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Sometimes, what you can't see is not necessarily the truth, it is because someone is silently paying for you behind your back, not that you can't notice it, but that person is the person who cares about you the most and cares about you the most.

After Bai Ling left, I dragged my heavy body, took a bottle of spirits from the wine cabinet, drank it on the coffee table, I lit a cigarette, and drank the bottle of spirits.

I drank and cried, I thought if I really did something wrong, I might have hurt Sister Li, at this time she was really suffering in the underworld, thinking of this, I was really scared, and even felt that I was very incompetent, I used to say those words, who did I say to me, am I just a waste, I don't want to be like this, I really don't want to be like this, but what can I change, I'm a waste now, I can't do anything, lying on the sofa, I can only borrow wine to kill my sorrows, laughing at myself.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, I laughed loudly, it was a mockery of my own incompetence, and I drank the last half of the bottle, staring at the empty bottle.

"You are an ordinary person now, you can't drink so much wine, and you are still injured, which is not good for your health!"

I wondered who was talking so much nonsense, I looked up, and it was Hei Xuan standing in front of me and saying with concern to me.

I was in a very complicated mood at that time, I wanted to scold her, but I couldn't open my mouth, I sneered: "Why do you want to use you!" ”

Hei Xuan probably didn't expect me to treat her like this, to be able to say such a thing, her face was full of anger, and she was also a little helpless.

"Are you worthy of her mother by doing this?" Kurogen asked me.

After listening to her, I sneered at her, "Who are you talking about?" I don't know! "I know I was really annoyed at the time, especially for Hei Xuan, but I don't know who she was talking about.

Hei Xuan looked at me, her eyes showed helplessness, and she even felt very disgusted with what I was doing at this time, she took a deep breath and said to me: "If you want to know what Li Lili is doing now, then you can come with me." After Hei Xuan finished speaking, he walked out of the house.

As soon as I heard that it was Sister Li's business, I quickly stood up and looked at Hei Xuan who walked out, I had a complicated mood, but I still followed her out.

Hei Xuan walked in front, I followed her, we didn't take the elevator, we took the stairs, so I followed her out of the community.

Looking at Hei Xuan walking in front, I remembered the past, maybe I drank too much, looking at Hei Xuan walking in front, I suddenly felt that she was indifferent to me during this time, maybe he and she were for me and Bai Ling, the reason for the three of us in our previous lives, she was deliberately avoiding me and Bai Ling.

I suddenly became bold, walked up to Hei Xuan's side, and asked her, "What have you been doing these two days?" ”

Hei Xuan didn't look at me, but still returned to her natural state, and replied to me, "What does it have to do with you?" ”

I'm used to her cold attitude, she used to be like this, I don't feel anything wrong, but for me, when I was in contact with her, she was really active, like a different person, she really excited me at that time, maybe because of the previous life, we can't let go of the previous life.

I knew she didn't want to say it, but I was about to ask, I was drinking at the time, and I really wanted to know why she had left and where she had gone these days.

I stood in front of her and asked, "Where have you been these days?" I asked her solemnly.

Hei Xuan was a little impatient and said to me, "I don't want to tell you. ”

After listening to her, I smiled, I felt that it was really interesting at that time, she and I were like children, arguing with each other about one thing on the street, not giving in to each other.

I smiled, and it was so obscene that I felt so shameless that I said to her with a wicked smile, "If you don't tell me, I won't let you go." ”

Hei Xuan suddenly frowned, his face showed disgust, it was disgust towards me, and then he said to me impatiently: "Do you want to know about Li Lili!" ”

I could see that she was a little impatient with me, but I really drank too much at that time, and replied to her with the strength of the wine, "I want to know about my sister Li, but I want to know more about you." ”

Hei Xuan took a breath, probably impressed by my shameless spirit, and reluctantly threw down a sentence and said, "I went to the King of Jizo to listen to the scriptures." After Hei Xuan finished speaking, he glanced at me and left.

I heard that she went to the king of Jizo to listen to the scriptures, which made me a little incredible, since she went, I still know about the king of Jizo, I used to drink with my eldest cousin, he told me the story of the king of Jizo: When the king of Jizo Bodhisattva went to the western heavens, he suddenly saw countless souls in the hell below, he stopped and said to the hell below: Hell is not empty, vow not to become a Buddha, all beings are crossed, and Bodhi is founded.

At that time, after listening to my eldest cousin, I didn't feel anything, but now that I think about it, I am afraid that it will be difficult for the Bodhisattva of Jizo to become a Buddha in the future, and sentient beings are afraid that he will not be able to cross it.

I followed behind Hei Xuande, and the road she led me on was very familiar to me, which was towards Sister Li's house, so I couldn't figure out why she brought me here.

I had some doubts in my mind, but I didn't say it.

When Hei Xuan and I came to Sister Li's community, Hei Xuan said to me, "Look at them! ”

After Hei Xuan finished speaking, I looked upstairs at Sister Li's house, I saw the lights in the house, I saw Sister Li's figure, and I also saw Zhang Feng, the two of them were celebrating his daughter's birthday, it was really beautiful, it was really happy.

I was a little confused, and asked Hei Xuan in surprise, "What the hell is going on?" ”

Hei Xuan looked at the happy family upstairs, with a relieved smile in his eyes, Hei Xuan calmly replied to me: "Today is the first seven, it is the night of Li Lili and her daughter's resurrection, after today, their family of three will be reincarnated, but in the next life, their family of three can still be together!" ”

My heart was full of doubts, and Hei Xuan saw my thoughts and said to me, "All this is done by Bai Ling for you. ”

After Hei Xuan finished speaking, I immediately regretted everything I did today, why did I treat Bai Ling like that, I knew that Bai Ling must be very sad at that time, I was really wrong.

"Are you going to see them?" Hei Xuan asked me.

I knew what Hei Xuan meant, I watched Sister Li and Zhang Feng happily together, I was very satisfied, I didn't want to disturb them, so I said calmly: "No! "I know that I shouldn't bother Sister Li and them at this moment.

I turned around and left there, I was happy, but I was also very disappointed, happy that Sister Li and Zhang Feng could still be together in the next life, and what was lost was that I hurt Bai Ling again, and she must have felt very uncomfortable at this time.

(End of chapter)

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