan Cuo lowered his head and did not give an answer.

Leaving here, where else can Yan Cuo go? As he looked down, I realized that he was only fifteen years old, but he seemed to have lived thirty-five years, suffering ten times more vicissitudes and pains than I did.

If it weren't for fate, maybe when he was still an ignorant child, I could have hugged him and held his hand to buy sugar gourds in the alley. So, will he call me sister, will he childishly say that he wants to protect me?

My eyes were already hot.

Yan Cuo looked up at the sky on the alley and said softly, "I don't know." Maybe go home first and tell my mother everything that happened here, about you and about ...... My dad ...... She should be comforted by this. And then go out and see the outside world......"

Father? This is the first time I've heard him mention the word "daddy" – has he already forgiven him?

"When are you going to leave?"

Yan Cuo hesitated for a moment and did not give a return date.

"I won't say anything about keeping people, but you don't have to go." Hai Piao sighed - I was also relieved, he finally retained, Hai Piao said a word, against me a hundred words, maybe the more I stay, the more Yan Cuo has to go.

Yan Cuo couldn't control his remorse, turned his face, although he tried his best to suppress his emotions, but he still couldn't suppress the trembling voice, I saw that he was always angry and cold, his eyes were damp, and the candlelight was like a spring flowing silently in the night: "For so many years, I have always thought that he was the one who was wrong. But in the end, it's me who is wrong......"

"So, we've always been deluded by our own perceptions, deceived by our own ups and downs, haven't we?" Sea drifter tolerant.

"There's one thing, before I go, I must ask you in person." Yan Cao closed his eyes, put away his sad face and said seriously.

"You ask."

"How many things do you remember from the past?"

My eyes widened - did the sea drift remember the past?

Haipiao was silent for a while, looked ahead lightly, and began to walk forward, his voice becoming more and more distant: "Originally, I was also very persistent, afraid of repeating your father's tragedy. But just yesterday, I suddenly understood, recalling the past, obsessing with gains and losses, why not have the present. I feel that the current life is good enough, no matter how good the past life is, no matter how much the people in the past love, it no longer belongs to me. ”

"Can you remember what you used to be like? Where to stay? Who else is in the house? Yan asked wrongly.

"It doesn't matter anymore. I know what you're worried about, but if you're leaving, why bother if I stay or go......"

The figures of the two became smaller and smaller, as if they were slowly being swallowed up by the night.

I trembled, I never thought that Yan Cuo would leave, I thought that we still had a lot of time to eliminate the mustard, and it was even possible to rebuild the family relationship, but he didn't think about staying at all, this place, once there is no meaning of revenge, it is nothing......

And Hai Piao, the past in his heart has become more and more complete, but he can turn a blind eye, embrace the loneliness of the present with us, and be the shadow of Song Lingjian.

Is this the greatest wisdom? The most ruthless parting?

I have never learned to be like him, indifferent to gain and loss, I want Yan to stay, I hope to be a family, at the same time, I also selfishly hope that Haipiao will not remember anything, I just want him to be like the beginning, with a simple and clean smile, he will always be inseparable from Song Lingjian, smiling and tolerant to watch her do anything that ordinary people can't bear. Under the moonlight, they stood in front of each other beautifully, as if the moon and the sun had fallen on the world at the same time, it was an eternal painting, which warmed and touched me.

Melancholy all the way.

Will Yan Cuo really go? In what way will he leave? Did you wake up in the morning, and there was no trace of him, and the room was neat and clean, as if this person had never lived? Or will he write a parting letter with a little emotion, even if it is just a few words, which can be regarded as an explanation?

How can I keep him? Even if the chances are slim, I want to give it a try, maybe - stay a little longer—half a year, maybe a few months—

Yan Cuo, don't leave like this, because I don't know how to find you......

I wiped my tears while thinking of different ways, except for the sea drift, maybe no one wants Yan Co to stay, at that time I left him at home has already attracted a lot of opposition, even Xia Xia, who usually supports me the most, I'm afraid will secretly clap my hands and shout-

Maybe there's only one person - Zheng Jewel -

Yes, Jewellery may help me, she is the only one who knows about my family and can take care of everyone's feelings very intimately, but she is about to get married, there must be a lot of things to worry about, will it be wrong for me to trouble her with these things?

I was thinking wildly when I saw a pair of turquoise lights suddenly flash in the darkness in front of me—

It was such a familiar feeling, I was stunned in place, and suddenly I thought that I had gone back in time-

"Boss Yan?" Someone called me in the darkness.

I came back to my senses and looked at the person standing at the door of the shop, how real? But what really surprised me was the wolfdog that looked like Eleven Lang behind him.

"Yes...... Is it a second egg? I barked weakly, except for Eleven Lang and Erdan, there is no such wolf dog in this town.

Then again, since that time Erdan and I went up the mountain to find Song Lingjian and them, I have hardly seen it, and Han Sanxiao has never reassured him since he came back, a person who can make do with himself, how can he take care of others, I don't know where it goes every day.

He Qizhen took a few steps towards me and said with a smile: "Boss Yan, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Under the candlelight of the lanterns along the street, he really has a very handsome face.

Maybe it's been too long, or maybe I rarely see him at night, and I always feel that this time is really different from the past.

I didn't care to admire his handsome face, looked at the second egg next to him and said, "Is it a second egg?" Erdan - you don't know me anymore? ”

Erdan stared at me quietly.

When it was young, it used to bare its teeth and claws at anyone who came near it, baring its hind legs, and biting at any moment - now it has grown up and is silent, with long beard and a face that is incomparable. But this silence has a silent sense of slaughter, which is daunting, just like Eleven Lang.

He Qizhen looked down at Erdan, and said with a smile: "It turns out that Lang'er has such a flattering name - doesn't Lang'er know Boss Yan?" ”

Erdan stared at me for a long time, and finally seemed to remember, wagged his tail, walked to me and sat down.