Chapter 379: Leaving a City
When Xu Yanran appeared in the small apartment with Su Mu, a trace of doubt appeared on Lin Qingqing's listless face.
"Yanran? What are you doing here? She asked, getting up from her bed.
The temperature in August has reached more than 30 degrees, and although the air conditioning is turned on in the house, the temperature is not too high, but it is not covered with a thick quilt.
Looking at Lin Qingqing with a frown, the worry in Xu Yanran's eyes became a little heavier. "How did you make yourself like this?" She walked over and sat down on the edge of the bed.
Lin Qingqing, who was pale, looked like a paper man, he didn't have any strength in his body, and he could even fall down with a slight push.
Raising his hand to test the temperature on Lin Qingqing's forehead, Xu Yanran came to a conclusion. "I have a fever." Her brow furrowed even more.
I really don't know what's going on with this person, a person in his twenties can't take care of himself at all. I had a fever and gritted my teeth and didn't say anything, if she didn't come today, it is estimated that she would not be able to find out about the fact that she was sick.
"Fever?" Lin Qingqing also raised his hand and touched his forehead in confusion. "It seems to be a little hot." Sure enough, she only now realized that her cheeks were a little hot.
Shaking her head helplessly, Xu Yanran said to Su Mu on the side: "Send her to the hospital." ”
Although she and Su Mu were not very familiar with each other, they had already met at the airport and at the funeral in Sioux City that day. So when we met downstairs, we came up together as a matter of course.
Looking at Lin Qingqing, who was pale, Su Mu's eyes were solemn. "Okay." He agreed, the expression on his face looking even more worried than Xu Yanran.
This kid likes Lin Qingqing, I don't know why, Xu Yanran can see it at a glance. Probably this kind of thing is all a fan of the authorities, and the bystanders are clear.
However, regarding feelings, Lin Qingqing has to make his own choice. Even if they are good friends, she can't influence the decisions of others.
"Don't go to the hospital." Lin Qingqing's attitude suddenly hardened, and slipped into the quilt along the edge of the bed, revealing only a pair of clear eyes outside. "There is medicine in the living room, just find some medicine to eat."
At this time, it is indeed not that she is a hero, but she can't go to the hospital at all. Because she has been in and out of the hospital several times, she is now known to several famous public hospitals in S City. As soon as she passed, Ou Yuanlan would know immediately.
Although I don't know what the specific situation of Ou Yuan is now, I guess Ou Yuanlan is also busy dealing with those things. Otherwise, how could he not make a single call to himself?
Turning his head to look at the mobile phone next to the pillow, Lin Qingqing bit his lip and stopped talking. This can be regarded as a reason to deceive herself, she would rather Ou Yuanlan ignore her because he was busy, rather than because he was disappointed in her.
Looking at Lin Qingqing's stubborn appearance, Xu Yanran really had no way to deal with her. "Well, I'm really scared of you." She stood up and went to the living room to get some medicine.
It's been another month since she came back from Iceland, and in the hottest month in S City, the Sioux City in Xu Yanran's heart is still alive, but the wound is not as painful as before.
Time heals everything, and there is indeed wisdom in this saying. After a month, Xu Yanran doesn't seem to want to lock herself in the house all day long like she did at the beginning.
Watching Lin Qingqing take the medicine, Xu Yanran breathed a sigh of relief. "If it's serious, see a doctor right away." She explained with a serious expression.
"Okay, I got it." Lin Qingqing barely managed to squeeze out a smile.
In this world, there are not many people who care about her and care about her, and she has brought all kinds of troubles to these people again and again. It seems that she is really not a qualified friend.
Leaning on the head of the bed to rest for a while, Lin Qingqing suddenly raised his head and said to Su Mu: "I'm a little hungry, can you help me go down and buy some porridge?" This was the first time she had taken the initiative to ask for food in two days, and before that, it was all Su Mu who forced her to eat before she could barely move her chopsticks.
"Okay, is it okay to have preserved eggs and lean porridge?" Su Mu became excited. Seeing that Lin Qingqing wanted to eat, he was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.
When the sound of the door closing came from the living room, Xu Yanran looked at Lin Qingqing with an inquiring gaze. "Just say whatever you want."
Both of them can be regarded as friends of life and death, how could she not see that Lin Qingqing just wanted to find a reason to open Su Mu?
Laughing softly, Lin Qingqing couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "You still know me." ”
Indeed, she had something to say to Xu Yanran, and she didn't want Su Mu to know. To be precise, she didn't want anyone to know. But she understands that she needs help.
Raising his head and glancing at this familiar room, Lin Qingqing hesitated for a long time before finally opening his mouth. "Yanran, I'...... I want to get out of here......" she said in a hurry.
Sure enough, Xu Yanran was as surprised as she expected. "What?!" Her reaction may have been more intense than Lin Qingqing had imagined.
Nodding solemnly, Lin Qingqing repeated again. "I want to leave this place, leave this familiar place, maybe I won't be so uncomfortable."
Because a person falls in love with a city. It's also because of a person who wants to forget about this city. Lin Qingqing knew better than anyone else that Ou Yuanlan had been carved into her bones and blood, so it was impossible for her to remove it from her body.
If it doesn't work, she'll have to take another route. Since she can't forget it, she simply won't forget it. Change to a place without him, live a good life alone, with his memories.
"Are you really leaving? Are you really willing to be Ou Yuanlan? And Chenchen, is he still so young? Xu Yanran threw over a series of questions, and Lin Qingqing had no way to answer them at all.
How could she be willing to give up Ou Yuanlan, and how could she be willing to be willing to Chenchen? That's her flesh and bones, and all the blood in her body used to come from her.
In the past, she also wanted to watch Chenchen grow up with her own eyes, and look at it to become a handsome young man. Perhaps, like his father Ou Yuanlan, he is a businessman who was born calm and calm. Perhaps, like her, she has a romantic germ in her bones and loves all good things.
But now, she really doesn't seem to see that day. Ou Yuanlan didn't love her anymore, and when she came to this conclusion, she almost trembled.
Seeing that she closed her eyes and didn't speak, Xu Yanran knew that Lin Qingqing must have fallen into a struggle with herself again at this moment. "Qingqing, don't be too hasty, you think about it carefully." She paused, then continued. "The situation was different between us, I was chasing Sioux City, so I was satisfied. And you? In order to avoid Ou Yuanlan, you will inevitably suffer. ”
Listening to what Xu Yanran said so surely, Lin Qingqing couldn't say a word of rebuttal.