"Why?" That uncle is today...... It's too far away to think about it, but why doesn't Master Huang want us to have the opportunity to meet? Doesn't he love my mother very much?

"There is no special reason, anyway, the face has been torn for the coup d'état, and there is no need and possibility of intersection. Since Princess Nuanyu has already died in the theory, it is impossible for her to have a surviving descendant, right? ”

"Oh."

"Sister Yun is also very good to you, and she often mentions you to me. It's just that she has been living in the Shangguan Mansion and can't come out, so she hasn't been able to come back to you all these years. ”

Yun Niang has never forgotten us, but I have no impression of her, and it was not until later that they mentioned Xipo Lanyun one after another, and I began to dream about her.

"Yun Niang, are you okay?" I asked softly.

Master Huang sighed and said, "It's pretty stable at the moment. Yesterday, the medicine was delivered, saying that it would be stable for a few days, and then it would only be up to Zong Bai to see what news Zong Bai could bring. ”

I remembered that Zhu Jing had mentioned to me in the morning that they had quarreled over Yun Niang's affairs, and said carefully: "You all care about Yun Niang, she is so good, she will be fine, and when she gets better, I don't want to see you worry about her." ”

Master Huang sighed again, his thick eyebrows furrowed, as if he was very distressed.

"I haven't seen her really happy all these years, and in the end she chose this path." Master Huang sighed, deep and long.

"Did you already know about her?"

Master Huang frowned, took a mouthful of food, chewed for a long time before swallowing, and said: "I don't have anything to do with Shangguan's house, I have met Shangguan Bo a few times, and his original lady is not a good one, jealous of all the women who are close to Shangguan Bo, Lantian has also clashed with that woman many times in front of Shangguan Bo, Shangguan Bo doesn't know what the way is, he never cares, Lantian can't get used to his virtue, and he cut off all contact with Shangguan Mansion in a fit of anger. For this reason, the Holy One also mediated, but no one was willing to budge. ”

I couldn't help laughing and said, "I didn't expect Aunt Lantian to really have a temper." ”

Master Huang also smiled, and in the tenderness between his eyebrows, he was the appearance of a servant.

Lantian didn't care on the surface, but he hated it in his heart, and said that he might as well have given away the things he had given to his nieces and nephews in the past - in fact, although she was not right with Shangguan Yunqing, she had a very close relationship with Li'er, Li'er has been sensible and humorous since she was a child, and she understands the minds of adults, as if she was born to win everyone's hearts, he is different from his fierce and rude father, and he is not the same as the sinister and ruthless mother, and I don't know what kind of creation they have. can give birth to such a perfect child. Lantian is a child king, and Li'er has a special relationship, although she hates Shangguanfu, but she often plays with Li'er in private, and secretly teaches him some fist and foot kung fu, so later Li'er often takes it to play, which can be regarded as remembering the old love. ”

I nodded, I have seen this scene in my dreams, the beautiful Shangguan Li in white took Dabao in tiger clothes to fish, he was very patient and loving, and then he jumped into the lake to fetch things, Dabao thought that he was captured by the Dragon King, and left a shadow in his heart.

After she became pregnant, in order to protect the fetus in her womb, she almost didn't go out, and Shangguan Bo was also worried about other things at that time, and she didn't say anything. I never thought that my fate with her would be so short...... I also did a simple funeral for her, when Shangguan Bo came to pay respects, I was in a bad mood, I didn't accept his worship at all, I didn't care about it before I died, and I pretended to be a friendship after my death. He was also a good-looking person, and he pointed at me and scolded me regardless of the guests in the mourning hall. I didn't care that his rank was above me, I ridiculed each other, the louder and louder the noise, no one dared to come forward to persuade them, and they all shrank their heads and left. That one really severed the friendship between Shangguan and the Huang family, thinking that there would be no more contact between old age and death. ”

It seems that Master Huang and Master Shangguan don't deal with each other very well, and they are not people with soft personalities.

However, they are obviously high-ranking people who have read poetry and books, so they can't quarrel in the mourning hall no matter how they say it, they are a little too ignorant.

"The year after she left, I had a very difficult time with you, especially when I found that Weiyou was different from other children, he didn't cry when he was hungry and peed, and he could sleep for a long time when he slept, and people didn't dare to say anything, only that quiet children were easy to raise, but I knew that the child who gave birth to Lantian was actually a stupid child with congenital deficiencies, I was the first in civil and military affairs, and Lantian was taught by the holy sister, but we actually gave birth to a stupid child, which is simply a shame for me——"

"Dabao...... Dabao, he's not stupid, he's just not that smart, he also wants to be smart and make you happy, Uncle Shi, but these things can't be forced. "I speak for Dabao, but this is not my heart, I am not smart, and I also want to make myself smart, like Song Lingjian and them, they can speak into chapters, can write well, can understand all kinds of strange things, and can have the insight of knowing the autumn. However, I don't understand anything.

"After she left, I resigned from my post in the DPRK and wanted to take you back to my hometown to raise her, so as not to provoke ridicule from the people of the DPRK and China. The Holy Lord approved the resignation, but insisted that I be kept in the imperial capital and given me the same status as an official, but I was not allowed to mention leaving Beijing again. I had no choice but to live in seclusion, cut off contact with outsiders, and grow up quietly to ensure that I had a quiet life. ”

I said in my heart, this saint is also too suspicious, he is afraid that others will use Master Huang's face and identity to do things for the Yan clan - does he just want to see the existence of the Yan clan?

"When I was one year old, one day, the people of the Shangguan Mansion began to walk around us frequently, and I drove them out many times, but I still persevered, and sent all kinds of children's clothes, saying that the son of the Shangguan family had used them. Children must wear hundreds of clothes in order to grow up healthily. We have long broken off contact with Shangguan Mansion, and the quarrel in the mourning hall has spread all over the streets and alleys of the imperial capital, and it has almost become a joke before and after tea and dinner. Sudden and frequent flattery, either adultery or theft. All the things that were sent were thrown out of the door by me - thinking about it this way, Zong Bai, who was the gift at that time, did not miss my face. ”

Thinking of the way Zong Bai endured his anger and picked up the things thrown out by Master Huang, I wanted to laugh a little, and asked, "Then later, how did you have a relationship with them again?" ”

"Later, for a kind of adult - that is, chickenpox, the house is messed up, the next person is afraid of being infected and dare not hug, I don't know how to take children, there is no way, for there has been crying, there are many blisters on the body, two days have not eaten, the imperial doctor in the palace also came, prescribe a lot of prescriptions, those prescriptions are tried by countless people to be effective, but put on Weiyou but useless, he is too young, I dare not let him take more medicine, although he is a little more stupid than other children, but I don't want to joke with his life. Listening to his cry getting weaker and weaker, I have no rut, I really don't have a rut, I really plan that if he dies of such an illness, I will accompany him to Huangquan Road and explain to his mother. ”

I smiled: "Uncle Huang Shi, you can't say that, Dabao would be so sad if he knew that you once wanted to give up on him." ”

"It's not a day or two that he's sad, he's used to it for a long time." It's rare for Master Huang to make a joke.

I said seriously, "How can anyone be used to being sad?" Actually, I think it's more important than anything else to live a happy life. ”

Master Huang smiled and didn't answer.

I asked, "What about then?" Did Yun Niang help Dabao? ”

"Yes. Thankfully she came, and I forgot how she had come in that day, and was almost dying of breath because of the pitiful cry in my arms. She suddenly rushed in from the outside and hurriedly took Wei You away. The strange thing is that as soon as she hugged him, he stopped crying, as if he was playing a trick. She also didn't know where she knew that for chickenpox, she brought a lot of medicinal soup that had been boiled, and accused me of not bringing it well, hugging him too hard, strangling him to cry in pain, and said that the wind could not blow when the child planted an adult, but I opened the doors and windows to let the child catch a cold, anyway, the mess fell into a bunch, and then took it away, saying that I would return it when the chickenpox was cured. ”

"No wonder Yun Niang is so close to Dabao, it turns out that Dabao was brought by Yun Niang when he was a child."

"After more than half a month, I came back in good health, not only planted adults, but also piled up small piles of meat on my face, maybe I didn't see him for several days, and I was a little happy to see him stupid. Because of this relationship, Sister Yun can be regarded as kind to the Huang family, and I can't make it difficult to drive people away. She will come every once in a while, and I don't know how she persuaded Shangguan Bo to come to me so diligently. I don't usually see much laughter, but when I see Sister Yun, I will laugh, at the beginning I have been very cautious to let people watch, I don't know her, I don't know what medicine she sells in the gourd, I and Lantian both know that she is not good, Lantian embarrassed her in public before, why suddenly she seems to have changed as a person, and she took the initiative to take care of our children. ”

Because now this is not the vicious Yunqing, but the kind Yundan.

"Every time she comes, it can't exceed two hours, and when the two hours arrive, the sedan chair sent by Shangguan Bo will come and wait on time. So she used these two hours very carefully, in order to have something to eat first cooked and then brought over, in fact, she didn't have anything to do in those two hours, so she stayed in the yard for you, basked in the sun, and took a nap. ”

I wonder, why didn't Yun Niang stay at home and go to other people's yards to nap and bask in the sun?

"I saw that I liked to be with her, and it was really pitiful that the child was born without a mother, so I let them go. But I didn't expect that she insisted on it for two years, and every time she came, she would hold her back, and it seemed that for her, it was fun to take care of children, and it was a kind of freedom to wait without anyone. ”

It seems that Yun Niang's life in Shangguan Mansion is not as happy as I imagined, is it because Master Shangguan cares about her too much, so she can't breathe?

"In order to avoid tongue-in-cheek, she came to take me sometimes, and I often excused myself to leave. But I was actually not at ease, and secretly went back to see it a few times, because I was really afraid of her two faces—several times, I saw her pacing in the backyard with her in her arms, and as she walked, she would start to cry, and the tears seemed to flow out of her heart involuntarily, and she didn't even realize it. In the first few times, I thought that she had a dispute with Shangguan, and she had grievances in her heart, after all, that person was not a good lord to serve. But then I didn't feel like it, Shangguan Bo should care about her very much, otherwise he wouldn't have put down his face and let her come to my house to take care of my child. I don't know what happened to Shangguan Mansion in the past year, Shangguan Yunqing judged the two of them, and the entourage that Shangguan Mansion followed also changed. ”

Master Huang fell into deep memories, perhaps it was the dim tears in those memories that were the real hand of fate, slowly soothing his pain of bereavement and helping him walk quietly all the way.

I listened attentively, as if I had followed time into that world.

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